goddddd, Spence, this is so painful, god. THERE ARE TOO MANY PAINFUL SONGS ON THIS ONE SINGLE MIX, GOD. Like, of course soldier had to be on this mix, but at the same time it's Too Painful, Spencer has been marching on with grim determination her entire life, she can't imagine it any other way and that's just not at all fair. AND WINNING, THEY'LL SHARPEN THEIR TEETH ON YOUR SMILE, GOD SPENCE. Being back in Rosewood, this place that made her and ruined her and will never ever leave her alone, it will always be a part of her, and she somehow has to make peace with that, just god tbh. Everyone's Waiting too, just christ tbh, "I've been doing this for so long I can tie the knot behind my back" god spence!!! everyone needs something from her, and she wants to be able to give it all but what happens when there's nothing left for herself? just god tbh. AND NOTHING LEFT TO SAY, JUST ANOTHER CASUAL REMINDER IN A LONG LINE OF CASUAL REMINDERS THAT SPENCER HASTINGS IS DEAN WINCHESTER'S BABY SISTER IN EVERY SINGLE WAY THAT MATTERS. And ending with recovery, like, of course, but goddamn tbh