I tried to change, closed my mouth more, tried to be soft, prettier, less awake. Fasted for sixty days, wore white, abstained from mirrors. Abstained from sex, slowly did not speak another word. In that time my hair I grew past my ankles. I slept on a mat on a floor.I swallowed a sword, I levitated into the basement...
I whipped my own back and asked for dominion at your feet. I threw myself in a volcano. I drank the blood and drank the wine...
But still inside me coiled deep was the need to know
Are you cheating on me?

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