2 mixes taggedharps

yesterday i had this thought. i couldn't control it. all of the shit, everything wrapped around this deep unknown abyss inside of me. down deep, creeping under the surface, below my energy and outlet for reason. it had a hold on me, like playing an unbeatable match of chess with a chess king from spain. and then it cracked. i've got too much control of something.

sun as flower.

i am searching for the hidden sound of things.