:( fallingashes Length 70 playlists Updated June 15, 2017 playlists featuring mental illness, abuse, and personal music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete perfectly apathetic by crykov perfectly apathetic by crykov 385 21 8 tracks ocs sad tbh a place to lie down and sleep by crykov a place to lie down and sleep by crykov 374 19 8 tracks tear a revised playlist tbh i bet you hate me now by avatarbeat i bet you hate me now by avatarbeat 665 96 16 tracks brainweird mental illness bpd dpd gold i really dont care by ayaneo NSFW i really dont care by ayaneo 2501 263 9 tracks schizoid mental illness haha this is lame personal gold Out of control by Rosae Out of control by Rosae 1297 129 9 tracks brainweird psychosis bpd dpd delusions gold 8tracks has really shitty music choice by actuallyamess 8tracks has really shitty music choice by actuallyamess 1838 357 8 tracks depressed anxiety panic attack brain weird mental illness gold holy night; nothing feels right by HITMAN BOYFRIEND holy night; nothing feels right by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 261 105 12 tracks religion abuse abusive parents coping trauma SIDE A: imposed prison by twogamis SIDE A: imposed prison by twogamis 51 21 14 tracks vent mix personal negative mental illness abuse gem you don't understand how damaged we really are by bellawolf NSFW you don't understand how damaged we really are by bellawolf 267 50 10 tracks monsters abuse fucked up dark survival gem lack of color by underworlds lack of color by underworlds 1039 66 20 tracks rain quiet gem just a matter of time by clintywinty just a matter of time by clintywinty 313 99 16 tracks self hate mental illness bpd im sick of myself im sick of everyone pretending theyre not sick of me there is comfort at the bottom of a swimming pool by stardib there is comfort at the bottom of a swimming pool by stardib 490 54 9 tracks bpd depression drdp brainweird angsty gold maybe im no good inside by ghostyawn maybe im no good inside by ghostyawn 2395 267 13 tracks abuse emotional abuse anxiety memories personal gem angels cannot reach me by fnv angels cannot reach me by fnv 289 86 15 tracks ptsd child abuse coping trauma personal gold i wish my father had loved me more by rileyplier i wish my father had loved me more by rileyplier 895 136 10 tracks homestuck dave strider sadstuck abuse hskin gold do you sleep at night? by bluntbat do you sleep at night? by bluntbat 1751 359 9 tracks trauma abuse flatsound nicole dollaganger gem thats that by cosmic_storm thats that by cosmic_storm 218 83 10 tracks dave strider homestuck sadstuck angst abuse gold I never thought we were that bad by toyherb NSFW I never thought we were that bad by toyherb 525 168 8 tracks this is about family not a romantic relationship which lol romantic relationships emotional abuse abuse dont read too much into it to You by satockery to You by satockery 40 17 10 tracks fuck you personal abuse emotional abuse physical abuse gold everything you say hurts me by HITMAN BOYFRIEND everything you say hurts me by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 1289 177 10 tracks bpd anger abuse abusive relationship dependency gold i am not safe here by stardrinker i am not safe here by stardrinker 849 147 8 tracks abuse physical abuse sexual abuse gold Personal Punching Bag by Sivvas Personal Punching Bag by Sivvas 1308 300 9 tracks personal abuse upset sadness emotional gem Spiraling by spaceprincess666 Spiraling by spaceprincess666 204 56 24 tracks alternative indie sad downward spiral depressed gold you are (not) alone by covidnineteen you are (not) alone by covidnineteen 2532 333 16 tracks dissociation schizophrenia psychosis mental illness neurodivergent gold i wanna be okay by eun1cycle i wanna be okay by eun1cycle 954 100 15 tracks negative positivity personal hahaaaaa idek platinum when your stressed, depressed, or just mess by karma-ren when your stressed, depressed, or just mess by karma-ren 12653 1038 20 tracks sad stressed twenty one pilots fall out boy depressed let's not by punkyouthgroup let's not by punkyouthgroup 862 86 39 tracks alternative rock indie mother mother of monsters and men gold I'm fine by ayanaamis I'm fine by ayanaamis 2735 288 12 tracks depression self hate self harm alternative indie it still hurts by unwishes it still hurts by unwishes 662 87 16 tracks oc abuse abusive relationship emotional abuse anxiety You don't want to be alone by SupremeEgg You don't want to be alone by SupremeEgg 521 83 10 tracks the neighbourhood mother mother dpd gem it's my fault by critrole it's my fault by critrole 219 84 10 tracks dependency dpd dependent personality disorder abandonment bpd gold i am not enough by critrole i am not enough by critrole 4742 539 23 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder vent brainweird mental illness gold you make me feel a sort of way by lmfaolirry you make me feel a sort of way by lmfaolirry 5366 140 9 tracks sad beautiful feelings sleep chill gold broken bones, shattered heart by cambion broken bones, shattered heart by cambion 1076 132 10 tracks trauma heartbreak recovery love mental illness gold anything's okay by stardustling anything's okay by stardustling 5736 480 11 tracks lo-fi sad shoegaze dream pop lonely unfamiliar ceilings by ayanaamis unfamiliar ceilings by ayanaamis 336 43 15 tracks shinji ikari nge neon genesis evangelion ikari shinji alternative gold you said he got his teeth fixed? by pansyseed you said he got his teeth fixed? by pansyseed 4582 409 10 tracks brainweird mental illness negative self hate gold wicked. by nyazawa NSFW wicked. by nyazawa 2810 417 18 tracks panic attacks negative vent bpd personal inbetween by kiwijerk inbetween by kiwijerk 251 21 14 tracks artsy indie downtempo sad platinum fuck I'm tired by mydraco fuck I'm tired by mydraco 20519 2900 11 tracks sad slow cry exhausted chill i mean nothing by nopuds i mean nothing by nopuds 809 65 9 tracks sad songs self hate i guess shitty things in general au revoir by critrole au revoir by critrole 495 89 19 tracks abuse emotional abuse coping negative vent gold WHO DID THIS TO ME by pariahdaisy WHO DID THIS TO ME by pariahdaisy 1412 146 11 tracks ptsd trauma mental illness brainweird hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahaaa all is well, it's only blood by critrole all is well, it's only blood by critrole 215 52 15 tracks abuse emotional abuse vent coping fdfskjgfgkl A Tragedy by goatcorpse A Tragedy by goatcorpse 691 75 11 tracks mental illness paranoia sad i want to die gem Lost by okayylame Lost by okayylame 117 30 8 tracks anxiety phychotic schizophrenia coping I wanna die but thats ok by owlfucker I wanna die but thats ok by owlfucker 467 45 15 tracks self loathing depression self esteem sad suicide gold i wish you loved me too by leahparson i wish you loved me too by leahparson 2863 228 10 tracks indie the front bottoms love flatsound gold theres no other witnesses by stardrinker theres no other witnesses by stardrinker 3433 345 9 tracks abuse ptsd sad mother mother platinum human error by itslikesadness human error by itslikesadness 18328 1282 13 tracks sad suicide depressed self harm cutting platinum I don't know who I am anymore. by flxrid I don't know who I am anymore. by flxrid 23798 1779 20 tracks sad i miss you lonely depressed alternative you had your chance by sullendreams you had your chance by sullendreams 305 17 7 tracks foster the people crystal castles bad friends i dont need you i dont want you nothing left by tarnigarde nothing left by tarnigarde 825 32 8 tracks depression sad gold flesh&blood by vvasteyrself flesh&blood by vvasteyrself 2114 218 11 tracks thsi is gross codependency abusive relationship abuse gold hook me up to machines by stardrinker hook me up to machines by stardrinker 2534 225 13 tracks hospital abuse emotional abuse physical abuse sexual abuse gold d y s p h o r i a by marxxism NSFW d y s p h o r i a by marxxism 679 115 10 tracks dysphoria gender dysphoria self hate self harm gold dysphoria jams by partiallystars dysphoria jams by partiallystars 1658 210 13 tracks dysphoria gender dysphoria body dysphoria ftm transgender I'm the problem by glue-for-brains I'm the problem by glue-for-brains 356 41 8 tracks negative abusive toxic/abusive relationships sad toxic gold Afraid Of Everyone by zielsveel Afraid Of Everyone by zielsveel 862 146 10 tracks anxiety social anxiety overthinking indie gold the other side of a mirror by uncleghost the other side of a mirror by uncleghost 2815 393 9 tracks dysphoria transgender nonbinary gender genderqueer gold GIF I'm so, so tired by goreadult I'm so, so tired by goreadult 6000 309 8 tracks depression indie negative gold still managed to fuck it up by nopuds NSFW still managed to fuck it up by nopuds 2711 287 11 tracks self hate sad songs fucking shit up fuck gold sorry, i'm sorry by farval sorry, i'm sorry by farval 2185 244 8 tracks depression bpd mental illness anxiety sad gem CALL ENDED by farval CALL ENDED by farval 304 76 8 tracks bpd anxiety depression mental illness dissociation gold as ill as i am by carrot flowers as ill as i am by carrot flowers 1732 133 13 tracks depressed depression mental illness mentally ill sad what the fuck by KatKit52 what the fuck by KatKit52 488 50 18 tracks ocd anxiety neurodivergent mental illness brainweird gold all my fucking problems by phollie all my fucking problems by phollie 1689 159 9 tracks paranoia ocd anxiety depression gold "I Dislike Myself More Than I Like You" by Bitebite "I Dislike Myself More Than I Like You" by Bitebite 2379 240 12 tracks negative mental illness depression indie angst I hurried my quiet time alone by 3ggcorn I hurried my quiet time alone by 3ggcorn 854 89 12 tracks anxiety stressed depressed gold How dead do you feel? Dead by mlked How dead do you feel? Dead by mlked 2199 412 8 tracks i feel like shit the worst playlist ever anxiety gold class by mims0s class by mims0s 2138 218 15 tracks flatsound sad dandelion hands indie relax gold kick me in the face please by guacamolic kick me in the face please by guacamolic 5566 761 24 tracks lo-fi the front bottoms flatsound cyberbully mom club gold im the worst by shinobu im the worst by shinobu 1599 177 14 tracks life is strange nathan prescott fanmix life is strange (game) gold watch ur back by rileyplier watch ur back by rileyplier 1925 273 15 tracks brainweird anxiety bpd emotional abuse neurodivergent gold _ by persimmonprince _ by persimmonprince 678 172 10 tracks anxiety godawful shitty feeling depression im not rly proud of this one in fact i am the opposite of proud undertale gold disappear by DivineCreature disappear by DivineCreature 1360 180 17 tracks trigger warning for everything mental illness depression anxiety