been to the moon & back, and loves pickles

yeahh. ;D i'm messy. and confused. confusing too, if you ever met me. i can't make decisions and i'm starting to get scared about my future. i'm anxious but honest. i try and i fail, i give but don't get, & trust only to get burned. i hope and dream and still cross my fingers/close my eyes. promises i can't keep and lies of omission are big faults of mine. i can't talk about my feelings until it's too late. idk, i really like to laugh though i'm trying to figure it all out; whatever

Just trying to make it all work.

J'ai peur de devenir un adulte sans rêves