maybe i'm not alright and i just tell you i am because i'm so worried that ill tear you down with me,maybe i haven't eaten in a month and i'm telling you i have because i don't want you to hate me. Maybe when i run my hands against my arms it hurts like hell because i no longer feel smooth skin, i feel bumpy, torn cu,t abused, hated skin. And maybe the worst part of it all, is that all of this crap, feels completely normal to me. But then again... i only do these things for attention right? Its not because when i tear myself apart that's when i feel whole.

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