:/// excelsiors Length 11 playlists Updated April 28, 2015 playlists featuring mental illness, dissociation, and brainweird music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete gold I'm fine by ayanaamis I'm fine by ayanaamis 2735 289 12 tracks depression self hate self harm alternative indie gold i taste of sludge and charcoal by plant kid i taste of sludge and charcoal by plant kid 1736 136 14 tracks sick depression mental illness sad personal Hurting by stardrinker Hurting by stardrinker 299 44 12 tracks anxiety breakdown hurt gold its 4 am and im angry by plant kid its 4 am and im angry by plant kid 2218 213 13 tracks anger upset late night self-loathing gold self hate is fun! by glue-for-brains self hate is fun! by glue-for-brains 3473 370 10 tracks self hate up beat depression suicide gold unreal, by safebunker unreal, by safebunker 2481 324 19 tracks brainweird dissociation depersonalization gold my manic and i by karpathy my manic and i by karpathy 1822 238 9 tracks bpd brainweird psychosis schizotypal inexistence. by Rivailleieio inexistence. by Rivailleieio 567 81 16 tracks dissociation derealization mental illness ambient IM A DEMON AND I CANT DO LAUNDRY by harmalade IM A DEMON AND I CANT DO LAUNDRY by harmalade 398 53 18 tracks mental illness ocd derealization paranoia brainweird All Watched Over By Machines Of Loving Grace by harmalade All Watched Over By Machines Of Loving Grace by harmalade 321 37 12 tracks dissociation depersonalization mental illness personal gold afterlife by apophis afterlife by apophis 884 171 10 tracks disassociation unreality depersonalization brainweird gold ... by Slave Boy NSFW ... by Slave Boy 1000 135 28 tracks child abuse flashbacks ptsd sexual abuse recovery platinum slow down by kittysong slow down by kittysong 7508 1014 50 tracks chill rainy day sleep sad study