feelin sad and not rad :^(( bar of soap Length 69 playlists Updated August 24, 2018 pick me ups and sad me ups Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete gold flesh&blood by vvasteyrself flesh&blood by vvasteyrself 2114 218 11 tracks thsi is gross codependency abusive relationship abuse ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ sᴘᴇʟʟs ʀᴇɢʀᴇᴛ by specterin ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ sᴘᴇʟʟs ʀᴇɢʀᴇᴛ by specterin 45 6 9 tracks homura akemi puella magi madoka magica pmmm rebellion homulilly homadoka (??) Ode to the past by Pumpkin-Spice Ode to the past by Pumpkin-Spice 11 3 14 tracks bpd fear tfw coping w/ memories of abuse anyways ugh what a mess self-destructive machine by 鬼ちゃん NSFW self-destructive machine by 鬼ちゃん 171 28 12 tracks vocaloid hatsune miku gumi megpoid gold I'VE GOT NO CHOICE by HITMAN BOYFRIEND I'VE GOT NO CHOICE by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 663 197 14 tracks bpd mental illness brainweird violent impulses psychosis gold サイコ by leaders サイコ by leaders 1873 187 9 tracks psychosis dissociative identity disorder mental illness vocaloid Give Me A Break by DeadSexual Give Me A Break by DeadSexual 626 74 15 tracks vent mental illness ptsd abuse mania gem *+:。.。heaven。.。:+* by angelnurse *+:。.。heaven。.。:+* by angelnurse 318 80 8 tracks psychosis delusions dreamy vocaloid gold theres no other witnesses by stardrinker theres no other witnesses by stardrinker 3433 345 9 tracks abuse ptsd sad mother mother ✧Shoelaces✧ by good kid ✧Shoelaces✧ by good kid 187 22 23 tracks identity vocaloid personality disorders murder genderqueer gem Whose body is this? by bar of soap Whose body is this? by bar of soap 107 33 10 tracks brainweird mental illness dissociation spacing out delusions gold shit by corpsebf shit by corpsebf 798 119 11 tracks bpd borderline mentally ill brainweird wake by bar of soap wake by bar of soap 280 38 8 tracks dissociation bpd dpd suicidal depression ichor rainfall by bar of soap ichor rainfall by bar of soap 285 81 10 tracks divine actuallydivine god delusions diety religious delusions I Don't Wanna Talk About It. by yumoki I Don't Wanna Talk About It. by yumoki 713 82 8 tracks apathy mental illness bipolar disorder schizoid depression voices by violently y voices by violently y 418 53 12 tracks psychosis brainweird mental illness psychotic dissociation my mind is lost by bar of soap my mind is lost by bar of soap 14 1 8 tracks dissociation depression guro gold in time you will be fine by spacebrat99 in time you will be fine by spacebrat99 6785 818 15 tracks pen palz penpalz soft growing up gold pills n' pepsi by bar of soap pills n' pepsi by bar of soap 424 136 8 tracks bdp dpd depression dissociation suicidal Dream Forever // Negative by yyandere Dream Forever // Negative by yyandere 138 34 10 tracks yume nikki ambient antihoney sea oleena sad Wish i could hang around you, but the demons are clawing at my skin pt.1 by AmeliaDryland Wish i could hang around you, but the demons are clawing at my skin pt.1 by AmeliaDryland 934 69 31 tracks dissascioation depression personal cry dying gold even if it's gonna kill me by punkfae even if it's gonna kill me by punkfae 7184 580 10 tracks i wanna get better happy gold in case of suicide, break glass by KingCorvid in case of suicide, break glass by KingCorvid 872 314 19 tracks depression mental illness suicide sad im so tired of this everybody is afraid of me by everymanhybrid everybody is afraid of me by everymanhybrid 655 70 12 tracks dipper pines gravity falls dark!dipper kinda??? more sad lil dip dop tbh gold C O N F U S E D by softallure C O N F U S E D by softallure 1216 340 16 tracks emotional abuse bpd abuse anxiety mental illness use me bruise me by bar of soap use me bruise me by bar of soap 389 35 8 tracks bruises abuse goodnight punpun aiko tanaka Ghost by faintingostrich Ghost by faintingostrich 296 26 8 tracks sad ghost vent depression gold theyre gonna eat me alive by epiphani theyre gonna eat me alive by epiphani 920 142 13 tracks anxiety this is not an anxiety relief playlist also this could probably also be applicable to other things too but im not gonna tag them bc im lazy so enjoy I hope that no one ever leaves by SupremeEgg I hope that no one ever leaves by SupremeEgg 39 7 8 tracks dpd anxiety idk i just feel very overwhelmed lately the wombats the front bottoms gold Life ain't so hopeful. by toolshed Life ain't so hopeful. by toolshed 836 146 8 tracks bpd brainweird negative personal ✧ here. by thirteenth ✧ here. by thirteenth 155 12 12 tracks mental illness bpd brainweird dude my brain is numb again Wicked and Depraved by The-Kawaiiest-Cannibal Wicked and Depraved by The-Kawaiiest-Cannibal 143 21 10 tracks unrequited love weepy rad and sad lo-fi teen suicide gold Purple like bruises by mawhile Purple like bruises by mawhile 597 145 10 tracks ichimatsu matsuno ichimatsu osomatsu san i need you by stevnnie i need you by stevnnie 187 55 11 tracks dpd co-dependence dependency dependent personality disorder dependent gold avoid avoid avoid avoid avoi by 7ov avoid avoid avoid avoid avoi by 7ov 892 158 8 tracks avpd dpd sad brainweird negative theres now a place for me by spaghettieddie NSFW theres now a place for me by spaghettieddie 289 22 10 tracks yuno gasai mirai nikki future diary love psychosis gold die by bar of soap die by bar of soap 577 159 12 tracks dissociation depression bpd avpd gold Hurting Hurts by bar of soap Hurting Hurts by bar of soap 241 106 10 tracks yandere unrequited love dissociation bpd gold I'M A GOD by sycko I'M A GOD by sycko 2437 315 16 tracks narcissism god complex brainweird psychosis rap/hip-hop Not About Angels by punkarsenic Not About Angels by punkarsenic 72 25 17 tracks angels breakup divinity №:私は彼の心を壊した by duploidzer №:私は彼の心を壊した by duploidzer 779 65 40 tracks mother mother bo en blakerobinson blake robinson synthetic orchestra underground coffee gold that disconnecting feeling by hylianqueen that disconnecting feeling by hylianqueen 1127 150 14 tracks dissociation brain weird everything feels weird idk feels like i'm not even me You don't want to be alone by SupremeEgg You don't want to be alone by SupremeEgg 521 83 10 tracks the neighbourhood mother mother dpd you're gonna be okay by dunshine you're gonna be okay by dunshine 939 86 14 tracks indie alternative alt alternative/indie recovery gold ♡ the disorder is out of order ♡ by disappearance ♡ the disorder is out of order ♡ by disappearance 1050 152 11 tracks mania ptsd paranoia so much sick and not enough tags for it all gold what a mess by cactus boy what a mess by cactus boy 2215 186 15 tracks twenty one pilots gorillaz emotions indie acoustic platinum and so; part II: this wasn't supposed to happen to us by route99 and so; part II: this wasn't supposed to happen to us by route99 32098 2793 12 tracks sad heartbreak love cry chill why bother by glue-for-brains why bother by glue-for-brains 533 35 12 tracks sad crush unrequited unrequited love gouge by bar of soap gouge by bar of soap 490 56 11 tracks gore guro negative melancholy *cries at 9pm* by lil.bbydoll *cries at 9pm* by lil.bbydoll 562 36 23 tracks indie alternative indie pop love coming of age Slow Start by bar of soap Slow Start by bar of soap 83 5 14 tracks mornings school melancholy driving heart break gold fear of falling apart by fallutboy fear of falling apart by fallutboy 9530 834 16 tracks panic! at the disco the maine fall out boy summer all time low gold it feels so scary getting old by paperdalia it feels so scary getting old by paperdalia 3599 589 11 tracks coming of age indie alternative senior year gold i wish i was the moon by marssan i wish i was the moon by marssan 2260 334 14 tracks who knows gold life is a bummer by spacebrat99 life is a bummer by spacebrat99 916 108 9 tracks soft gross gold i taste of sludge and charcoal by plant kid i taste of sludge and charcoal by plant kid 1736 136 14 tracks sick depression mental illness sad personal All for you. by bar of soap All for you. by bar of soap 398 23 11 tracks unrequited love trying to get over you guro ???idk some songs have that sick feel :\ sad gold apathy by kamukuraizurus apathy by kamukuraizurus 2071 287 13 tracks i dont care what tags do i use for this ok tear blue by quietfawn tear blue by quietfawn 371 37 8 tracks sad upset platinum Let it go by lilyevan Let it go by lilyevan 8761 1612 12 tracks self love self acceptance self care happiness strength ღyou'll be okay pumpkinღ by bar of soap ღyou'll be okay pumpkinღ by bar of soap 78 4 18 tracks feel better calm down take a break it gets better gold ✂ i wake up and im afraid ❤ by zigzagoon ✂ i wake up and im afraid ❤ by zigzagoon 7018 741 9 tracks sad personal mix break up feeling down a mix for when youre feeling down and wanna stay down platinum that unhuman feel by Gaynoble that unhuman feel by Gaynoble 11229 1508 10 tracks monstrous monsters grounding nonhuman gold theres a cult inside of me by persimmonprince theres a cult inside of me by persimmonprince 5080 575 10 tracks chill indie as shit platinum sleepy tunes by firelords sleepy tunes by firelords 54037 6287 16 tracks chill sleep tired quiet platinum 1 AM by anahia 1 AM by anahia 16529 1789 12 tracks chill indie morning gold alright by yamakoma alright by yamakoma 4750 613 15 tracks alternative indie sad gold ♡it's okay to cry♡ by princessrianne ♡it's okay to cry♡ by princessrianne 12783 786 22 tracks sad love sleep chill indie