what do i call this? somepersonandstuff Length 138 playlists Updated January 19, 2021 playlists featuring bpd, violence, and brainweird music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete WHITE LIE by musiktheory WHITE LIE by musiktheory 118 13 29 tracks abuse personal schizophrenia gaslighting violent impulses gem ❌ SOY EL DIOS ❌ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND ❌ SOY EL DIOS ❌ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 381 77 12 tracks manic bpd narcissim violence delusions gold GET MAD by orgrimmar GET MAD by orgrimmar 1393 166 9 tracks child abuse violence pent up anger murder sexual harassment Fear & Delight by divvinus Fear & Delight by divvinus 364 54 9 tracks monsterkin demonkin darkkin dark bo en gold you hurt me by elizabeth.ledbetter.73 you hurt me by elizabeth.ledbetter.73 668 154 9 tracks ptsd bipolar brainweird devil in my brain with a pitchfork by buenosnothing devil in my brain with a pitchfork by buenosnothing 287 36 29 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder ocd mental illness brainweird i can show emotion if i want to, i just forget to by rottingnymph i can show emotion if i want to, i just forget to by rottingnymph 100 15 9 tracks mental illness schizophrenia brainweird violent negative gem Heir to the Heavens by bar of soap Heir to the Heavens by bar of soap 160 50 8 tracks godkin angelkin deitykin actuallydivine heaven HYPERVIOLENCE by franken fran HYPERVIOLENCE by franken fran 763 82 11 tracks guro gore violence fear i guess gmgm gold you are (not) your father's son by izzychao you are (not) your father's son by izzychao 299 114 15 tracks bnha todoroki shouto shouto todoroki mha abuse gold thigh highs ✨ by sagemp3 NSFW thigh highs ✨ by sagemp3 640 134 8 tracks dance nsfw sexy hypersexual smut ⓖⓘⓥⓔ ⓘⓝ ⓣⓞ ⓨⓞⓤ by fizzydizzyy ⓖⓘⓥⓔ ⓘⓝ ⓣⓞ ⓨⓞⓤ by fizzydizzyy 346 77 13 tracks smut writing otp gold ah ! by sagemp3 NSFW ah ! by sagemp3 581 119 13 tracks nsfw hypersexual sorry mom smut 2 ashamed 2 tag as anything else Love You, Hate Me by thelonelychair NSFW Love You, Hate Me by thelonelychair 51 4 9 tracks dpd crushes or not honestly its just a mix abt loving someone else more than you can love yourself gem no romance by HITMAN BOYFRIEND no romance by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 62 26 11 tracks unhealthy relationship obsession yandere murder gold See how deep the bullet lies by gym rats See how deep the bullet lies by gym rats 472 164 16 tracks psychosis anger violece npd aspd gold you were born to suffer by gym rats you were born to suffer by gym rats 1591 338 18 tracks violent impulses npd aspd fight brainweird gem home alone by stoplightbros home alone by stoplightbros 60 30 8 tracks trypophobia oc gem the joke was on me by gapsie the joke was on me by gapsie 223 79 16 tracks richie tozier it stephen king's it the losers club reddie red looks so good on me, tho by dnagerdays red looks so good on me, tho by dnagerdays 110 8 20 tracks sick blood murder gold I will burn you by guilelessNebula I will burn you by guilelessNebula 715 133 8 tracks demonkin brainweird dissociation mental illness What is god without the Devil? by wrongtime What is god without the Devil? by wrongtime 162 13 8 tracks southern gothic gothic scary gold bury your heart by valkyriens bury your heart by valkyriens 1901 190 8 tracks angry desire rock electronic LEVIATHAN by MisterBabadook LEVIATHAN by MisterBabadook 26 7 10 tracks envy leviathan demon seven deadly sins fuck with myself by pussibraps fuck with myself by pussibraps 96 12 11 tracks pop alternative banks fka twigs indie ✖✖✖ropeburn✖✖✖ by transshinji ✖✖✖ropeburn✖✖✖ by transshinji 586 77 11 tracks violence guro gore murder lifeless but not quite by spacedrool lifeless but not quite by spacedrool 617 79 9 tracks monsterkin monsters otherkin horrorkin nonhuman gold wicked. by nyazawa NSFW wicked. by nyazawa 2810 417 18 tracks panic attacks negative vent bpd personal gold ᴘᴜᴛ ᴀ ʜᴀᴛᴄʜᴇᴛ ɪɴ ɪᴛ by fnv NSFW ᴘᴜᴛ ᴀ ʜᴀᴛᴄʜᴇᴛ ɪɴ ɪᴛ by fnv 589 138 17 tracks psychosis violent impulses intrusive thoughts murder coping ???? by fl0ralgreen ???? by fl0ralgreen 90 8 8 tracks la dispute bright eyes title fight sad radiohead does it still hurt by MsSophie does it still hurt by MsSophie 251 62 8 tracks melancholy melancholic hurt love dreamy gold ✧:.celestial.:✧ by bar of soap ✧:.celestial.:✧ by bar of soap 877 252 10 tracks divine actuallydivine angelic dreamy instrumental gold Lands Of Wild... by manouha Lands Of Wild... by manouha 4750 638 15 tracks celtic instrumental dreamy epic fantasy gem LETS LIVEN THINGS UP A LITTLE - A demonic brainweird playlist by SuddenlyGoats NSFW LETS LIVEN THINGS UP A LITTLE - A demonic brainweird playlist by SuddenlyGoats 189 60 10 tracks brainweird transcendence au psychedelic dance party gold what the fuck am i doing by ponywiki what the fuck am i doing by ponywiki 1484 142 10 tracks mental illness dissociation brainweird delusions god complex by teitree god complex by teitree 534 68 11 tracks god delusions god complex brainweird mental illness I was carried to Ohio in a swarm of bees by barfcult I was carried to Ohio in a swarm of bees by barfcult 259 23 11 tracks brainweird psychosis just brain stuff lmao religious maybe this is basically mainly abt being possessed tho gem would you still be my friend if i was god by teethings would you still be my friend if i was god by teethings 85 34 8 tracks actuallydivine psychosis i am a god dreamy delusions gold you've got me under your spell by sanquinis you've got me under your spell by sanquinis 1050 121 16 tracks drive hotline miami syth sythpop 80s bite me by princess sunbutt bite me by princess sunbutt 57 11 8 tracks rap aesthetic apathy apathy // lethargy by reksai apathy // lethargy by reksai 165 15 8 tracks mental illness schizophrenia depression gold how s̨͙̝̦̻͍̜͉̕t͎r̴̦̞̗͉;̢̤͚͢ą̴̱͉̩͓̙n̷̬͚̙̟͎̥̘̙͝͡.̺̰͙͙̖͍͔̕͜ͅͅg̸̶͔͚͔̥̲̬e҉͇͍̳̕͠ by goreadult how s̨͙̝̦̻͍̜͉̕t͎r̴̦̞̗͉;̢̤͚͢ą̴̱͉̩͓̙n̷̬͚̙̟͎̥̘̙͝͡.̺̰͙͙̖͍͔̕͜ͅͅg̸̶͔͚͔̥̲̬e҉͇͍̳̕͠ by goreadult 2234 338 8 tracks derealization hallucinations brainweird mental illness gem sonder by winterstucky sonder by winterstucky 203 61 10 tracks dissociation chill sad stimming synesthesia gold it's all in my head by kellie123music it's all in my head by kellie123music 5848 512 16 tracks sleep sad pop punk breakup platinum today will have ended by neophobia today will have ended by neophobia 17901 1734 19 tracks spoken word spoken word / poetry poems depressed poetry gold dear god, i hate myself. by astrosoda dear god, i hate myself. by astrosoda 3171 422 12 tracks mental illness vent anxiety stress sad kids && rad kids by skulla sad kids && rad kids by skulla 898 87 11 tracks spoken word la dispute dandelion hands hotel books gold GOD LIKES ME by lich.loved GOD LIKES ME by lich.loved 1057 147 16 tracks godkin oc disassociation brainweird world of warcraft gold HYPERVIOLENCE by herxcles NSFW HYPERVIOLENCE by herxcles 3311 281 11 tracks violence fight aggressive workout fuck shit up baby i have limits by stardrinker baby i have limits by stardrinker 261 27 12 tracks dpd dependent dependent personality disorder gold my body is made of diamond, sacred and strong by messier17 my body is made of diamond, sacred and strong by messier17 1323 178 11 tracks psychosis bpd borderline personality disorder mental illness brainweird gold made me impure by victimized NSFW made me impure by victimized 1327 204 16 tracks csa rape flashbacks sexual abuse first tracks arent for him but for me platinum YOU SHOULD BE SCARED OF ME by shregans YOU SHOULD BE SCARED OF ME by shregans 13291 1836 13 tracks angry mental illness platinum I SHOULD BE SCARED OF ME by shregans I SHOULD BE SCARED OF ME by shregans 10053 1425 11 tracks self hate mental illness gold PURGE THAT URGE by mchunted PURGE THAT URGE by mchunted 796 200 10 tracks violent urges mental illness intrusive thoughts indestructible have a habit of ruining everything by fnv have a habit of ruining everything by fnv 519 76 11 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder brainweird violent impulses gold ILL BE GOD by apophis NSFW ILL BE GOD by apophis 621 105 16 tracks religious delusions brainweird divinity actuallypsychotic №thing ✖➄ by boy-pig №thing ✖➄ by boy-pig 289 29 15 tracks science experiment abuse original character dissociative identity disorder dissociation gold Fuck shit UP!!!! by Pumpkin-Spice Fuck shit UP!!!! by Pumpkin-Spice 743 124 10 tracks violent impulses bpd brainweird narcissism I'LL MAKE YOU PAY by nowasteddreams I'LL MAKE YOU PAY by nowasteddreams 233 44 10 tracks paranorman agatha prenderghast aggie laika norman babcock gold say no to drugs (not) by jptremblay say no to drugs (not) by jptremblay 2863 315 26 tracks psychedelic drugs folk punk fuzz garage gold 100 by aurelion sol 100 by aurelion sol 581 133 9 tracks mp100 kageyama shigeo kageyama ritsu mob psycho 100 gold YOU WERE A GOD △ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND NSFW YOU WERE A GOD △ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 2863 367 12 tracks mental illness bpd ocd anxiety depression headache by a horse headache by a horse 207 18 8 tracks unhealthy relationship mental illness vocaloid ITS A BONFIRE by goatcorpse ITS A BONFIRE by goatcorpse 385 41 10 tracks mental illness npd anger violence power tripping by smallspacekid NSFW power tripping by smallspacekid 648 66 18 tracks power trip electronic agressive gold I'M A GOD by sycko I'M A GOD by sycko 2437 315 16 tracks narcissism god complex brainweird psychosis rap/hip-hop Tearing off Their Halos by TheRabbitFollower NSFW Tearing off Their Halos by TheRabbitFollower 464 62 10 tracks mania aggressive divine guro narcissism precious little girl by dantequintana precious little girl by dantequintana 118 9 20 tracks oc brainweird violent impulses gold -v i l l i a n- by Meme Daddy -v i l l i a n- by Meme Daddy 963 256 14 tracks manic violent impulses anger revenge narcissism ✗Sucks✗ by EddieGluskin ✗Sucks✗ by EddieGluskin 563 87 8 tracks guro mentally ill psychotic punk ew PARTNERS IN CRIME by monoscribbles PARTNERS IN CRIME by monoscribbles 640 48 11 tracks money fuck shit up partners in crime violence spoiled kids Shut me up by GardenGroves Shut me up by GardenGroves 86 7 8 tracks self-indulgence confident electronic winning original character gold can you shut the fuck up by required-sylladex NSFW can you shut the fuck up by required-sylladex 729 263 30 tracks violent urges violent impulses anger pissed off fuck off gold ᴷᶰᵒʷᶤᶰᵍ ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᴸᵒᵛᵉ ᴵᶳ [ᶳᶤᵈᵉ ᴬ] by stardrinker ᴷᶰᵒʷᶤᶰᵍ ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᴸᵒᵛᵉ ᴵᶳ [ᶳᶤᵈᵉ ᴬ] by stardrinker 1729 202 15 tracks abuse emotional abuse sexual abuse physical abuse side a ᴷᶰᵒʷᶤᶰᵍ ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᴸᵒᵛᵉ ᴵᶳ [ᶳᶤᵈᵉ ᴮ] by stardrinker ᴷᶰᵒʷᶤᶰᵍ ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᴸᵒᵛᵉ ᴵᶳ [ᶳᶤᵈᵉ ᴮ] by stardrinker 605 90 16 tracks abuse recovery side b love two for flinching by thinmintprince NSFW two for flinching by thinmintprince 366 73 9 tracks abuse violence cocsa neglect i tell myself that it wasnt that bad but it still fucks me up gold lucky stars; loose teeth by victimized lucky stars; loose teeth by victimized 924 146 11 tracks trauma i was supposed to die in the womb i've been living my whole life as a ghost child sexual abuse neglect gold die by bar of soap die by bar of soap 577 160 12 tracks dissociation depression bpd avpd gold nowhere to go by goreadult nowhere to go by goreadult 1184 162 9 tracks mental illness depression ptsd im havving a great time Now what's happened to you? by JasperLizard NSFW Now what's happened to you? by JasperLizard 890 83 8 tracks depression mental illness self harm self loathing vent gem OBEYOBEYOBEYOBEYOBEYOBEY by LandofBloodandPaint OBEYOBEYOBEYOBEYOBEYOBEY by LandofBloodandPaint 306 60 8 tracks oc mix final boss god complex cynical mother mother .̸̨:̷͏I͜͟ ̶͞a̶͝m͝ ̶̴a ̶g҉ǫ̨́d͢͏:̢.̶̛ by LandofBloodandPaint .̸̨:̷͏I͜͟ ̶͞a̶͝m͝ ̶̴a ̶g҉ǫ̨́d͢͏:̢.̶̛ by LandofBloodandPaint 519 52 13 tracks god complex oc oc mix sadistic brainweird you're the ✩ʜɪɢʜʟɪɢʜᴛ✩ of my ʟᴏᴡʟɪꜰᴇ by noctt you're the ✩ʜɪɢʜʟɪɢʜᴛ✩ of my ʟᴏᴡʟɪꜰᴇ by noctt 272 52 15 tracks npd narcissism hypersexual hpd vanity gem I Go Hungry by boy-pig NSFW I Go Hungry by boy-pig 155 45 10 tracks eating disorder mental illness trauma glass animals animal collective it's bad again by HITMAN BOYFRIEND it's bad again by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 175 35 14 tracks depression mental illness death anxiety trauma gold rule the world!? by norimiki rule the world!? by norimiki 906 135 11 tracks mood swings violent impulses personal vent egotistical gold not sorry I released myself by fxrdpines NSFW not sorry I released myself by fxrdpines 2094 230 13 tracks manic violent urges self destructive brainweird gold ;;disgusting by starverger ;;disgusting by starverger 779 124 15 tracks disgusting gross garbage trash manic nihilism and narcissism by screamingTemple nihilism and narcissism by screamingTemple 328 75 9 tracks nihilism narcissism drug abuse sociopathy partying gold I can't function without you by AltarGuts I can't function without you by AltarGuts 392 110 13 tracks dependency favorite person bpd dpd gold ??? by possmo ??? by possmo 565 108 9 tracks violence violent impulses schizophrenia brainweird mental illness such an imperfect way to live by Sarah Fortune such an imperfect way to live by Sarah Fortune 249 28 8 tracks personal abuse ptsd suicide its in the last song at least so fair wanring -intrépide by izzychao -intrépide by izzychao 306 31 21 tracks personal growing up depression failed love abuse Healthy by flowerlovely Healthy by flowerlovely 213 24 17 tracks depressed anxious calming nicole dollanger dodie clark Forget The Horror Here by Kitty Ace McCoy Forget The Horror Here by Kitty Ace McCoy 172 6 15 tracks indie sad forgetting coping crying Relapsing by 3nood Relapsing by 3nood 1701 84 18 tracks depressed depression alone sad upset gold love is just a good bad joke by goreadult NSFW love is just a good bad joke by goreadult 536 117 8 tracks abuse ptsd trauma fun fun ufn