your sister looks at everyone like that, like some anatomy project or a future moving target. which tube to cut next. even you, stripping back your clothes and skin and muscle and bone to see the sweet spots underneath where the killing would be easiest. she says she loves you, over and over she would do anything (anything) for you, but still she looks at you like everyone else. (tubes)

(you shove tubes into her. watch her turn from you back to her like a mask slipping off. you wonder if she appreciates the irony.)

a despairsisters fanmix, beecember gift for tumblr user trashy-hope

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