"I have to concentrate really hard in order to try and feel the way I used to feel, to push back the…blur. The blur that’s been growing inside, threatening to fill my mind. Sometimes it feels like if I just relax, just fall into what feels lately like the deep, muddy, green water of my mind, the blur will take over and make things…easier."

There are wondrous things. There are magical things. There are dangerous things. We get what we deserve.

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