What am I Laz3rWolf Length 119 playlists Updated August 09, 2017 playlists featuring bpd, abuse, and psychosis music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete gold they don't want you around by leoixs they don't want you around by leoixs 852 230 13 tracks bpd psychosis mental illness intrusive thoughts violent impulses babydo҉ll ̧̀ by victimized babydo҉ll ̧̀ by victimized 731 91 9 tracks child sexual abuse neglect so many years of being fucked up made me confused and you took advantage of that personal fear i'll kill you all before i tell my secrets by seekasylum i'll kill you all before i tell my secrets by seekasylum 548 68 12 tracks brainweird psychosis demonkin deitykin divinekin have a habit of ruining everything by fnv have a habit of ruining everything by fnv 519 76 11 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder brainweird violent impulses Broken But Not Bruised by QuarterClaws Broken But Not Bruised by QuarterClaws 100 12 11 tracks abuse emotional abuse survivor emotional abuse survivor abuse survivor you die like angels sing by okajima you die like angels sing by okajima 218 33 9 tracks monsterkin otherkin horrorkin halloween deitykin worsening by reksai worsening by reksai 513 55 9 tracks abuse child abuse manipulation schizophrenia are you afraid of me now? by junkrat are you afraid of me now? by junkrat 851 97 9 tracks rick and morty rick sanchez sad gold I'LL RIP THE SPINE FROM YOUR BODY by EddieGluskin I'LL RIP THE SPINE FROM YOUR BODY by EddieGluskin 1998 278 13 tracks delusions psychosis abuse divinity narcissism gold what's in your head? by carrot flowers what's in your head? by carrot flowers 4829 476 12 tracks borderline personality disorder bpd actuallyborderline mental illness we must be killers. by skullcanine we must be killers. by skullcanine 238 23 12 tracks npd bpd multiple system mother mother who are you, really? by steeljaw who are you, really? by steeljaw 445 60 13 tracks otherkin monsterkin wolfkin werewolf beastkin BIG BAD WOLF by joestah BIG BAD WOLF by joestah 72 8 8 tracks werewolfkin monsterkin violent placebo House of Fire by livingspectre NSFW House of Fire by livingspectre 532 72 10 tracks demonkin demonkin playlist violence monsterkin Self-Destructive Tendencies by Charliekins Self-Destructive Tendencies by Charliekins 826 99 11 tracks violence violent angry sad self-destruction gold not quite human by Tijeritas not quite human by Tijeritas 894 111 12 tracks inhuman ghosts monsters dissociation I conduct fear like electricity by dylas I conduct fear like electricity by dylas 505 29 14 tracks oc madness fear dissociation gold get out of my head by glue-for-brains get out of my head by glue-for-brains 2969 359 10 tracks emotional abuse abusive relationships why cant i get rid of you? god what is wrong with m e gold you said he got his teeth fixed? by pansyseed you said he got his teeth fixed? by pansyseed 4582 409 10 tracks brainweird mental illness negative self hate gold i know i cant let go by HellHoundBreath i know i cant let go by HellHoundBreath 874 103 11 tracks abuse child abuse sexual abuse trauma recovery Who else lives inside of you? by actualcooldog Who else lives inside of you? by actualcooldog 152 18 10 tracks oc mix s/w abuse violence hate please stop talking to me by eun1cycle please stop talking to me by eun1cycle 696 78 8 tracks depression indie electronic abuse gold what did i ever do to you by usahana what did i ever do to you by usahana 1512 174 10 tracks abuse emotional abuse physical abuse personal sexual abuse you don't know the pain. by keepsitclassy you don't know the pain. by keepsitclassy 889 42 11 tracks physical abuse sad emotional overcoming trigger warning R͔̱͔͔͕̘̠u͎̠̦̖̻̝i̯̤͉͓n̞̰̘̯̼ ̤̠͖͍̥̙E̪̠̠̦͙̰v͎͇͕̹̯̠er̻̖̳y̞̙̣ͅt̩͇̖̯̗hi̳͇̜̗͍̥n͇g̣ ̗̳̟̘Y̗̯o̰͓u̘͍̼͎̯̟ ̞̗̗T̟ͅo̱u̺c̮̗̪̰͕̞h̟̟̜ by synystermoxley R͔̱͔͔͕̘̠u͎̠̦̖̻̝i̯̤͉͓n̞̰̘̯̼ ̤̠͖͍̥̙E̪̠̠̦͙̰v͎͇͕̹̯̠er̻̖̳y̞̙̣ͅt̩͇̖̯̗hi̳͇̜̗͍̥n͇g̣ ̗̳̟̘Y̗̯o̰͓u̘͍̼͎̯̟ ̞̗̗T̟ͅo̱u̺c̮̗̪̰͕̞h̟̟̜ by synystermoxley 440 51 18 tracks physical abuse violence gore mental illness rape gold Really low. by ashaey Really low. by ashaey 1400 102 13 tracks sad lonely depressed alone low your doll by traumatique your doll by traumatique 770 72 13 tracks abuse trauma ptsd csa i don't want to remember by 12090118 i don't want to remember by 12090118 368 29 8 tracks personal mental illness ptsd abuse two years, seven months later by mahouboy two years, seven months later by mahouboy 302 27 11 tracks sad ptsd rape abuse trauma gold - Paralyzed - by DeliriumTremens - Paralyzed - by DeliriumTremens 612 108 12 tracks abuse trauma ptsd childhood csa Sleepwalking by celinelac Sleepwalking by celinelac 275 8 21 tracks sleep indie alternative female vocalists smooth gold I'm just fragile and unhappy most days. by restlesslyinsane I'm just fragile and unhappy most days. by restlesslyinsane 6147 376 7 tracks sad depressed alone lonely suicide gold it's a fucked up world out there, lets cry by addyqdwyer it's a fucked up world out there, lets cry by addyqdwyer 2706 150 10 tracks sad cry alone depressed rain gold ✿dirty paws✿ by dorian.pavus ✿dirty paws✿ by dorian.pavus 4698 557 10 tracks otherkin foxkin wolfkin caninekin elfkin platinum Insomnia Bites by isthismagic Insomnia Bites by isthismagic 16052 1270 30 tracks sleep indie insomnia gold sleepyhead by pocketscout sleepyhead by pocketscout 2063 235 8 tracks kingkoopas sleepyhead sleepytime sleepy gold when you're feeling down ♡ by lifewithmadi when you're feeling down ♡ by lifewithmadi 4091 316 30 tracks depressed depressing sleep bedtime self harm gold Hurt by siamese Hurt by siamese 4254 424 10 tracks sad personal negative gold i'm sorry, it's just too much by scarletfeathers i'm sorry, it's just too much by scarletfeathers 4195 239 10 tracks sad sad songs crying feel like crying sadness close my eyes and i count to ten by Sebrahn close my eyes and i count to ten by Sebrahn 163 10 9 tracks abuse child abuse emotional abuse physical abuse death it's okay. by magetrash it's okay. by magetrash 760 55 10 tracks abuse melodramatic personal emotional abuse numb gold survivor's guilt by traumatique survivor's guilt by traumatique 1554 207 13 tracks abuse lo-fi sad I'm beyond it. by yiffsuke I'm beyond it. by yiffsuke 265 26 8 tracks suicidal thoughts anger frustration bpd emotional trauma gold Childhood Nightmares by DivineCreature Childhood Nightmares by DivineCreature 1523 215 9 tracks monster horror terror spooky musicbox gold ☆anti-empa†hy★ by ouma ☆anti-empa†hy★ by ouma 1827 271 14 tracks psychosis brainweird bpd violent impulses schizophrenia gold I WON'T COME CLEAN by kidflashed I WON'T COME CLEAN by kidflashed 1097 195 11 tracks violent impulses bpd brainweird violence borderline personality disorder so much blood;;, i feel nothing by kidflashed so much blood;;, i feel nothing by kidflashed 719 75 8 tracks violent urges mental illness brainweird bpd violence ive come undone by toolshed ive come undone by toolshed 868 71 8 tracks violence violent urges anger hatred gold royally fucked by blumedic royally fucked by blumedic 1685 233 12 tracks hey how's it going this is so embarrassingly edgy why did it get popular gold TEETH TEETH TEETH by Puppy Boy NSFW TEETH TEETH TEETH by Puppy Boy 736 101 9 tracks mental illness other angry violence nsfw gold i dreamt of blood by pariahdaisy NSFW i dreamt of blood by pariahdaisy 1173 140 10 tracks violent impulses violent urges brainweird this slow descent into madness could be worse i suppose pills i took by sludgeraptor pills i took by sludgeraptor 786 43 8 tracks personal psychosis pseriouslypsychosis i dont know i dont know i dont know vent gold Your Kisses Make Me Sick by TheRabbitFollower Your Kisses Make Me Sick by TheRabbitFollower 826 107 9 tracks guro dysfunctional love love hate possessive gold what are you . what are you . by cartilogenophobia what are you . what are you . by cartilogenophobia 3114 537 16 tracks personal nonhuman mental illness psychosis a caged rabid dog will chew the wire, break their teeth by caninedistemper a caged rabid dog will chew the wire, break their teeth by caninedistemper 75 14 13 tracks psychosis nonhuman Something Wicked by kbolas Something Wicked by kbolas 83 12 16 tracks dark fear nightmoves indie gold What Kind Of Monster Are You? by d_r What Kind Of Monster Are You? by d_r 6789 703 30 tracks halloween witches werewolves ghosts vampires C*CKS*CKER by mxgicdave NSFW C*CKS*CKER by mxgicdave 340 25 12 tracks narcissism power go fuck yourself manic Textbook Narcissist by boonasaurusrex Textbook Narcissist by boonasaurusrex 870 63 14 tracks narcissism fuck it upbeat self love over it walking contradiction by 4kmu walking contradiction by 4kmu 504 32 9 tracks narcissism god complex npd gold god complex by rileyplier god complex by rileyplier 1291 154 22 tracks god complex arrogant motivation kinda? egotistical narcissism Vile by Aggressive-ly Vile by Aggressive-ly 609 71 10 tracks villains dark god complex drawing Something by ghaost Something by ghaost 559 59 12 tracks mental illness schizotypal god complex dereality monsters UNLEASH HELL by 8millionscorpions UNLEASH HELL by 8millionscorpions 660 87 12 tracks brainweird mental illness schizophrenia violent urges gold i don't have to feel this way by avatarbeat i don't have to feel this way by avatarbeat 1672 130 13 tracks mental illness personal brainweird bpd gold "That's all I ask for" by stardrinker "That's all I ask for" by stardrinker 2259 213 12 tracks abuse emotional abuse sexual abuse physical abuse Vulture by crepuscularist NSFW Vulture by crepuscularist 217 35 12 tracks monster broken synth gold GӨDLY by squidkidsimon GӨDLY by squidkidsimon 2118 265 8 tracks otherkin god delusions deitykin psychosis wolf in human's clothing by Arcade Gannon wolf in human's clothing by Arcade Gannon 538 60 13 tracks werewolf otherkin wolf monsterkin werewolf au Horror Created By Error by Glitch Monster Horror Created By Error by Glitch Monster 519 77 15 tracks monsterkin glitchkin personal otherkin brainweird ♛ beastly ♛ by stardib ♛ beastly ♛ by stardib 498 89 12 tracks beast beastly monster monsterkin beastkin gold can you see it too? by lynsbit can you see it too? by lynsbit 3028 446 18 tracks mental illness hallucinations psychosis brainweird gold im sorry im not good (also im a god) by deityfox im sorry im not good (also im a god) by deityfox 1075 113 8 tracks deitykin god complex bpd borderline personality disorder gold where is my altar by ponywiki where is my altar by ponywiki 1504 218 10 tracks godkin deitykin actuallydivine mental illness brainweird gold ❝am i scary?❞ by gemkin ❝am i scary?❞ by gemkin 1397 160 8 tracks yandere violence monster girls guro gold it's h a p p e n i n g by gayszler it's h a p p e n i n g by gayszler 1116 150 11 tracks intrusive thoughts violent urges psychosis bpd gold SIDE Ẹ̖̭̤͓̼̍̎̎̽͒̂ͅ ͐̾҉̙̜̤̭̹F̭̭͔̲̬̺ ̛̜͚ͪͧF̮͈̤̠͎͐̅ ̐ͯͨ̔̇Ȇ͔̰̺͇͈̃ͯ ͔͐͛ͣͪC̳͕̭̙̤ͮͯ̉͒ ̸̺̣̳̗̭̯̖̐ͯͪT̘̗̹̺̯̀̀ ͊͛̈̍̚͏̮̗̼̹̟Sͣ̾ͧ͋̅ by DivineCreature SIDE Ẹ̖̭̤͓̼̍̎̎̽͒̂ͅ ͐̾҉̙̜̤̭̹F̭̭͔̲̬̺ ̛̜͚ͪͧF̮͈̤̠͎͐̅ ̐ͯͨ̔̇Ȇ͔̰̺͇͈̃ͯ ͔͐͛ͣͪC̳͕̭̙̤ͮͯ̉͒ ̸̺̣̳̗̭̯̖̐ͯͪT̘̗̹̺̯̀̀ ͊͛̈̍̚͏̮̗̼̹̟Sͣ̾ͧ͋̅ by DivineCreature 1099 126 13 tracks violent urges monster selfmix the only way to justify my childish despair by glitchkid the only way to justify my childish despair by glitchkid 41 4 12 tracks monster brainweird gold no more pirates by lynsbit no more pirates by lynsbit 2419 294 9 tracks child abuse abuse physical abuse trauma gold it gets worse by Asteriia it gets worse by Asteriia 1246 151 11 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder angry personal bitter as bile and weasel blood by victimized bitter as bile and weasel blood by victimized 268 33 8 tracks abuse self loathing ????? suicide idealization i don't know okay i don't eaten alive by masonverger eaten alive by masonverger 276 25 8 tracks alternative unreality mental illness anxiety lately i just dont feel like myself i feel trapped and like nothing matters anymore gem Those Vocaloid Brainweird Feels by intergalacticplanetary Those Vocaloid Brainweird Feels by intergalacticplanetary 327 58 15 tracks pseriouslypsychosis borderline personality disorder histrionic personality disorder narcissistic personality disorder antisocial personality disorder gold wicked. by nyazawa NSFW wicked. by nyazawa 2810 417 18 tracks panic attacks negative vent bpd personal THERE IS FILTH INSIDE by flameface THERE IS FILTH INSIDE by flameface 750 45 11 tracks abuse broken alcoholism ptsd gold fondly; wrongly by victimized NSFW fondly; wrongly by victimized 937 126 11 tracks sexual abuse csa if i remember you wrong maybe it'll stop hurting soft dependency gold fleshwound by victimized NSFW fleshwound by victimized 917 127 13 tracks bipolar bpd violent impulses im taking kill your rapist to a whole new fucking level in fact i think i'll just kill everyone i'll kill everyone gold I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood NSFW I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood 1560 204 8 tracks abuse sexual abuse flatsound gold Þ Ä Ṛ Ắ N Φ I δ by blendy Þ Ä Ṛ Ắ N Φ I δ by blendy 1161 166 12 tracks paranoia paranoid paranoid schizo schizophrenia abusive family by mephitine abusive family by mephitine 811 97 17 tracks abuse abusive family abusive parents trauma emotional abuse CHAPERONE by jacqal CHAPERONE by jacqal 350 32 8 tracks paranoia brainweird abuse anger the extermination of the previous generation that breathes fear into our future damaged goods by traumatique damaged goods by traumatique 784 84 14 tracks abuse csa ptsd gold rabbit bones by traumatique rabbit bones by traumatique 1120 120 12 tracks abuse trauma ptsd csa Clusterfuck by mephitine Clusterfuck by mephitine 453 35 12 tracks neurodivergence brainsick paranoia violent urges trust issues I'm Not The Killing Type by mephitine I'm Not The Killing Type by mephitine 221 16 12 tracks abuse emotional abuse hypervigilance trauma ptsd gold im numb by goreish im numb by goreish 1239 103 9 tracks abuse emotional abuse manipulation brainweird i am a demon by kafkaes i am a demon by kafkaes 415 38 8 tracks brainweird bpd mental illness psychosis demon my brain won't shut up by biospace my brain won't shut up by biospace 483 45 13 tracks mental illness bpd paranoia ((((emotional confusion vibes)))) personal gold evil to the core by vrixxa evil to the core by vrixxa 1407 164 11 tracks florence + the machine andrew jackson jihad violence anger