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WAKE UP

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i actually listened to this during yet another night of insomnia, which has become a very common problem of mine - it's not uncommon for me to even go days straight without sleeping at all, for a variety of reason. but this time, the insomnia was because of stress, anxiety, and a serious depressive episode i have been in the midst of for days due to my schizoaffective disorder. so there i was, like many sleepless nights of mine, chain-smoking, knowing i would be unable to sleep for hours at the very least and days at the most, depressed, anxious, and stressed, thinking, contemplating... but unlike all the other nights like this one, i was also listening to this. it was absolutely perfect, as if i had finally found the soundtrack i had been missing all my life for every sleepless night i've ever had, and the many sleepless days - always restless, always wide awake. it was almost like a brief rest from it all, a kind of surreal psychological sleep, for just a few, short moments of peace. this was everything i needed, and i will be listening to it many, many more times, especially during the frequent nights like these.

Wow. I'm really happy this helped, I don't sleep that much well every other day or something and this is sort of relaxing. I'm just really happy it could be more of a use than just a fanmix.

@ @Allison Arrgents all of your mixes that i've listened to so far have hit very close to home for me, personally and emotionally, which is why i think you have a real talent for creating them. they not only fit those fictional concepts, but real people, or at least me, are able to relate on an important, personal level. to me, that is the best kind of mix, more than just merely a collection of songs. usually people give a lot of thought to these kind of mixes, but maybe you're just innately, naturally talented at choosing music, or both. i don't know because i don't know you, but your mixes are very good, and every single one i've listened to has definitely been more than just a simple fanmix... :) sorry, i can go overboard with the comments, i just really respect a well done mix and those who can make them, because i used to make a lot and they took me a lot of time and effort, thinking and planning... so i respect that a lot, that someone took their time to create and then share something so wonderful, even if it's "just a fanmix".

@southfox Oh wow thank you I just listen to a lot of music and that's how these are made. Please feel free to comment I don't mind. I used to be able to make mixes very quickly but this one particularly I was working on for a week trying to get it the way I wanted it. If you want to request something please feel free too:)

@ @ Allison Arrgents oh you are very welcome, and i more than happy to leave a comment on a great mix! all i want to do is show appreciation for the time and effort someone spent creating one and shared it with other people to enjoy, too. i especially want to tell others when their mixes have affected me in a personal way and even helped me... i feel like they should know their creation has been more than just a list of music and how important something so "simple" can be. :) yours deserve them, and i would love to eventually listen to every one. you have quite a lot! i respect the time that must have taken you altogether.

you are honestly very sweet and kind as well! i have really appreciated the fact you have taken the time to reply to me and even have a bit of a conversation. it makes me feel good :) thank you so much.

and oh, you take requests? well, i really dislike to ask things from someone with nothing in return, but... if you ever have the time, i would love a general mix about stiles' guilt regarding the nogitsune, the possession, and everything that happened in s3b involving that... not just one about allison, but everything that happened, in general, and his guilt. i have been looking for such a mix and have yet to see one. guilt is something i have a lot of problems with, i often feel very guilty over many, many things i've done, even things that really weren't my fault... i feel that stiles feels the same way, and i relate to that a lot, so it would be a very important and emotional mix to me, and even possibly help me cope with my overwhelming guilt... i would really love such a mix.

i am not demanding, of course! but if you took the time to make a mix such as that i would really appreciate it and be forever grateful! i could maybe draw you something in return, although i can't really draw humans at all... but it would make me very happy you spent the time and effort to make a mix for me and that would be so incredibly kind of you!! you are definitely such a sweet person. :)

@ Allison Arrgents oh, and if you did make such a mix, would i just be happy you did such a nice thing for me no matter what, so it wouldn't matter much to me the overall mood... but if you want to know what i would like a lot to help you in choosing the songs, i would prefer something on the sadder side, but still something that possibly gives and implies a bit of hope and finally being able to finally forgive yourself? just something sad but something that would give the listener going through such a thing some hope they would be able to one day forgive themselves for what they've done... that would mean a lot to me... like i said, if you don't have the time it's no problem, but if you did take the time i would be so grateful beyond reason... thank you for even offering. :)

@southfox Well I can make the mix for sure it might take a little bit because I'm currently working on an Allison Argent mix but I will try to get it up whenever I can. It's going to be a big challenge for me as I'm going to have to look through my music library's and videos but it will get done I promise.

@ Allison Arrgents oh wow thank you so much!! like i said i have nothing to give in return except maybe to draw you something. i am bad at drawing humans though, i draw animals... you can see my art here if you are interested!: http://thefieldfox.tumblr.com/ that's all i have to offer in return, though... thank you so much, and take all the time you need, i don't mind at all, it is so incredibly kind of you to make a mix for me, and it really means a lot! i am sure i will love it very, very much and it will be very important to me... thank you so much for your generosity and you have honestly just made my day! :)

@southfox I only draw humans lol. Is there any way you could draw the Hale pack as wolves? Like Erica, Derek, Boyd and Isaac I'd really love that if not that's fine! I'm happy I could! The mix will be up sometime within the next week.

@ Allison Arrgents oh yes i could definitely draw that!! i draw a lot of wolves and am very familiar with their anatomy and movement... i have studied them a lot as a subject (my icon is part of a work of mine with a wolf i did, actually!) i would also love to draw that, as i love all those characters. it may take me a while because i am quite slow at finishing artwork and i have two commissions i have been paid by clients to draw to finish up, but i will try my best to do this as soon as i possibly can for you in return for the mix!!

@ Allison Arrgents also, is there any specific way, like colours, or traits you would like these characters to have as wolves? it's fine if you just want to leave it up to me, but i thought i should ask in case you have your own headcanons on the matter :)

@southfox No just Derek's season two back as wolves would be nice. Including Derek would be great, I really loved his back and I really miss them but Erica and Boyd are gone and Isaac went to France it makes me sad and yeah.. I loved them a lot but thanks for asking! Take your time :)

 
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