"why do i smile like nothing is wrong? and how does not one single person notice that i'm not okay? i'm mad at myself, not you. i'm mad for alway apologizing for things i didn't do. sometimes i just want to break out and leave this place, this house, this life and running away from everything to find a better place. i just feel like i don't belong here. i'm not sure how you take 'i'm fine' as a good enough answer but i want you to know that that is far from the truth. i'm just so tired and no amount of sleep will make it feel better..." -a.n.

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