AND THEY MADE THIS BODY ROTTEN NovaIsANerd Length 69 playlists Updated August 18, 2020 playlists featuring csa, abuse, and personal music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete gem it's just a fucked up dream, kid! by victimized it's just a fucked up dream, kid! by victimized 127 36 18 tracks manic psychosis not all horror tracks but really just. reflective of my current mental state mental illness brainweird i remember what he did by bedroomfan i remember what he did by bedroomfan 296 56 19 tracks trauma rape csa ptsd gem angels cannot reach me by fnv angels cannot reach me by fnv 289 85 15 tracks ptsd child abuse coping trauma personal they want you at your worst by twointangibles they want you at your worst by twointangibles 186 31 19 tracks trauma dissociative identity disorder abuse child abuse csa I CAN STILL FEEL YOUR HANDS by butnobodyeverdid NSFW I CAN STILL FEEL YOUR HANDS by butnobodyeverdid 356 79 10 tracks trauma csa tw: csa sexual abuse revenge gold what did i ever do to you by usahana what did i ever do to you by usahana 1512 174 10 tracks abuse emotional abuse physical abuse personal sexual abuse gold my ribcage cradles dirt and weeds by smallhymn my ribcage cradles dirt and weeds by smallhymn 1519 128 9 tracks abuse csa sad sexual abuse ptsd gold disgusting by genei NSFW disgusting by genei 1134 140 12 tracks abuse csa emotional abuse vent personal mellow by Marble Hornets NSFW mellow by Marble Hornets 193 30 8 tracks csa rape sexual abuse child sexual abuse child abuse this is what you get for kissing little girls by mouthblood this is what you get for kissing little girls by mouthblood 90 18 9 tracks csa abuse personal vent child sexual abuse gold please stop touching me by victimized please stop touching me by victimized 521 100 16 tracks csa abuse rape lots of horror tracks because i'm still afraid gold lucky stars; loose teeth by victimized lucky stars; loose teeth by victimized 924 145 11 tracks trauma i was supposed to die in the womb i've been living my whole life as a ghost child sexual abuse neglect gem he loves me by ynbm NSFW he loves me by ynbm 114 39 8 tracks csa pedophilia coping delusions gold A monument to a childhood abuse by dreamy-baby A monument to a childhood abuse by dreamy-baby 457 107 22 tracks personal csa child abuse ptsd bpd gem Til It Happens To You by daIdal NSFW Til It Happens To You by daIdal 107 41 10 tracks csa sexual abuse five stages of grief gem a vengeance by jainasolos a vengeance by jainasolos 133 57 11 tracks abuse rape csa sexual assault survivor gem sweet dreams, my love by EddieGluskin sweet dreams, my love by EddieGluskin 239 82 15 tracks cocsa csa rape cptsd age regression gold you chewed me up and spit me out by emoprincen you chewed me up and spit me out by emoprincen 447 118 22 tracks abuse csa trauma abusive relationship child abuse gold it coulda been worse by EddieGluskin it coulda been worse by EddieGluskin 427 140 13 tracks self harm cocsa csa child abuse ddnos pt ii. so what the fuck is all this by vespertones pt ii. so what the fuck is all this by vespertones 158 29 10 tracks ptsd trauma abuse child abuse gold broken by toolshed broken by toolshed 993 143 11 tracks trauma csa abuse brainweird gem im safe im safe im safe by rancidrotting im safe im safe im safe by rancidrotting 119 49 9 tracks csa sexual abuse ptsd cocsa gem ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ᴅᴏʟʟ by SweetSp00kster NSFW ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ᴅᴏʟʟ by SweetSp00kster 11 12 16 tracks sexual abuse rape child sexual abuse csa abuse gold YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS by dizzysodas YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS by dizzysodas 1036 234 11 tracks child abuse ptsd csa guro violent impulses whose body does this belong to? by wrathfulPrince whose body does this belong to? by wrathfulPrince 59 12 20 tracks ptsd child abuse trauma csa depression ✖ DELETE EXPERIENCE by kidguilt ✖ DELETE EXPERIENCE by kidguilt 200 22 8 tracks csa abuse trauma cptsd bpd (I Think I Said No) by Lady Macbeth NSFW (I Think I Said No) by Lady Macbeth 91 28 11 tracks csa abuse sexual assault victims self hate gem that's what you are. by EMMAFR0ST that's what you are. by EMMAFR0ST 75 41 14 tracks toxic relationship unhealthy relationship csa sexual abuse child abuse childhood (destruction) by grenades childhood (destruction) by grenades 346 51 8 tracks csa childhood sexual abuse incest cocsa rape gem You Were So Soft, So Diabolically Angelic Looking by angelickid You Were So Soft, So Diabolically Angelic Looking by angelickid 376 96 8 tracks lolita csa sexual abuse abuse trauma gem ɴᴏ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʜᴇʟʟ by cherubical ɴᴏ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʜᴇʟʟ by cherubical 138 56 19 tracks csa abuse trauma im such a baby and i hate it ptsd gem youre the reason that i cant breathe by bpdvincent youre the reason that i cant breathe by bpdvincent 171 52 8 tracks csa abuse sexual abuse child sexual abuse child abuse aren't i just a doll? by victimized aren't i just a doll? by victimized 80 26 15 tracks dreamy bad coping mechanisms csa how to never get over trauma: soft edition regression i know how you feel about me by demonkinking i know how you feel about me by demonkinking 169 32 10 tracks delusions brainweird paranoia ptsd cut deep, eat the pain by boyjam cut deep, eat the pain by boyjam 284 86 22 tracks brainweird csa abuse ptsd gold WHO DID THIS TO ME by pariahdaisy WHO DID THIS TO ME by pariahdaisy 1412 146 11 tracks ptsd trauma mental illness brainweird hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahaaa you were only a kid then. by asuratepes you were only a kid then. by asuratepes 170 29 15 tracks csa sexual alter child abuse abuse mental illness gold ... by Slave Boy NSFW ... by Slave Boy 1000 132 28 tracks child abuse flashbacks ptsd sexual abuse recovery I'll Twist Knives In Your Lungs by mouthblood I'll Twist Knives In Your Lungs by mouthblood 800 89 9 tracks abuse sexual abuse personal rape //Die// by despairboy //Die// by despairboy 115 18 8 tracks ptsd trauma twenty one pilots Paranoid Delusions by EddieGluskin Paranoid Delusions by EddieGluskin 397 50 9 tracks emotional abuse sexual abuse csa gaslighting guts i was a child by redridingwolves i was a child by redridingwolves 315 43 10 tracks child sexual abuse csa rape survivor mess me up by mashaka110 mess me up by mashaka110 200 18 8 tracks csa child sexual abuse abuse you are coming down with me by staarliing you are coming down with me by staarliing 256 22 8 tracks trauma csa abusive relationships personal gold YOU MADE ME THIS WAY by boy-pig YOU MADE ME THIS WAY by boy-pig 928 113 16 tracks csa childhood sexual abuse mental illness anger abuse gold made me impure by victimized NSFW made me impure by victimized 1327 203 16 tracks csa rape flashbacks sexual abuse first tracks arent for him but for me gold fondly; wrongly by victimized NSFW fondly; wrongly by victimized 937 125 11 tracks sexual abuse csa if i remember you wrong maybe it'll stop hurting soft dependency gold dust; dolls; damaged goods by newport100s dust; dolls; damaged goods by newport100s 1265 166 11 tracks childhood sexual abuse csa lo-fi trauma abuse well fuck you for knowing id never tell anyone by cryptxd well fuck you for knowing id never tell anyone by cryptxd 193 31 8 tracks csa abuse flatsound cyberbully mom club seahaven Something Strange has Happened by ratghoil Something Strange has Happened by ratghoil 476 73 8 tracks rape sexual assault csa sexual abuse gold ruin my day :@( by prongcollar ruin my day :@( by prongcollar 1015 129 8 tracks trauma csa vent curdle/ /clot by victimized NSFW curdle/ /clot by victimized 414 42 9 tracks csa rape ive been crying ive been losing my mind ❤GROSS!❤ by woot100 ❤GROSS!❤ by woot100 471 42 16 tracks trauma csa ptsd abuse psychosis I'm Just A Ghost I Guess by NovaIsANerd I'm Just A Ghost I Guess by NovaIsANerd 749 45 10 tracks csa ptsd trauma depersonalization brainweird wilted by antidoting wilted by antidoting 341 43 13 tracks csa trauma abuse ptsd child sexual abuse gold - Paralyzed - by DeliriumTremens - Paralyzed - by DeliriumTremens 612 107 12 tracks abuse trauma ptsd childhood csa I Nᴇᴠᴇʀ Tᴏʟᴅ Yᴏᴜ Tʜᴇ Wʜᴏʟᴇ Tʀᴜᴛʜ (Forgive me) by NovaIsANerd I Nᴇᴠᴇʀ Tᴏʟᴅ Yᴏᴜ Tʜᴇ Wʜᴏʟᴇ Tʀᴜᴛʜ (Forgive me) by NovaIsANerd 270 31 10 tracks personal csa ptsd crywank brainweird im not sure if its love anymore by methbottle im not sure if its love anymore by methbottle 657 71 11 tracks csa ptsd trauma generic trauma mix haha touched by a bad person by 8millionscorpions touched by a bad person by 8millionscorpions 333 58 17 tracks csa trauma sexual abuse child sexual abuse ptsd damaged goods by traumatique damaged goods by traumatique 784 84 14 tracks abuse csa ptsd gold rabbit bones by traumatique rabbit bones by traumatique 1120 117 12 tracks abuse trauma ptsd csa maladaptive by disappearance maladaptive by disappearance 544 51 8 tracks ptsd trauma csa everyones been teeling me im weak and that its my fault and that im a bad person recently so im makign this to vent i've been used up by cervidaedoll NSFW i've been used up by cervidaedoll 597 60 9 tracks ptsd trauma csa rape did they knew all along that there was something wrong with me by weirddog they knew all along that there was something wrong with me by weirddog 123 13 11 tracks csa abuse self harm mental illness ptsd I'm not fucking broken (yes i am) by intergalacticplanetary I'm not fucking broken (yes i am) by intergalacticplanetary 423 39 20 tracks child sexual abuse abuse survivor ptsd csa so filthy so used up by intergalacticplanetary so filthy so used up by intergalacticplanetary 349 46 13 tracks csa ptsd child sexual abuse abuse