I was never more than a Maybe to her. But i went through that year and a half hopelessly certain we would become the partners i was wishing for. Thinking, "How could i feel this way, and it not be true?" This short list is a collection of the songs i used to feel my way through the hurt that comes with the aftermath. It's music to remind me how awful it was to learn she wanted someone else. How easily i was forgotten and ignored. This list is what hurts about remembering her. And so many of the things i wish i could say to her. The first half of two lists, the second being "Looking Forward."

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