Oops... Goodbye... I'm sorry for everything. I have gone too far again. I can't be that person anymore. I hope you have a wonderful life full of happiness because nobody deserves to hurt like that. I apologize for all the wrong that I have done. I so badly wish Phoebe had never said that, oh goodness it hurt so much. more than you can imagine. I am going to move on. It's about time, huh? I'm sorry for doing all this. I'm sorry I'm so hard to deal with. I'm sorry I gave up. I wish you had stayed and just told me to shut up and that we are best friends. You were great. And we had a huge rough patch. One I wish was never there. But it is, and it's time for me to get over everything. I don't know if you will ever see this. You probably won't, just know you made me a better person. I won't stop fighting. I hope one day we can look each other in the eye again. I still want my best friend there in my life. Next to me, always. I should probably stop this now. I wish more than almost anything you would have just said, "Shut up, Bailey. You're stuck with me" You weren't ready for that. I understand. I caused you a lot of hurt. I had been trying to get you to see I was also hurt. That's no good. That's not what friends are for. I am/was here when you needed me. I expected stuff in return which isn't smart. Or okay. I'm going to day bye now. Love you, you crazy hippie.