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A: If you had one last memory to tell someone what would it be? B: I dont understand the question. A: You know a memory. Something someone said to you. Or an experience. A place you went. Anything that was really uh hm epic that happened in your life. Its not rocket science mayne. B: Hmph. Well it would have to be something my mother said to me. (pause) A: Which is? B: You want to know that? A: Sure. B: What the hell for? A: Geeze I dont know. Your my grandma why would I not want to know about awesome shit that happened in your life? B: Hmph. Well I was going through some tough times. I just got out of a divorce with my first husband-your grandfather and your father was still young and I had the twins. I was left all on my own to care for them and I didnt know how I was going to do it. Pay for food and rent and all that. I was really overwhelmed. So I went to my mother and I broke down and I told her I couldn't do it.... A: And what happened? What she say? B: She told me to lift up my pinky. So I did. Then she said 'ya know an ant is so small and it can lift ten times what your pinky can. Your much bigger than an ant. So I dont see what the problem is.'