goddd there will just never be enough words for anything about the dollhouse and its aftermath tbh. starting with help I'm alive and ending with that cover of recovery is Too Much truly. All of these songs are Too Much on their own and completely overwhelming together. All of Emily's rage and helplessness and rage at her helplessness is just So Much, not ready to make nice was so much but god, paper doll basically knocked me on my ass tbh. "I need the chaos and the violence, I'm keeping quiet" EM!!!!! Just god tbh