I am unknown in the future forgotten from the past and reborn in the present

My names Alisha some call me Lish or Stitches Im a mother a wife a friend a grown women Im confident and scared terrified and excited Im loving and caring thoughtful and hopeful Im sick and tired shy and friendly careful and careless Im broken and whole misunderstood misguided and mislead I do all types of retarded shit but I cant change how I think or who I am Im determined but a little scared on the inside I wish on stars and dream my dreams I cry my tears I believe in true l♥ve Im everything and nothing all at once Im here to do what I want and tell people what I think regardless of what anyone has to say I can be one of your best friends or I can be your worst nightmare Im not perfect I believe that love is giving someone the power to break your heart but trusting them not to if you lie to me I will find out I have been through alot in my life Im me love me or leave me the fuck alone ♥