;; knight of hope Length 235 playlists Updated May 04, 2017 playlists featuring abuse, sexual abuse, and mental illness music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete (i won't be holding on) by Macabrr (i won't be holding on) by Macabrr 128 28 9 tracks chillwave vaporwave bpd crystal castles psychosis gold pa pa pa pa paranoia by schizotypals NSFW pa pa pa pa paranoia by schizotypals 899 117 12 tracks mental illness tw: self harm tw: trich and derm this is a fucking mess gold another night of being bombed by corrosionpit another night of being bombed by corrosionpit 1547 141 9 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder mentall illness reality was never my friend by thousandeyed reality was never my friend by thousandeyed 592 87 10 tracks mental illness mentally ill psychosis delusions bpd gold ◥ grim ◤ by smallfae ◥ grim ◤ by smallfae 1110 126 9 tracks bpd negative brainweird mental illness roadkill by sockmoth roadkill by sockmoth 331 35 11 tracks personal brainweird negative drug abuse schizoaffective gold I'VE GOT NO CHOICE by HITMAN BOYFRIEND I'VE GOT NO CHOICE by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 663 197 14 tracks bpd mental illness brainweird violent impulses psychosis your heart is as cold as a dog's nose by divineartes your heart is as cold as a dog's nose by divineartes 514 56 8 tracks abuse emotional abuse sexual abuse gold get out of my head by glue-for-brains get out of my head by glue-for-brains 2969 359 10 tracks emotional abuse abusive relationships why cant i get rid of you? god what is wrong with m e gold you are (not) alone by covidnineteen you are (not) alone by covidnineteen 2532 333 16 tracks dissociation schizophrenia psychosis mental illness neurodivergent gold WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by EddieGluskin WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by EddieGluskin 2079 358 9 tracks manic brainweird bpd pop upbeat fast music gold i feel sick when im happy by goreadult i feel sick when im happy by goreadult 1782 212 11 tracks mental illness depression insomnia indie gold wicked. by nyazawa NSFW wicked. by nyazawa 2810 417 18 tracks panic attacks negative vent bpd personal gold dear god, i hate myself. by astrosoda dear god, i hate myself. by astrosoda 3171 423 12 tracks mental illness vent anxiety stress it's hard to not want to die by makehappy NSFW it's hard to not want to die by makehappy 831 72 8 tracks bpd actuallyborderline mental illness running from your past by genderslurry running from your past by genderslurry 103 17 17 tracks denial mental illness bpd vent anxiety gold i dont feel well by milkys i dont feel well by milkys 2677 551 9 tracks personal self harm mental illness vent bpd i still feel like i need to apologize by smallspacekid i still feel like i need to apologize by smallspacekid 470 65 16 tracks emotional abuse negative trauma don't go please by critrole don't go please by critrole 432 80 11 tracks dpd dependency dependent personality disorder abandonment abuse gem it's my fault by critrole it's my fault by critrole 219 84 10 tracks dependency dpd dependent personality disorder abandonment bpd my husband returned from the war by deadegg my husband returned from the war by deadegg 237 49 15 tracks eddsworld tord edd tordedd fc uk this is gay sorry Communism 101 by ticci Communism 101 by ticci 73 9 8 tracks ew tord tord ajj the antlers jukebox the ghost gem goodbye old friends by deathray goodbye old friends by deathray 68 21 11 tracks eddsworld tord the end Sunshine Lollipops~ by Finn565 NSFW Sunshine Lollipops~ by Finn565 165 40 15 tracks tomtord eddsworld tom tord gem tord mix ;; backstabber by zng1216 tord mix ;; backstabber by zng1216 328 90 10 tracks eddsworld tord tord larsson mix Ocean Blue, What Have I Done to You by Finn565 Ocean Blue, What Have I Done to You by Finn565 289 21 8 tracks tomtord tom ew tord ew eddsworld tom and tord TomTord by Anxious Aesthetics TomTord by Anxious Aesthetics 79 17 8 tracks tomtord ew tom ew tord gold Whiskey and Wine by princeofmints NSFW Whiskey and Wine by princeofmints 904 232 32 tracks eddsworld tomtord eddsworld tom eddsworld tord ew tord who is in control ? by hokagays who is in control ? by hokagays 87 26 8 tracks eddsworld ew tord tord red leader alternative ready, aim, fire by TaruAttack ready, aim, fire by TaruAttack 292 58 12 tracks ew tord tord larsson eddsworld red leader tord gold i'm so sorry. by lieutenantlapis i'm so sorry. by lieutenantlapis 596 128 12 tracks eddsworld eddsworld tord tord fanmix vent mix gold ~ L i a r , L i a r ~ by Pumpkin-Spice ~ L i a r , L i a r ~ by Pumpkin-Spice 1097 117 10 tracks liar liar (game) yandere gore guro gold Heavy Chest by Princegumbutt Heavy Chest by Princegumbutt 1132 220 9 tracks stalker obsession yandere creepy chill Hurt Me Like You Mean It. by unlaceyourbody Hurt Me Like You Mean It. by unlaceyourbody 184 11 9 tracks dysfunctional relationships unhealthy relationship love gold LOVESICK by gurorabbitboy LOVESICK by gurorabbitboy 1480 389 21 tracks guro male yandere creepy stalker Meant to be Yours by Aengoes NSFW Meant to be Yours by Aengoes 122 27 12 tracks oc original character obsessive yandere the underground hotel try not to cry in public by tomato red try not to cry in public by tomato red 378 47 14 tracks abuse abusive relationship unhealthy relationship violence angst falling hard for you by garfielfs falling hard for you by garfielfs 497 55 13 tracks crush young love relationships girlfriend boyfriend spiraling downward by dv1v1 spiraling downward by dv1v1 73 15 8 tracks abuse ptsd emotional abuse vent sorry idk what to do maybe i was the bad guy all along by faceache maybe i was the bad guy all along by faceache 257 53 11 tracks horror creepy murder dark why does this hurt by cyberfuneral why does this hurt by cyberfuneral 828 92 8 tracks csa sexual abuse trauma ptsd mental illness come back to me and fuck me up again by divinedog come back to me and fuck me up again by divinedog 293 50 19 tracks vent mental illness sexual abuse abuse i am not fucking coping don't do this by iicky don't do this by iicky 630 76 8 tracks cocsa trauma abuse rape sexual abuse gold everything you say hurts me by HITMAN BOYFRIEND everything you say hurts me by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 1289 177 10 tracks bpd anger abuse abusive relationship dependency gold repetition by goreadult repetition by goreadult 2443 277 9 tracks ptsd abuse mental illness akfdg;ljfadfkdls im in fukcin ghell gold i do things that i don't really mean by malkavians i do things that i don't really mean by malkavians 2901 333 9 tracks bpd brainweird borderline personality disorder mental illness the mountain goats Oh, so typical by staygaystaydead Oh, so typical by staygaystaydead 919 58 8 tracks fucked up mental illness teenage angst angry self destructive I JUST WAAANNNNAAA!!!!!! DIIIIEEEEE!!!!!! by NotAGodDamnRobot I JUST WAAANNNNAAA!!!!!! DIIIIEEEEE!!!!!! by NotAGodDamnRobot 782 92 29 tracks fanmix yourself folk punk the front bottoms modern baseball BEAT ME PLEASE by pariahdaisy NSFW BEAT ME PLEASE by pariahdaisy 820 97 10 tracks masochism brainweird i dunno ?????? this feeling comes and goes gold 사랑해 ♡ ! by serotnin 사랑해 ♡ ! by serotnin 360 108 8 tracks yoosung mystic messenger yandere i..........love him so much........ ☠ sweet fizzy death ☠ by intergalacticplanetary NSFW ☠ sweet fizzy death ☠ by intergalacticplanetary 378 57 26 tracks yandere guro cannibalism menhera violent gem Lovely: A 707MC Mix by Inumaru12 Lovely: A 707MC Mix by Inumaru12 378 97 25 tracks 707mc mystic messenger 707 x mc saeyoung choi luciel choi gem LoveSick: A Yandere Dipper Mix by Inumaru12 LoveSick: A Yandere Dipper Mix by Inumaru12 250 83 18 tracks gravity falls dipper pines male yandere yandere gem i surrender honestly (you've always done the same for me) by silkywishes NSFW i surrender honestly (you've always done the same for me) by silkywishes 65 31 16 tracks oc ship detectives male yandere yandere cops gem She is Perfect by ThatisBeautiful She is Perfect by ThatisBeautiful 109 35 9 tracks male yandere mental abuse stalker yandere simulator obsessive love gem Broken inside ~Tei Nameless by Adversaria NSFW Broken inside ~Tei Nameless by Adversaria 44 32 13 tracks nameless the one thing you must recall cheritz male yandere yandere otome do you think you could be mines? by prettiest boy do you think you could be mines? by prettiest boy 251 52 8 tracks yandere male yandere obsession aichuu saku uruha Guilty Victim by Colamiilk Guilty Victim by Colamiilk 61 14 19 tracks guro vocaloid electro yandere gold left you love notes on their headstones. by nerfthis NSFW left you love notes on their headstones. by nerfthis 470 108 8 tracks yandere gore guro ero guro masochism You Belong With Me. by SniipSnap You Belong With Me. by SniipSnap 140 38 16 tracks yandere!oikawa oikawa tooru haikyuu yandere obsession gold i'm gonna get on my knees, would you kick me in the face please? by manda bunny i'm gonna get on my knees, would you kick me in the face please? by manda bunny 439 106 8 tracks guro masochism this is edgy gold Escape Plan by wellholt Escape Plan by wellholt 1008 127 13 tracks personal guro gore yandere rock if you ever try to leave me, i'll find you. by manda bunny if you ever try to leave me, i'll find you. by manda bunny 216 30 22 tracks yandere-ish yandere obsession gore murder i wasn't crazy by kuniimiis i wasn't crazy by kuniimiis 30 8 9 tracks haikyuu!! akaashi keiji bokuaka yandere You cannot flee from love by Letsnotwhisper You cannot flee from love by Letsnotwhisper 105 30 12 tracks male yandere yandere collab creepy guro ♡уσυя нєαят α̶и̶∂̶ ̶у̶σ̶υ̶я̶ ̶g̶υ̶т̶ѕ̶ вєℓσиg тσ мє♡ by Tasogare NSFW ♡уσυя нєαят α̶и̶∂̶ ̶у̶σ̶υ̶я̶ ̶g̶υ̶т̶ѕ̶ вєℓσиg тσ мє♡ by Tasogare 681 94 11 tracks guro eroguro abuse obsession yandere WHETHER YOU SHOULD LIVE OR DIE by Miscombob WHETHER YOU SHOULD LIVE OR DIE by Miscombob 123 37 16 tracks yandere gore gold I want to be your strength by ToonLemon I want to be your strength by ToonLemon 364 111 13 tracks mystic messenger yoosung yoosung kim otome owl city gold ☷KEEP☷YOU☷SAFE☷ by ribfizz NSFW ☷KEEP☷YOU☷SAFE☷ by ribfizz 355 153 12 tracks guro yandere violence gore the neighbourhood ☆lovebird☆ by ponywiki ☆lovebird☆ by ponywiki 395 39 11 tracks yandere mental illness paranoia bpd love gold Got́ M͠e̢ ͢Look̴i̸ng͞ So ҉C̡r̢az͡ỳ R̀i̢g̴ht Now by Welwitschia NSFW Got́ M͠e̢ ͢Look̴i̸ng͞ So ҉C̡r̢az͡ỳ R̀i̢g̴ht Now by Welwitschia 378 114 13 tracks strade boyfriend to death btd btdgame dysfunctional relationships He decided to keep you forever. by pixelade NSFW He decided to keep you forever. by pixelade 293 83 16 tracks strade boyfriend to death btd btdgame yandere we'll be together, yes forever by sunnymatsu we'll be together, yes forever by sunnymatsu 186 54 9 tracks yoosung yoosung kim mystic messenger mysme yandere gem M A N I A C by shirasaka NSFW M A N I A C by shirasaka 189 60 11 tracks guro mania vent I wanna hurt you bad, make you paranoid and say the sweetest things by cinnamonangel I wanna hurt you bad, make you paranoid and say the sweetest things by cinnamonangel 136 33 12 tracks salwada watgbs yandere sal (watgbs) wadanohara Only look at me~ by ToonLemon Only look at me~ by ToonLemon 232 53 8 tracks yoosung mystic messenger yoosung kim yandere kagamine len gold Lawrence - Redo by Gatobob Lawrence - Redo by Gatobob 397 120 15 tracks btd btd2: fresh blood lawrence boyfriend to death yandere My Sweet Rosalie by Hekiedeckie My Sweet Rosalie by Hekiedeckie 441 76 11 tracks yandere gore oc character mix minary vivant RUN RABBIT, RUN. by honeyintoxicated NSFW RUN RABBIT, RUN. by honeyintoxicated 240 30 8 tracks violent love yandere love garbage romance Lovelovelovelove you! by Amelie♥Le Lovelovelovelove you! by Amelie♥Le 318 35 10 tracks yandere obsession disfunctional love murder love gold o b ̵s̨ e s ͢ś i ͞o n̴ by Catskrato o b ̵s̨ e s ͢ś i ͞o n̴ by Catskrato 932 101 8 tracks stalker obsession yandere male yandere twisted love The Dark Room by Limbic System Hijacker The Dark Room by Limbic System Hijacker 52 19 33 tracks mark jefferson life is strange obsession yandere male yandere look past my disguise by manic witch NSFW look past my disguise by manic witch 31 13 9 tracks yandere male yandere oc mix possessive obsessive love gem i feel like praying by atsushikun i feel like praying by atsushikun 91 51 12 tracks male yandere yandere brainweird coping mix obsession gem He Loves Me, He Loves Me n o t by Gabgurl He Loves Me, He Loves Me n o t by Gabgurl 187 63 17 tracks yandere male yandere oc mix florist gem Hello ★ I love you ☆ by ChellyTots NSFW Hello ★ I love you ☆ by ChellyTots 311 86 9 tracks mystic messenger yoosung kim male yandere otome run run as fast you can by allvra run run as fast you can by allvra 177 31 21 tracks yandere abuse abusive love obesessive love guro videotapes by Valmet videotapes by Valmet 202 49 12 tracks garage garage rock lo-fi punk rock i wont be denied by you by between2and22 i wont be denied by you by between2and22 145 36 10 tracks dark lust angry sex dom/sub S T A L K E R by coolmark S T A L K E R by coolmark 236 60 12 tracks stalker yandere guro obsession murder gold ♡♡♡you won't leave me♡♡♡ by Popees ♡♡♡you won't leave me♡♡♡ by Popees 679 155 10 tracks yandere male yandere obsession guro gold My Oasis by NightBlizzard My Oasis by NightBlizzard 468 171 8 tracks jumin han mystic messenger male yandere yandere gold you chewed me up and spit me out by emoprincen you chewed me up and spit me out by emoprincen 447 118 22 tracks abuse csa trauma abusive relationship child abuse Lovesick Fool by clashingcolours NSFW Lovesick Fool by clashingcolours 196 18 18 tracks oc otp one sided abuse abusive relationship B L A C K O U T by corpsebf B L A C K O U T by corpsebf 720 74 21 tracks oc yandere ps some songs are speedcore blood disgusting by aimless-Player NSFW disgusting by aimless-Player 95 10 22 tracks oc oc mix abusive relationship stockholm syndrome abuse gold EWW, DON'T SHIP THAT!! by timeskye NSFW EWW, DON'T SHIP THAT!! by timeskye 1081 235 16 tracks gore yandere pedophilia abuse sex