and it's so hard because i know i will never be able to feel your touch or have your lips press against mine. i just really want you to hold me, whisper sweet nothings in my ear. i want you to tell me that you can't be without me. i want to hear your voice and wake up to your smile. i want you to tell me that what people say doesn't matter. i want to grow old with you. but most of all, i just really want you.