phillydwyer

Seeing that I must shortly approach mankind with the heaviest demand that has ever been made on it it seems to me indisensable to say who I am. This ought really to be known already. For I have not neglected to "bear witness" about myself. But the disparity between the greatness of my task & the smallness of my contemporaries has found expression in the fact that I have been neither heard nor even so much as seen. I live on my own credit, it is perhaps merely a prejudice that I am alive at all? I need only to talk with the cultured people to convince myself that I am NOT alive. Under these circumstances there exists a duty against which my habit even more the pride of my instincts revolts, namely to say...listen to me for I am this and that, But dont ever above all congound me with WHAT I AM NOT....

those were different notes taken from a friend of mine lately Nitzchee & theyre different lines I put together from different parts of different novels that I really relate to...but if you really wanna know me Ill let you in on somethings:

im not one to stop you from doing you...please by all means do you & let me be me

I blend in to any situation at all rather quickly

I see myself as a social chamelion....

I see my self as an A+ student in sociology

I love communication speak free your mind dont let demons be burdens

I am never the first one to judge...cause i found when you point your finger you always have 3 pointing back to you that would be Mr Robert Nesta Marley ~RIP~

I find it a rareity these days in humanity people taking another being for WHO they are & never WHAT THEY ARE

I live hard I love hard

I trust few but those I do I consider familyy you know who you are

I hit a few points in my life where all I had to myself was my name I had to swallow my pride at a point and do what I needed to do to keep my head above water & I dont regret those moments cause they made me who I am and appreciate those small things in everyday life a little bit more

I find it hard to cope with my emotions when a redhead is in the room

I tend to think too muchh sometimes

My friends my habits my family all mean the world to me I will always let the certian people know how much I appreciate crossin paths in life with them

I still find myself trying to figure out what this thing God created that he called a "man"

Im a firm believer in the line life is a hard lesson but a lesson well worth learning.

I will never take a shot of whiskey with out thinking about the peoples lives that were ended too soon

I think each moment happens at its exact moment for a reason that moment might now be now it could be three months down the road but but if its going to happen it will...eventually (I can only hope she sees this)

Im starting to realize my mother did everything she could to raise me she didnt raise me perfectly but she raised me right and didnt raise no fool, Thank You Mama for EVERYTHING I love you...