As cliche as it sounds people and things really do change. Again however cliche, life really does throw you some curveballs. Sometimes life throws you a lot of curveballs. I've learned all of this in the past year. And I've learned a lot of other things, too,along the way. I'm quickly becoming an adult faster than I thought, but essentially it's a good thing. But withstanding the elements has been a good test and I continue to keep a headstrong positive attitude. Life is crazy and hectic but it's good.

I play jazz....a lot.I cry tears of joy under the stars, i shed tears of hatred under the sun. Music doesn't comfort me as much as it used to, in fact a lot of times playing makes me feel worse, it exaggerates my emotions. But yet in still i know if i stopped playing i would probably just wonder the earth hungry and homeless until i died or until something showed up that finally mattered. I have mood swings the size of the milky way and I tend to have colossal highs and bottomless lows. I love friends more the further along i get in life, the more it seems as though I have none. I tend to get contemplative when im bored and tired and I always seem to wish that there were something more in my life. I'm an avid christian, who struggles like everyone else in the world. I can't wait to have kids but I'm afraid of sex...what else is there to say. I'm an enigma who's looking for the key to his own mind.

Remember not our faulty pieces, remember not our rusted parts, it's not the petty imperfections that define us but the way we hold our hearts and the way we hold our heads

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PORTALS is the intersection of sixteen contemporary music blogs writing from various locales in more than one continent; brought together by a common love for music

I hardly ever have to duck to walk under tree branches. Most things in the world seem magical to me, including but not limited to: unicorns, basic household appliances, gravity, weather, and velcro.