oh god oh god ohgod smallspacekid Length 35 playlists Updated June 22, 2015 is it dissociation is it depersonalization is it derealization is it because im upset is it because of her is it because im tired help mehekp me pleas e Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete gold I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood 1560 201 8 tracks abuse sexual abuse flatsound mirror, mirror– by lavendertutus mirror, mirror– by lavendertutus 664 74 11 tracks dissociation depersonalization ??? idk mental illness gold you are (not) alone by covidnineteen you are (not) alone by covidnineteen 2523 332 16 tracks dissociation schizophrenia psychosis mental illness neurodivergent im numb by goreish im numb by goreish 1237 98 9 tracks abuse emotional abuse manipulation brainweird two birds... by trashmonsters two birds... by trashmonsters 363 61 13 tracks abusive friendships bad friends best frenemies frenemies living ghost by actioncat living ghost by actioncat 906 80 9 tracks ptsd abuse emotional abuse trauma nervous & sad & dissociating 24/7 :) gold [ i didn't dodge all your bullets just denied that they hit me ] by disappearance [ i didn't dodge all your bullets just denied that they hit me ] by disappearance 1587 128 10 tracks abuse sexual abuse ptsd gold self hate is fun! by glue-for-brains self hate is fun! by glue-for-brains 3473 370 10 tracks self hate up beat depression suicide eaten alive by masonverger eaten alive by masonverger 276 25 8 tracks alternative unreality mental illness anxiety lately i just dont feel like myself i feel trapped and like nothing matters anymore gold kill all your friends by joetrohman kill all your friends by joetrohman 1824 231 12 tracks ex friends hate pop punk am i still breathing? by gabono am i still breathing? by gabono 842 31 8 tracks weezer twenty one pilots sad fall out boy alternative gem best friends means by ginasfs best friends means by ginasfs 511 65 20 tracks bad friends exfriends it's been 3 am for a while now by frankiero it's been 3 am for a while now by frankiero 129 15 17 tracks pop punk existential crisis sort of mellow but really tragic my chemical romance fall out boy a lack of social skills by airportbar a lack of social skills by airportbar 62 15 14 tracks anger alternative don't apologize by dallonweekes don't apologize by dallonweekes 134 7 11 tracks angry well. there's nothing else hate angst im tagging this so much lol i love to have fun and make people listen to my mix such a rush by goatcorpse such a rush by goatcorpse 443 39 8 tracks bitter sad apathy self-loathing lmao gold 2:01AM by edroid 2:01AM by edroid 2695 234 12 tracks indie calm gold im not home by hyungwonho im not home by hyungwonho 819 111 10 tracks mental illness dissociation lo-fi gold I'm fine by ayanaamis I'm fine by ayanaamis 2735 287 12 tracks depression self hate self harm alternative indie gold don't bother by cheapbeer don't bother by cheapbeer 2808 356 13 tracks codependency abuse personal ptsd gold i think something's wrong with me by buttersstotch i think something's wrong with me by buttersstotch 1661 167 9 tracks personal mix brainweird abuse suicide ment at one point?? idk this mix is a mess gold i exist by dumbplant i exist by dumbplant 2204 128 9 tracks rainy days sad flatsound teen suicide rain gold I Swear I've Seen You Before by eun1cycle I Swear I've Seen You Before by eun1cycle 898 113 9 tracks nostalgia deja vu dreaming unreality???? gold i'm drifting away by ava_grace6 i'm drifting away by ava_grace6 5166 589 33 tracks lo-fi indie sad shoegaze dream pop I'm not scared to die by xoxlaurenxo I'm not scared to die by xoxlaurenxo 964 91 16 tracks sad dandelion hands twenty one pilots zero by masonverger zero by masonverger 545 60 11 tracks alternative sad mental illness disassociation gold perfectly n̬͘ ̲͕͎o̭̩͓̘͚̥͘r̴̳ ̧̟̝͙͕̲̮m͙͠a̭̞̲͈̪ ͜l̴̮͎ by cheapbeer perfectly n̬͘ ̲͕͎o̭̩͓̘͚̥͘r̴̳ ̧̟̝͙͕̲̮m͙͠a̭̞̲͈̪ ͜l̴̮͎ by cheapbeer 2408 339 9 tracks unreality dissociation drdp some assembly required by benbraddock some assembly required by benbraddock 191 8 15 tracks apathy melancholy leave me alone alone sitting in your room alone platinum D I S S O C I A T E by plant kid D I S S O C I A T E by plant kid 8523 1341 16 tracks dissociation depersonalization mental health derealization unreality don't by poksss don't by poksss 289 38 12 tracks glitch dissociation unreality depersonalization EMOTICONNED by cunabula EMOTICONNED by cunabula 557 60 15 tracks dissociation depersonalization ambient synthpop derealization i remember waking, but being half awake by taphonomy i remember waking, but being half awake by taphonomy 569 58 10 tracks mental illness dissociation gold afterlife by apophis afterlife by apophis 881 171 10 tracks disassociation unreality depersonalization brainweird so much blood;;, i feel nothing by kidflashed so much blood;;, i feel nothing by kidflashed 715 72 8 tracks violent urges mental illness brainweird bpd violence gold how s̨͙̝̦̻͍̜͉̕t͎r̴̦̞̗͉;̢̤͚͢ą̴̱͉̩͓̙n̷̬͚̙̟͎̥̘̙͝͡.̺̰͙͙̖͍͔̕͜ͅͅg̸̶͔͚͔̥̲̬e҉͇͍̳̕͠ by cheapbeer how s̨͙̝̦̻͍̜͉̕t͎r̴̦̞̗͉;̢̤͚͢ą̴̱͉̩͓̙n̷̬͚̙̟͎̥̘̙͝͡.̺̰͙͙̖͍͔̕͜ͅͅg̸̶͔͚͔̥̲̬e҉͇͍̳̕͠ by cheapbeer 2229 338 8 tracks derealization hallucinations brainweird mental illness Lose it by WarmHugs Lose it by WarmHugs 56 6 18 tracks twenty one pilots lorde childish gambino gold wicked. by nyazawa wicked. by nyazawa 2806 416 18 tracks panic attacks negative vent bpd personal gold get out of my head by glue-for-brains get out of my head by glue-for-brains 2967 355 10 tracks emotional abuse abusive relationships why cant i get rid of you? god what is wrong with m e it's okay. by magetrash it's okay. by magetrash 760 55 10 tracks abuse melodramatic personal emotional abuse numb gold maybe im no good inside by nekoyume maybe im no good inside by nekoyume 2392 269 13 tracks abuse emotional abuse anxiety memories personal ✖✖✖✖ by EddieGluskin ✖✖✖✖ by EddieGluskin 616 64 9 tracks abuse ptsd abuse relationships emotional abuse suicide