now i have a little bit of you inside me
and its disgusting
you ruined me
and you want me to forgive you?

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dedicated to ****, ******, and ****. you make me sick.
not organized or anything so most of its kinda calm and then theres one or two loud or super creepy songs in the middle who cares this isnt meant to be pretty.
this is a mess of stuff that i can relate to the abuse and stuff that's message helps me cope. its less based around specifically the abuse or specifically coping or like. anything really. i put this together in a fit of disassociation and tears.

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