janvs13

Is beating the system an illusion? or is the system itself the illusion? or is the concept of the system simply a paranoid attempt to rationalize the social patterns we believe we have noticed and feel as if we can't ignore? Is the illusion nothing more than our delusional interpretations of daily life? if there is any chance it is this way, there is equal chance that it is not. Our perceptions and ability to rationalize them are all we have, and if those are inconstant with the majority, we become a threat to the illusion of safety and stability. in other words, our alleged illusions threaten the greater illusion. I don't think anybody wins here, unless you simply don't ask questions and assume the best.

I'm also starting to wonder if the concept of having options is an illusion, and that it's presented to only the most likely to rebel, so that when they realize the game was rigged from the beginning, they are too defeated and numb to do anything but obey.

that is my biography. it's not very well written. no character development, lots of plot holes, lack of gerunds, no climax or conclusion... btw i failed 4th grade english. go figure.