x 0FIVE Length 82 playlists Updated December 29, 2016 abuse / mental illness collection Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete handprints by covidnineteen handprints by covidnineteen 316 41 9 tracks csa sexual abuse trauma ptsd childhood sexual abuse gem bad folks breed scared kids by 504685 bad folks breed scared kids by 504685 362 95 12 tracks abuse csa brainweird ptsd mental illness gold my beloved smother by lycanns NSFW my beloved smother by lycanns 910 122 11 tracks emotional abuse abusive parents child abuse abuse abusive mothers two for flinching by thinmintprince NSFW two for flinching by thinmintprince 366 74 9 tracks abuse violence cocsa neglect i tell myself that it wasnt that bad but it still fucks me up luv u by mxthxrfxck luv u by mxthxrfxck 39 9 18 tracks sakana yuudai tanaka arata tasaki abusive relationship unhealthy relationship Badkana by Mr Goatman Badkana by Mr Goatman 14 5 9 tracks sakana badkana toxic love unhealthy relationship arata tasaki gold To all the children raised by wolves by withershins4 To all the children raised by wolves by withershins4 875 105 100 tracks wolves child abuse coming of age into the wild storytelling The reason why I can't breath by pixelade The reason why I can't breath by pixelade 247 31 10 tracks csa ptsd trauma child abuse rape gem Mama why? by Marble Hornets Mama why? by Marble Hornets 194 81 14 tracks molestation csa abuse sexual abuse incest the monsters under your bed are the least of your worries by schizotypals NSFW the monsters under your bed are the least of your worries by schizotypals 94 27 11 tracks some of these songs are pretty triggering watch out trauma gem just a matter of time by clintywinty just a matter of time by clintywinty 313 99 16 tracks self hate mental illness bpd im sick of myself im sick of everyone pretending theyre not sick of me gold I can't function without you by AltarGuts I can't function without you by AltarGuts 392 110 13 tracks dependency favorite person bpd dpd Ex-Assassin by Traumaturgy Ex-Assassin by Traumaturgy 207 30 9 tracks brainwashing guilt violence ptsd abuse gold everything a parent fears by kayleebird everything a parent fears by kayleebird 545 186 17 tracks trauma homophobia self harm depression anxiety idle by ovrwatch idle by ovrwatch 158 43 11 tracks this isnt abt anyone who could see this abuse emotional abuse hurt parental abuse The Boogie Man by EddieGluskin The Boogie Man by EddieGluskin 54 10 12 tracks mental illness csa abuse osdd gem when you touch me, i remember by wrathfulPrince NSFW when you touch me, i remember by wrathfulPrince 82 25 20 tracks child abuse sexual assault ptsd anxiety mental illness gem Hell Is Something You Carry by wricket Hell Is Something You Carry by wricket 212 65 9 tracks tony stark alcohol ptsd abuse iron man paranoia by scumsalad paranoia by scumsalad 85 23 10 tracks vaporwave drugs paranoia delusion gross you're the worst person i've ever met by femgay you're the worst person i've ever met by femgay 126 23 27 tracks trauma ptsd abuse depressed vent gold survivor's guilt by traumatique survivor's guilt by traumatique 1554 207 13 tracks abuse lo-fi sad try not to cry in public by tomato red try not to cry in public by tomato red 378 47 14 tracks abuse abusive relationship unhealthy relationship violence angst gem filthy &&. rotten by murkoff filthy &&. rotten by murkoff 49 28 10 tracks csa abuse emotional abuse neglect mostly instrumental spiraling downward by dv1v1 spiraling downward by dv1v1 73 15 8 tracks abuse ptsd emotional abuse vent sorry idk what to do if you're never sorry then you can't be forgiven by fahc if you're never sorry then you can't be forgiven by fahc 59 14 8 tracks abuse gaslighting mental illness suicide brainweird gold n̸̰̖͕̩̜͈ͭͦ̏̾̋͡o͚͍ͫ̊̓͆̃ͫͧͣ́ by katzuragi n̸̰̖͕̩̜͈ͭͦ̏̾̋͡o͚͍ͫ̊̓͆̃ͫͧͣ́ by katzuragi 1136 178 10 tracks anxiety personal dissociation stay here by Apohele stay here by Apohele 35 3 13 tracks nebula ghostfruits abusive relationship gold mercy. by mchunted mercy. by mchunted 753 160 12 tracks abuse mental illness indie gold it coulda been worse by EddieGluskin it coulda been worse by EddieGluskin 427 141 13 tracks self harm cocsa csa child abuse ddnos LONE DIGGER by punkidol NSFW LONE DIGGER by punkidol 84 22 12 tracks magical girl original character magical girl oc oc playlist hypersexual why does this hurt by cyberfuneral why does this hurt by cyberfuneral 828 92 8 tracks csa sexual abuse trauma ptsd mental illness gold it opened up the scars that had just finished healing. by sufjans it opened up the scars that had just finished healing. by sufjans 1520 197 9 tracks abuse trauma child abuse emotional abuse csa gold my ribcage cradles dirt and weeds by smallhymn my ribcage cradles dirt and weeds by smallhymn 1519 130 9 tracks abuse csa sad sexual abuse ptsd saltwater by mothmouth saltwater by mothmouth 16 6 8 tracks abuse csa gold PURGE THAT URGE by mchunted PURGE THAT URGE by mchunted 796 200 10 tracks violent urges mental illness intrusive thoughts indestructible regret me by mouthblood NSFW regret me by mouthblood 446 68 8 tracks abuse revenge violent impulses WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE? by 99k WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE? by 99k 28 4 11 tracks revenge abuse violence blood killing gold [ i didn't dodge all your bullets just denied that they hit me ] by disappearance [ i didn't dodge all your bullets just denied that they hit me ] by disappearance 1587 128 10 tracks abuse sexual abuse ptsd missing by divinedog missing by divinedog 132 31 23 tracks personal vent breakup toxic im sorry i left without saying anything but that isn't my life by goreish but that isn't my life by goreish 159 47 8 tracks abuse child abuse gold everything you say hurts me by HITMAN BOYFRIEND everything you say hurts me by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 1289 177 10 tracks bpd anger abuse abusive relationship dependency this thing ; this fucking thing by transshinji this thing ; this fucking thing by transshinji 120 10 11 tracks shit boy i die personal abuse csa gold lucky stars; loose teeth by victimized lucky stars; loose teeth by victimized 924 146 11 tracks trauma i was supposed to die in the womb i've been living my whole life as a ghost child sexual abuse neglect leave me alone by takawa NSFW leave me alone by takawa 109 26 9 tracks sexual assault sexual harassment sad trauma why cant i get rid of you by irlnaegi why cant i get rid of you by irlnaegi 344 70 8 tracks abuse coping stalking sexual abuse trauma Something Strange has Happened by ratghoil Something Strange has Happened by ratghoil 476 75 8 tracks rape sexual assault csa sexual abuse not me anymore by mouthblood not me anymore by mouthblood 104 11 8 tracks abuse revenge personal vent please dont make me by deadaccnt please dont make me by deadaccnt 866 90 13 tracks ptsd abuse csa neglext fuck you guys you ruined my life gold out of order by lapuine out of order by lapuine 1776 258 14 tracks mentall illness bpd psychosis schizophrenia ambient gold I AM JUST A FREAK by HITMAN BOYFRIEND I AM JUST A FREAK by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 878 149 10 tracks bpd mental illness intrusive thoughts violent impulses violent urges gold only everyone can judge me by crypop NSFW only everyone can judge me by crypop 1045 123 8 tracks avpd avoidant personality disorder actuallyavoidant social anxiety mental illness gold W H Y ? by stardrinker W H Y ? by stardrinker 1669 139 11 tracks pain why hurt sad violence you were the mean one by moosetrack you were the mean one by moosetrack 611 95 10 tracks emotional abuse abuse negative gregory and the hawk sad gold self harmageddon by jalph self harmageddon by jalph 2805 288 16 tracks suicide self harm depression teen angst gold Rough Stuff by EddieGluskin Rough Stuff by EddieGluskin 983 106 12 tracks abuse verbal abuse emotional abuse neglect gold maybe im no good inside by ghostyawn maybe im no good inside by ghostyawn 2395 267 13 tracks abuse emotional abuse anxiety memories personal E X H A U S T I N G by HITMAN BOYFRIEND E X H A U S T I N G by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 655 83 10 tracks abuse abusive relationship codependency bpd mental illness curdle/ /clot by victimized NSFW curdle/ /clot by victimized 414 44 9 tracks csa rape ive been crying ive been losing my mind its supposed to hurt the first time by wingdiing its supposed to hurt the first time by wingdiing 428 48 8 tracks rape abuse abusive relationship sexual abuse trauma your heart is as cold as a dog's nose by divineartes your heart is as cold as a dog's nose by divineartes 514 56 8 tracks abuse emotional abuse sexual abuse closure is a myth by technetium4 closure is a myth by technetium4 528 70 14 tracks ptsd abuse los campesinos domestic abuse personal you were so toxic by translars you were so toxic by translars 616 57 8 tracks dependent personality disorder dpd abuse emotional abuse old friends dear "dad"! by divinedog dear "dad"! by divinedog 455 57 17 tracks abuse child abuse personal vent you killed me gold theres no other witnesses by stardrinker theres no other witnesses by stardrinker 3433 345 9 tracks abuse ptsd sad mother mother gold disgusting by genei NSFW disgusting by genei 1134 141 12 tracks abuse csa emotional abuse vent personal gold YOU WERE A GOD △ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND NSFW YOU WERE A GOD △ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 2863 368 12 tracks mental illness bpd ocd anxiety depression Don't Take Those Pills Your Boyfriend Gave You by stardrinker Don't Take Those Pills Your Boyfriend Gave You by stardrinker 463 45 13 tracks abuse emotional abuse self harm permission by takawa permission by takawa 630 47 9 tracks sexual abuse sexual assault csa cocsa gold Don't TOUCH ME!!!!!!!!!! by EddieGluskin Don't TOUCH ME!!!!!!!!!! by EddieGluskin 1602 184 12 tracks abuse physical abuse sexual abuse ptsd brainweird the air out here is poison by intergalacticplanetary the air out here is poison by intergalacticplanetary 416 62 30 tracks abuse homesick homesick singaporean child sexual abuse dysfunctional family Paranoid Delusions by EddieGluskin Paranoid Delusions by EddieGluskin 397 51 9 tracks emotional abuse sexual abuse csa gaslighting guts bitter as bile and weasel blood by victimized bitter as bile and weasel blood by victimized 268 33 8 tracks abuse self loathing ????? suicide idealization i don't know okay i don't gold repetition by goreadult repetition by goreadult 2443 277 9 tracks ptsd abuse mental illness akfdg;ljfadfkdls im in fukcin ghell ✖✖✖✖ by EddieGluskin ✖✖✖✖ by EddieGluskin 616 64 9 tracks abuse ptsd abuse relationships emotional abuse suicide gold I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood NSFW I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood 1560 204 8 tracks abuse sexual abuse flatsound gold fleshwound by victimized NSFW fleshwound by victimized 917 127 13 tracks bipolar bpd violent impulses im taking kill your rapist to a whole new fucking level in fact i think i'll just kill everyone i'll kill everyone gold get out of my head by glue-for-brains get out of my head by glue-for-brains 2969 359 10 tracks emotional abuse abusive relationships why cant i get rid of you? god what is wrong with m e gold The Dumbing Down of Love by stardrinker The Dumbing Down of Love by stardrinker 1149 117 12 tracks abuse emotional abuse physical abuse sexual abuse damaged goods by traumatique damaged goods by traumatique 784 84 14 tracks abuse csa ptsd gold rabbit bones by traumatique rabbit bones by traumatique 1120 120 12 tracks abuse trauma ptsd csa