The idea of an affair seems like a good one, until Brian is stuck and caught between two worlds. It is a particular agony, wanting somebody who doesn't want you, and Brock knows that agony all too well. You can read the fanfic here: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/11614997/1/Fools. And this playlist is songs that inspired the fanfic, and also get me in the mood to write. So enjoy.

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