Im so sorry you feel this way. I wish i could take the pain and hurt off of your shoulders and wear it on my own back. I wish for you to be happier than you are right now. Is it tomorrow? is it tomorrow that you are worrying about? or was it yesterday?? Please be okay. Yes you can cry right now, but tomorrow you are going to be okay. You are going to stand up tall and show the world that you are ready. You are ready. I belive in you, i really do.
Please be okay.