Recovery isn't easy for anyone, especially for Bucky Barnes. Between deprogramming, panic attacks, PTSD, relapses and losing an entire ARM, and helping his best (boy)friend with his recovery, the concept of getting Better seems too abstract to understand.
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(Partially inspired by Einherjar by thecommodore_squid here's the link http://archiveofourown.org/works/7157024

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