"Jonathan, you may not be ready for another relationship right now and that's okay. I'll stay and be your friend, but if it's too much stress or too hard for you, I don't have to be your girlfriend." If I had known that you'd actually want to take a break.. I wouldn't have said that. And maybe that makes me a horrible, selfish person, but you were the best thing I'd had in what felt like ages. And I had to let you go.. I don't think I have though. I feel like I've been tied to you and every tug and pull you make just drags me along with you. I've clung on to you, not knowing i'd be stuck forever. But at the time.. Forever wasn't so scary with you by my side. Now forever seems terrifying being dragged along behind.

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