~ based and dedicated to my last para that I ever need to cope with ~
he was a real person but my mind altered my memories when I needed something more. I'm sorry to the real person, the one i knew since grade 5. we were never this close but I guess buried wishes resurfaced lately.
all we had were a couple of facetime calls, a handful of hilarious text messages, and a few cups of hanging out. wish we became something more but obviously it's my fault for holding myself back (and denying the fact we were on opposite paths).
he's not whoever is in my head now but dear God I wish you were.
all he is someone I needed someone to be.
**song notes are referring to my para. slightly unfinished.

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