fill in your soul with sadness

i'm a paradox.
i want to be happy, but i think of things that make me sad.
i don't like myself, but i also love who i am.
i say i don't care, but i really do.
i crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way.
i'm a conflicted contradiction.
if i can't figure myself out, there's no way anyone else has either.

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