;;;;;; AltarGuts Length 75 playlists Updated March 12, 2017 playlists featuring csa, abuse, and trauma music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete your hands were much bigger than mine by victimized your hands were much bigger than mine by victimized 301 71 10 tracks stockholm syndrome child sexual abuse csa i should have told my mother but you would have had her fooled too gem and like a stupid child i believed him by pixelade NSFW and like a stupid child i believed him by pixelade 211 66 12 tracks mark jefferson max caulfield life is strange csa trauma gold oh god, oh god, oh god, by schizotypals oh god, oh god, oh god, by schizotypals 557 158 25 tracks art by saddogtalks on tumblr csa child abuse cptsd the aftermath of repeated childhood trauma gem repressed by HITMAN BOYFRIEND repressed by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 181 65 10 tracks csa abuse trauma sexual abuse mental illness this is what you get for kissing little girls by mouthblood this is what you get for kissing little girls by mouthblood 90 19 9 tracks csa abuse personal vent child sexual abuse gem when i look at my thighs i see death by girlybrat when i look at my thighs i see death by girlybrat 134 69 9 tracks rape sexual assault trauma ptsd gem with the pill or demon? by chronoshindou with the pill or demon? by chronoshindou 149 46 12 tracks csa abuse trauma ptsd gem bad folks breed scared kids by 504685 bad folks breed scared kids by 504685 362 95 12 tracks abuse csa brainweird ptsd mental illness gold and the realisation hits by mchunted and the realisation hits by mchunted 613 201 10 tracks abuse trauma sexual abuse mental illness gold ˢᵗᵘᵖᶤᵈ ᶜʰᶤˡᵈ by fnv ˢᵗᵘᵖᶤᵈ ᶜʰᶤˡᵈ by fnv 361 139 22 tracks csa rape trauma abuse coping two for flinching by thinmintprince NSFW two for flinching by thinmintprince 366 75 9 tracks abuse violence cocsa neglect i tell myself that it wasnt that bad but it still fucks me up The reason why I can't breath by pixelade The reason why I can't breath by pixelade 247 31 10 tracks csa ptsd trauma child abuse rape i'm holding my breath by critrole i'm holding my breath by critrole 109 30 17 tracks coping abuse pedophilia child abuse gem sweet dreams, my love by EddieGluskin sweet dreams, my love by EddieGluskin 239 84 15 tracks cocsa csa rape cptsd age regression your doll by traumatique your doll by traumatique 770 72 13 tracks abuse trauma ptsd csa gold Adolescent Treatment Program by vomitingdog Adolescent Treatment Program by vomitingdog 1490 376 9 tracks brainweird mental illness csa abuse bpd EVER SINCE GOD MADE ME BLEED by HITMAN BOYFRIEND EVER SINCE GOD MADE ME BLEED by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 445 98 12 tracks violent impulses gore mental illness cocsa abuse gem i'll see you in hell by deletehomestuck i'll see you in hell by deletehomestuck 47 19 8 tracks abuse trauma eating disorder ptsd gold A monument to a childhood abuse by dreamy-baby A monument to a childhood abuse by dreamy-baby 457 107 22 tracks personal csa child abuse ptsd bpd spiraling downward by dv1v1 spiraling downward by dv1v1 73 15 8 tracks abuse ptsd emotional abuse vent sorry idk what to do make it all stop by kingly buck make it all stop by kingly buck 71 19 9 tracks abuse sexual abuse bpd ptsd slow songs you were the mean one by grumdark you were the mean one by grumdark 229 29 8 tracks abuse sexual abuse idk abusive relationships gem Til It Happens To You by daIdal NSFW Til It Happens To You by daIdal 107 41 10 tracks csa sexual abuse five stages of grief its his fault i'm messed up by bagginshield NSFW its his fault i'm messed up by bagginshield 900 81 8 tracks abuse sexual abuse emotional abuse personal fathers gem he loves me by ynbm NSFW he loves me by ynbm 114 38 8 tracks csa pedophilia coping delusions mess me up by mashaka110 mess me up by mashaka110 200 21 8 tracks csa child sexual abuse abuse run run run as fast as you can by sfdghjkljhgfdzsfxh run run run as fast as you can by sfdghjkljhgfdzsfxh 368 82 10 tracks csa abuse cocsa trauma cptsd you're not a nice person, are you? by captainpallas you're not a nice person, are you? by captainpallas 380 70 11 tracks abuse trauma emotional abuse sexual abuse vague I don't (want to) remember by AltarGuts NSFW I don't (want to) remember by AltarGuts 113 27 10 tracks personal sexual assault csa vent gold rabbit bones by traumatique rabbit bones by traumatique 1120 120 12 tracks abuse trauma ptsd csa babydo҉ll ̧̀ by victimized babydo҉ll ̧̀ by victimized 731 91 9 tracks child sexual abuse neglect so many years of being fucked up made me confused and you took advantage of that personal fear gold YOU MADE ME THIS WAY by boy-pig YOU MADE ME THIS WAY by boy-pig 928 115 16 tracks csa childhood sexual abuse mental illness anger abuse untouchable. by wolfhug untouchable. by wolfhug 442 33 11 tracks abuse sexual abuse csa handprints by covidnineteen handprints by covidnineteen 316 41 9 tracks csa sexual abuse trauma ptsd childhood sexual abuse well fuck you for knowing id never tell anyone by cryptxd well fuck you for knowing id never tell anyone by cryptxd 193 33 8 tracks csa abuse flatsound cyberbully mom club seahaven this thing ; this fucking thing by transshinji this thing ; this fucking thing by transshinji 120 10 11 tracks shit boy i die personal abuse csa candles by smallhymn candles by smallhymn 524 75 8 tracks abuse csa sexual abuse neglect damaged goods by traumatique damaged goods by traumatique 784 84 14 tracks abuse csa ptsd Where is your proof? by EddieGluskin Where is your proof? by EddieGluskin 517 88 13 tracks trauma csa cocsa gold it opened up the scars that had just finished healing. by sufjans it opened up the scars that had just finished healing. by sufjans 1520 197 9 tracks abuse trauma child abuse emotional abuse csa Just Kids by BulletBones Just Kids by BulletBones 217 38 16 tracks csa molestation negative fear apathy gold please stop touching me by victimized please stop touching me by victimized 521 101 16 tracks csa abuse rape lots of horror tracks because i'm still afraid gold what did i ever do to you by usahana what did i ever do to you by usahana 1512 174 10 tracks abuse emotional abuse physical abuse personal sexual abuse gold I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood NSFW I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood 1560 203 8 tracks abuse sexual abuse flatsound exit plans (when you're feeling bold) by actioncat exit plans (when you're feeling bold) by actioncat 304 60 10 tracks child abuse emotional abuse i feel your thumbs press into my skin again by breathetogether i feel your thumbs press into my skin again by breathetogether 511 78 8 tracks sexual abuse rape sexual assault trauma these are really vague tbh gem a vengeance by jainasolos a vengeance by jainasolos 133 59 11 tracks abuse rape csa sexual assault survivor Something Strange has Happened by ratghoil Something Strange has Happened by ratghoil 476 75 8 tracks rape sexual assault csa sexual abuse It's A Good Day to Hide by partypoison_nanana It's A Good Day to Hide by partypoison_nanana 47 17 8 tracks sexual abuse sexual assault rape molestation survivor asking for it by pixelade NSFW asking for it by pixelade 358 26 12 tracks rape sexual assault csa abuse ptsd M ⓧ N S T E R by cryptidbf M ⓧ N S T E R by cryptidbf 290 39 8 tracks sexual assault negative csa cocsa child abuse gold i know i cant let go by HellHoundBreath i know i cant let go by HellHoundBreath 874 103 11 tracks abuse child abuse sexual abuse trauma recovery gold im numb by goreish im numb by goreish 1239 103 9 tracks abuse emotional abuse manipulation brainweird abusive family by mephitine abusive family by mephitine 811 97 17 tracks abuse abusive family abusive parents trauma emotional abuse maybe i dont want to get better by alicew1 maybe i dont want to get better by alicew1 819 62 11 tracks bpd depression ptsd abuse survivor abuse you were so toxic by translars you were so toxic by translars 616 57 8 tracks dependent personality disorder dpd abuse emotional abuse old friends E X H A U S T I N G by HITMAN BOYFRIEND E X H A U S T I N G by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 655 83 10 tracks abuse abusive relationship codependency bpd mental illness gold Unsafe by EddieGluskin Unsafe by EddieGluskin 1795 205 10 tracks bpd brainweird trauma ptsd sexual abuse gold [ i didn't dodge all your bullets just denied that they hit me ] by disappearance [ i didn't dodge all your bullets just denied that they hit me ] by disappearance 1587 129 10 tracks abuse sexual abuse ptsd gold maybe im no good inside by ghostyawn maybe im no good inside by ghostyawn 2395 266 13 tracks abuse emotional abuse anxiety memories personal gold worst;best by boy-pig NSFW worst;best by boy-pig 973 127 13 tracks brainweird csa sexual abuse mental illness closure by meadowns closure by meadowns 702 78 10 tracks abuse toxic manipulation emotional abuse verbally abused i had a dream where we were happy by intergalacticplanetary i had a dream where we were happy by intergalacticplanetary 536 55 15 tracks ptsd abuse abusive families abusive friendships child sexual abuse gold made me impure by victimized NSFW made me impure by victimized 1327 205 16 tracks csa rape flashbacks sexual abuse first tracks arent for him but for me gold it coulda been worse by EddieGluskin it coulda been worse by EddieGluskin 427 142 13 tracks self harm cocsa csa child abuse ddnos i was alone by cpdogwolf i was alone by cpdogwolf 256 60 12 tracks emotional abuse personal abuse trauma brainweird childhood illness by turntechgoddamn childhood illness by turntechgoddamn 690 59 10 tracks bpd abuse child abuse vent IT SERVES YOU RIGHT FOR KISSING LITTLE GIRLS by ladyregina NSFW IT SERVES YOU RIGHT FOR KISSING LITTLE GIRLS by ladyregina 212 44 8 tracks csa abuse revenge don't do this by iicky don't do this by iicky 630 76 8 tracks cocsa trauma abuse rape sexual abuse I'm Just A Ghost I Guess by NovaIsANerd I'm Just A Ghost I Guess by NovaIsANerd 749 46 10 tracks csa ptsd trauma depersonalization brainweird