AAAAA schizo rapturousblue Length 188 playlists Updated November 11, 2020 playlists featuring vent, emotional abuse, and internalized homophobia music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete gem so I guess I'll have to settle for you by fringish so I guess I'll have to settle for you by fringish 177 56 11 tracks smile for me sfm s4m boris habit its not just about him but the vibes are there please love me back by demonkinking please love me back by demonkinking 260 71 20 tracks unrequited unrequited love dependency ex friends abandonment gem D E V O T I O N . by euphrasies D E V O T I O N . by euphrasies 633 74 9 tracks angst codependency enjolras/grantaire gnomon freudian by HITMAN BOYFRIEND freudian by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 63 23 12 tracks bates motel norman bates codependency serial killers violent impulses a victim of emotion by mullethyuck a victim of emotion by mullethyuck 46 12 13 tracks borderline personality bpd fp favourite person abandonment issues gold INSANE IN THE BRAIN by kingcruel INSANE IN THE BRAIN by kingcruel 492 109 10 tracks bpd aspd psychosis brainweird violent impulses they're gonna eat me alive by squidkidsimon they're gonna eat me alive by squidkidsimon 312 45 9 tracks brainweird psychosis violence paranoia gold CHURCH ӨF GӨD by roadkill9 CHURCH ӨF GӨD by roadkill9 821 123 13 tracks mental illness psychosis god delusions godkin dietykin LONELY LONELY by infinitenergy LONELY LONELY by infinitenergy 129 37 11 tracks avpd psychosis trauma I NEED TO STOP FORGETTING THINGS by Puppy Boy I NEED TO STOP FORGETTING THINGS by Puppy Boy 213 19 8 tracks brainweird psychosis forgetting coping !! 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VOLATILE !! by disappearance 112 26 8 tracks dpd ocd help.mp3 mental illness bpd D̡͜҉̘͓̞̰̪͖̪̰O͏̯̯͉̜̬̖̥N̸̬̜̥̯'̭̩T̷̴̜̫̰̞̘̣ͅ ̪̣͔͔̦̙̭L̶̦͍̭̰͔O̭͎O̴̳͖̼̟͍Ḱ̼͔̩̙͚͈̠͜ ̴͓̤͚̲̯͉͍A̸̩̰̳͚̻̖̗̥T̙̠̠̺̰͕͕͈ ͉̲̫̲̳̕͜͡M̴̛̯̝̖̱̩͔̼͠È̵̘̦̟͕ͅ by rottingnymph D̡͜҉̘͓̞̰̪͖̪̰O͏̯̯͉̜̬̖̥N̸̬̜̥̯'̭̩T̷̴̜̫̰̞̘̣ͅ ̪̣͔͔̦̙̭L̶̦͍̭̰͔O̭͎O̴̳͖̼̟͍Ḱ̼͔̩̙͚͈̠͜ ̴͓̤͚̲̯͉͍A̸̩̰̳͚̻̖̗̥T̙̠̠̺̰͕͕͈ ͉̲̫̲̳̕͜͡M̴̛̯̝̖̱̩͔̼͠È̵̘̦̟͕ͅ by rottingnymph 228 51 9 tracks mental illness psychosis brainweird negative gem ILL DEVOUR YOU WHOLE by viscerally ILL DEVOUR YOU WHOLE by viscerally 378 77 9 tracks violent impulses psychosis splitting bpd banquet by limbics banquet by limbics 144 24 12 tracks dark paranormal possession electros haunted circus How to become lost: by clairenovak How to become lost: by clairenovak 92 12 8 tracks vessels angels possession supernatural vocaloid gem god by libetty god by libetty 32 16 10 tracks lucid dreaming paranoia trauma monsters video game ost Side B: May I never be forgiven. by KingCorvid Side B: May I never be forgiven. by KingCorvid 231 28 16 tracks guilt sad god complex self hate Disordered Thoughts by Vampboy Disordered Thoughts by Vampboy 381 44 11 tracks actuallydivine psycosis demonkin brainweird glitch gem selfish prayers by bellawolf NSFW selfish prayers by bellawolf 49 13 10 tracks religion indie sinners rebellion female vocalists i am Clean i am Pure by Marble Hornets i am Clean i am Pure by Marble Hornets 262 72 13 tracks divinekin fallen angelkin otherkin angelkin deitykin pour les siècles des siècles by centralsaint pour les siècles des siècles by centralsaint 10 5 21 tracks religion trauma blasphemy instrumental this is creepier than i originally intended god & i by sakamakiboy god & i by sakamakiboy 79 20 15 tracks god is this blasphemy? tumultuous religion gold Get on the throne, you gotta get it right by gym rats Get on the throne, you gotta get it right by gym rats 265 120 15 tracks brainweird delusions confusion apathy psychosis CUT OUT MY EYES by ynbm CUT OUT MY EYES by ynbm 151 30 13 tracks homicide suicide psychosis agressive delusions I am still an animal by S a n s I am still an animal by S a n s 360 49 14 tracks psychosis brainweird electronic nonhuman delusions gem get whacked by viscerally get whacked by viscerally 246 74 10 tracks violent impulses psychosis delusions gold I can feel them coming for me by Princex-N I can feel them coming for me by Princex-N 782 114 13 tracks paranoia delusions monsters mental illness brainweird gold I'll cut your little heart out. by 358days I'll cut your little heart out. by 358days 1710 199 10 tracks psychosis delusions paranoia dissociation personal gold what the fuck am i doing by ponywiki what the fuck am i doing by ponywiki 1484 142 10 tracks mental illness dissociation brainweird delusions KNEEL ON MY ARRIVAL by hornhead KNEEL ON MY ARRIVAL by hornhead 131 26 13 tracks brainweird delusions personal divine prophets ' ' m y c h i l d ' ' by c!schlatt ' ' m y c h i l d ' ' by c!schlatt 16 3 8 tracks delusions hallucinations i finallydrew her.. gold I'LL RIP THE SPINE FROM YOUR BODY by EddieGluskin I'LL RIP THE SPINE FROM YOUR BODY by EddieGluskin 1998 278 13 tracks delusions psychosis abuse divinity narcissism gem would you still be my friend if i was god by teethings would you still be my friend if i was god by teethings 85 34 8 tracks actuallydivine psychosis i am a god dreamy delusions DELUSIONAL FUCKING PSYCHO by Nyctosparkle DELUSIONAL FUCKING PSYCHO by Nyctosparkle 143 22 10 tracks schizophrenia psychosis delusions npd ppd gem animal impulses by fnv animal impulses by fnv 337 97 14 tracks psychosis delusions intrusive thoughts violent impulses brainweird modern judas by schizotypals modern judas by schizotypals 18 9 9 tracks delusions personal art by lazlozies Death to False Idols by TheRabbitFollower Death to False Idols by TheRabbitFollower 4 3 10 tracks actuallydivine delusions experimental noise creepy I'M A PHENOMENON by movedt NSFW I'M A PHENOMENON by movedt 224 32 10 tracks bpd delusions psychosis side A: GOD COMPLEX by KingCorvid side A: GOD COMPLEX by KingCorvid 80 9 13 tracks delusions alternative there's blood in my hair by jazzifiant there's blood in my hair by jazzifiant 399 31 18 tracks brainweird i guess. delusions ??? not really. well sort of but not the kind you hear people talking about. Humidity by ghost-like Humidity by ghost-like 6 1 8 tracks delusions psychosis pandora by danblanka pandora by danblanka 44 4 12 tracks psychosis delusions paranoia ☆despair's depth will lead you to another world of hope! right?☆ by komaedaa ☆despair's depth will lead you to another world of hope! right?☆ by komaedaa 26 3 9 tracks komaeda nagito nagito komada komaeda delusions dm dokuro don't get too close by undertow don't get too close by undertow 20 4 8 tracks angry brainweird weird delusions god complex by reksai god complex by reksai 23 4 8 tracks delusions schizophrenia grandeur now youre haunting by anduinz now youre haunting by anduinz 8 3 10 tracks ghostkin voidkin delusions mentally ill fear nighttime rituals by letsmoveourbootybutts nighttime rituals by letsmoveourbootybutts 72 11 8 tracks psychosis brainweird delusions gospel by citronfrai gospel by citronfrai 22 9 10 tracks bpd delusions ajj cleanliness is next to godliness by bugwaste cleanliness is next to godliness by bugwaste 134 20 9 tracks psychosis delusions deitykin video game mental illness gold mind*leakbrain*leak by rolling.cone mind*leakbrain*leak by rolling.cone 1218 100 8 tracks delusions mind brainweird bpd psychosis the universe is my enemy by ninacortex the universe is my enemy by ninacortex 319 35 15 tracks mental illness paranoia delusions self harm psychotic , unstable by gaylationships , unstable by gaylationships 435 55 10 tracks psychosis delusions violent impulses gem Special by jetpacks Special by jetpacks 511 50 15 tracks mental illness bipolar mania delusions personal Since the death of god there's been a vacancy opened by omox Since the death of god there's been a vacancy opened by omox 231 52 8 tracks delusions mental illness brainweird schiz0 by schizotypals schiz0 by schizotypals 691 90 16 tracks psychosis brainweird delusions paranoia shitty personal schizotypal feels playlist : -) I'm seeing shit that isnt real: V2 by morbid-mutt I'm seeing shit that isnt real: V2 by morbid-mutt 387 66 14 tracks psychosis bpd pseriouslypsychosis hallucinations delusions they're coming for me by rancidrotting they're coming for me by rancidrotting 50 12 8 tracks delusions psychosis dissociation brainweird i cant remember by reksai i cant remember by reksai 588 56 8 tracks dissociative amnesia dissociation mental illness delusions abnormal by leaders abnormal by leaders 92 20 9 tracks psychosis dissociation paranoia mental illness delusions gold everything is moving so fast and im seeing shit that isnt real by morbid-mutt everything is moving so fast and im seeing shit that isnt real by morbid-mutt 780 109 12 tracks psychosis hallucinations delusions actuallyborderline pseriouslypsychosis gem the seraphim call by viscerally the seraphim call by viscerally 229 67 9 tracks violent impulses bpd psychosis delusions DIVINE SCREAMS by TheRabbitFollower DIVINE SCREAMS by TheRabbitFollower 134 36 9 tracks experimental house delusions divine dark C̸̠͔̞̠̩̱͙̩ͧͦ́͢o̴̴̷̺̥̣̼͆͗ͤ̏̇r͖̫͓̲̥̻̬̼͉̎͒́͡r̢͙̖͙͍̰͔̯̅̈̐ͅu͕̣͍̩ͩ̀͡p͖͎͕̺̝̊́͗ͬ͟t̷͍̦̺̣͔͔ͪͨ̄̉̏̀ by czarbucks C̸̠͔̞̠̩̱͙̩ͧͦ́͢o̴̴̷̺̥̣̼͆͗ͤ̏̇r͖̫͓̲̥̻̬̼͉̎͒́͡r̢͙̖͙͍̰͔̯̅̈̐ͅu͕̣͍̩ͩ̀͡p͖͎͕̺̝̊́͗ͬ͟t̷͍̦̺̣͔͔ͪͨ̄̉̏̀ by czarbucks 423 46 8 tracks corrupt violent psycosis schizophrenia personal gold not sick // not well by thecatmenagerie not sick // not well by thecatmenagerie 400 127 11 tracks schizophrenia schizophrenic psychosis mental illness schizo gold voices louder; by projectfreelancer voices louder; by projectfreelancer 1209 187 20 tracks schizophrenia psychosis mental illness mental health schizophrenic the bear who follows me by meme communist the bear who follows me by meme communist 603 82 8 tracks schizophrenia hallucinations pyschosis eerie trigger warning gold ☆anti-empa†hy★ by ouma ☆anti-empa†hy★ by ouma 1827 270 14 tracks psychosis brainweird bpd violent impulses schizophrenia You reached out your hand and said "I understand" by fubuking You reached out your hand and said "I understand" by fubuking 236 57 10 tracks suicide depression mental illness schizophrenia gold DO YOU BELIEVE WHAT UR SAYIN? by prongcollar DO YOU BELIEVE WHAT UR SAYIN? by prongcollar 801 111 9 tracks schizophrenia brainweird vent God Among The Sinners by rottingnymph God Among The Sinners by rottingnymph 111 27 11 tracks schizophrenia god complex psychosis mental illness brainweird gold out of order by lapuine out of order by lapuine 1776 258 14 tracks mentall illness bpd psychosis schizophrenia ambient gold I feel like a wandering soul with no place in this world by fubuking I feel like a wandering soul with no place in this world by fubuking 2244 209 8 tracks schizoaffective schizophrenia depression mental illness dissociation i don't like what i'm becoming by rottingnymph i don't like what i'm becoming by rottingnymph 129 26 8 tracks brainweird schizophrenia mental illness psychosis delusions gold SHOULDA WENT TO BED by prongcollar SHOULDA WENT TO BED by prongcollar 1095 113 8 tracks brainweird schizophrenia worse than god by naoq worse than god by naoq 86 14 14 tracks actuallydivine schizophrenia delusions brainweird nonhuman worsening by reksai worsening by reksai 513 55 9 tracks abuse child abuse manipulation schizophrenia god save the insane by 2x3dent god save the insane by 2x3dent 77 10 9 tracks actuallyautistic schizophrenia bpd bipolar Somatic Delusions by feelster Somatic Delusions by feelster 15 6 8 tracks schizophrenia delusions psychosis brainweird This room's gonna be my grave, and there is no one who can save me by fubuking NSFW This room's gonna be my grave, and there is no one who can save me by fubuking 22 10 10 tracks schizophrenia borderline personality disorder mental illness bpd Nihilistic Delusions by feelster Nihilistic Delusions by feelster 25 10 9 tracks schizophrenia delusions psychosis brainweird gold (paranoia) by marissaperez (paranoia) by marissaperez 1579 190 11 tracks psychosis brainweird mental illness schizophrenia paranoia harmless monster by fubuking harmless monster by fubuking 637 77 15 tracks schizoaffective schizophrenia bipolar mental illness personal so cold by Sarah Fortune so cold by Sarah Fortune 91 9 8 tracks personal schizophrenia abuse aaaaa modern prophets by wolfhug modern prophets by wolfhug 622 58 8 tracks prophets divine psychosis schizophrenia Schitzo by Seraphymnal Schitzo by Seraphymnal 5 2 10 tracks schizophrenia schizoaffective psychosis brainweird who's behind you? by bluurryface who's behind you? by bluurryface 179 12 9 tracks creepy paranoid afraid sewed smiles by lacedheart sewed smiles by lacedheart 400 31 18 tracks psycho mad schizophrenia psychosis gold AND YOU SAID, by prongcollar AND YOU SAID, by prongcollar 2281 267 10 tracks brainweird schizophrenia vent DOGBITES by wolfhug DOGBITES by wolfhug 207 24 12 tracks psychosis schizophrenia mental illness that deathless death by rottingnymph that deathless death by rottingnymph 5 3 9 tracks mental illness braiweird schizophrenia psychosis negative A Circus Freakshow by Robotprincess A Circus Freakshow by Robotprincess 609 42 9 tracks schizophrenia psychosis mental health mental illness personal h e l l c h i l d by teethings NSFW h e l l c h i l d by teethings 11 3 8 tracks schizophrenia psychosis can ii tag both?? dissociation WHITE LIE by musiktheory WHITE LIE by musiktheory 118 13 29 tracks abuse personal schizophrenia gaslighting violent impulses gem LOREM IPSUM DOLCET by rintos LOREM IPSUM DOLCET by rintos 182 67 20 tracks schizophrenia mentally ill oc god complex witch Give me a minute by bugblood Give me a minute by bugblood 39 4 8 tracks schizophrenia ptsd glitch PARANOIA PARANOIA PARANOIA by Seraphymnal PARANOIA PARANOIA PARANOIA by Seraphymnal 32 6 9 tracks paranoia schizophrenia schizoaffective multigenre Nothing is fair, while I walk this fake world. by MutedMoth Nothing is fair, while I walk this fake world. by MutedMoth 42 8 8 tracks suicide depression self hate schizophrenia hatred I See Angels Everywhere (And It's Not A Big Deal) by GreyDragon I See Angels Everywhere (And It's Not A Big Deal) by GreyDragon 209 27 10 tracks psychosis actuallydivine prophets divine schizophrenia quetiapine, 400mg by rednailmoon quetiapine, 400mg by rednailmoon 35 14 12 tracks psychosis schizophrenia depression mental illness dissociation