mental illness MeIvin Length 79 playlists Updated July 07, 2016 I'm fine (i'm not) don't worry (i'm sorry) Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete I AM A GOD. by goreish I AM A GOD. by goreish 534 52 8 tracks deitykin violent impulses god delusions psychotic episodes gold They May Kill Me by jacqal They May Kill Me by jacqal 1153 117 8 tracks paranoia mental illness anxiety trust issues brainweird gold WHOOPS!! by squealingg WHOOPS!! by squealingg 876 121 9 tracks glitch hallucinations mental illness psychosis brainweird superb (suffering) by throwuped superb (suffering) by throwuped 427 65 15 tracks brainweird neuroatypical dissociation violent urges Worship Me by EddieGluskin Worship Me by EddieGluskin 576 92 10 tracks divine angelkin brainweird delusions sensitive, disgusting by madorkami sensitive, disgusting by madorkami 469 54 9 tracks bpd mental illness psychosis brainweird drowns in tags gold I'll cut your little heart out. by 358days I'll cut your little heart out. by 358days 1710 198 10 tracks psychosis delusions paranoia dissociation personal gold disintegration by ghostcult disintegration by ghostcult 1129 189 13 tracks depersonalization dissociation brainweird personal AAAAAAAAAAAAAA by moonpines AAAAAAAAAAAAAA by moonpines 163 35 9 tracks 8^))) mania manic violent impulses You broke Me by Traumaturgy You broke Me by Traumaturgy 313 50 8 tracks abuse sexual abuse violent impulses have a habit of ruining everything by fnv have a habit of ruining everything by fnv 519 76 11 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder brainweird violent impulses well thats not very nice by birdaether well thats not very nice by birdaether 218 25 11 tracks brainweird violent impulses intrusive thoughts psychosis negative I'm Your Fuck Up by thewaywardthief I'm Your Fuck Up by thewaywardthief 483 72 11 tracks ptsd abuse emotional abuse physical abuse violent impulses gold kick me in the face please by guacamolic kick me in the face please by guacamolic 5566 761 24 tracks lo-fi the front bottoms flatsound cyberbully mom club God is in his heaven. by tumtum-thomasto God is in his heaven. by tumtum-thomasto 466 64 19 tracks neon genesis evangelion mother mother crystal castles bastille nge fanmix Lullaby by sufjans Lullaby by sufjans 205 44 17 tracks ravenpaw warriors warrior cats gold breathe violence like air by grievous breathe violence like air by grievous 1371 142 14 tracks ppd violence mental illness fight anger gold Do literally anything else by spaceauddity Do literally anything else by spaceauddity 1689 167 22 tracks undertale sans sans the skeleton ☆this time i might just disappear☆ by lorddominator ☆this time i might just disappear☆ by lorddominator 1406 97 10 tracks depression bpd anxiety mental illness self hate platinum autumn's whispers by offbrandfriend autumn's whispers by offbrandfriend 26950 1907 15 tracks lo-fi indie rainy day fall songs fall FIGHT CLUB SMOKEY EYES by gh0stboy FIGHT CLUB SMOKEY EYES by gh0stboy 366 18 14 tracks fox academy lofi bright eyes sad mad the stars will disagree on my behalf by sorrykid the stars will disagree on my behalf by sorrykid 427 34 12 tracks personal mental illness autism negative I Don't Wanna Talk About It. by yumoki I Don't Wanna Talk About It. by yumoki 713 82 8 tracks apathy mental illness bipolar disorder schizoid depression fun and easy by goreish fun and easy by goreish 1132 75 8 tracks abuse brainweird bpd personal ASDFGHJKLQW by EddieGluskin NSFW ASDFGHJKLQW by EddieGluskin 508 65 11 tracks brainweird suicide ptsd stress kms gold in between the pews by stardrinker in between the pews by stardrinker 1597 159 10 tracks abuse psychosis brainweird sexual abuse trauma gold "That's all I ask for" by stardrinker "That's all I ask for" by stardrinker 2259 213 12 tracks abuse emotional abuse sexual abuse physical abuse gold o h go d he l pm e by abulia o h go d he l pm e by abulia 2017 247 9 tracks mental illness personal lo-fi sad sorry even in my dreams by goreish even in my dreams by goreish 565 57 8 tracks brainweird death sad disassociation dreamy gold dreams by ghostly.png dreams by ghostly.png 2903 305 22 tracks lo-fi melancholy sad teen suicide gold Please Don't Ignore Me by moonfaun Please Don't Ignore Me by moonfaun 2040 135 10 tracks lo-fi dreamy i am so miserable wow none of these songs go together sigh pathetic little dream by sad-stardust pathetic little dream by sad-stardust 595 89 15 tracks mental illness anxiety idk i just needed to vent but also make something ya feel? gold watch ur back by rileyplier watch ur back by rileyplier 1925 273 15 tracks brainweird anxiety bpd emotional abuse neurodivergent DON'T TALK TO ME by eun1cycle DON'T TALK TO ME by eun1cycle 909 92 26 tracks killer empowering i'll rip your throat out lmao anger hush hush hush by EddieGluskin hush hush hush by EddieGluskin 807 97 10 tracks violence violent impulses abuse guro self harm im not sure if its love anymore by methbottle im not sure if its love anymore by methbottle 657 72 11 tracks csa ptsd trauma generic trauma mix haha it still hurts by unwishes it still hurts by unwishes 662 87 16 tracks oc abuse abusive relationship emotional abuse anxiety gold hate you hate me (anxiety) by plant kid hate you hate me (anxiety) by plant kid 1390 171 21 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder anxiety mental health neurodivergent gold i exist... oh well... by transgeiszler i exist... oh well... by transgeiszler 4263 526 8 tracks ugh dissociation emotional abuse depression crashing to the ground like eyyy lmao by bearkid crashing to the ground like eyyy lmao by bearkid 618 94 7 tracks emotional abuse schizoaffective brainweird gold a-ok!! by EddieGluskin a-ok!! by EddieGluskin 1149 131 10 tracks brainweird psychotic abuse flashbacks violent gold im not home by hyungwonho im not home by hyungwonho 820 112 10 tracks mental illness dissociation lo-fi Calming by thesciencemouse Calming by thesciencemouse 459 48 16 tracks calm music box collection quiet music steven universe remixes gold c l o w n by lynsbit c l o w n by lynsbit 1354 203 10 tracks mental illness mental health crazy brainweird psychosis gold something's missing in me by cryptidbf something's missing in me by cryptidbf 4948 586 18 tracks negative anxiety depression mental illness dysphoria gold would you kick me in the face please by ghostcult would you kick me in the face please by ghostcult 975 163 15 tracks depression anxiety mental illness gold YOU WERE A GOD △ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND NSFW YOU WERE A GOD △ by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 2863 368 12 tracks mental illness bpd ocd anxiety depression gold lying in bed in the middle of the day by plant kid lying in bed in the middle of the day by plant kid 716 127 16 tracks depression mental illness tired disability fatigue gold you sad, sad man by stargazings you sad, sad man by stargazings 3437 465 15 tracks vincent van gogh mental illness van gogh sadness painting Lure them. Eat them whole. by ToothTrauma Lure them. Eat them whole. by ToothTrauma 108 13 8 tracks mental illness psychosis gold how s̨͙̝̦̻͍̜͉̕t͎r̴̦̞̗͉;̢̤͚͢ą̴̱͉̩͓̙n̷̬͚̙̟͎̥̘̙͝͡.̺̰͙͙̖͍͔̕͜ͅͅg̸̶͔͚͔̥̲̬e҉͇͍̳̕͠ by goreadult how s̨͙̝̦̻͍̜͉̕t͎r̴̦̞̗͉;̢̤͚͢ą̴̱͉̩͓̙n̷̬͚̙̟͎̥̘̙͝͡.̺̰͙͙̖͍͔̕͜ͅͅg̸̶͔͚͔̥̲̬e҉͇͍̳̕͠ by goreadult 2234 338 8 tracks derealization hallucinations brainweird mental illness forbearance by fissure forbearance by fissure 77 11 10 tracks mental illness recovery joking by sougokita NSFW joking by sougokita 400 52 9 tracks mental illness psychosis violence facets idk...just songs i relate to i guess lawl gold inhuman by avatarbeat inhuman by avatarbeat 925 179 8 tracks monsterkin otherkin brainweird mental illness gold the worst by kinfeel the worst by kinfeel 2167 295 11 tracks self hate self destruction mental illness dysphoria dissociation i wish i could love you by abulia i wish i could love you by abulia 194 21 8 tracks sad mental illness lo-fi love gross i'll eat you alive by fariepudding i'll eat you alive by fariepudding 169 20 21 tracks dissociation mental illness avoidant personality disorder vocaloid gold repetition by goreadult repetition by goreadult 2443 277 9 tracks ptsd abuse mental illness akfdg;ljfadfkdls im in fukcin ghell gold why am i alive by frightened why am i alive by frightened 2215 258 11 tracks mental illness depression anxiety neurodivergent mentally ill mirror, mirror– by lavendertutus mirror, mirror– by lavendertutus 664 74 11 tracks dissociation depersonalization ??? idk mental illness gold a god awful shitty feeling by zombie kid a god awful shitty feeling by zombie kid 1176 174 9 tracks bpd actuallyborderline mental illness mental health coping gold n̸̰̖͕̩̜͈ͭͦ̏̾̋͡o͚͍ͫ̊̓͆̃ͫͧͣ́ by katzuragi n̸̰̖͕̩̜͈ͭͦ̏̾̋͡o͚͍ͫ̊̓͆̃ͫͧͣ́ by katzuragi 1136 178 10 tracks anxiety personal dissociation ´෴` by fissure ´෴` by fissure 435 60 13 tracks mental illness psychosis schizophrenia gold Childhood Nightmares by DivineCreature Childhood Nightmares by DivineCreature 1523 215 9 tracks monster horror terror spooky musicbox Heaven's Forsaken Royalty by pariahdaisy Heaven's Forsaken Royalty by pariahdaisy 123 22 8 tracks the sacred and the profane heaven god delusional weird ass mixes ahoy gold EVERYBODY LIKES YOU by stardrinker EVERYBODY LIKES YOU by stardrinker 1707 235 12 tracks violent bpd impulse vent borderline personality disorder crying_tbh.png by compaq crying_tbh.png by compaq 1765 100 11 tracks sad sleepy self loathing alternative mellow ヽ( ★ω★)ノbloodヽ( ★ω★)ノ by DivineCreature ヽ( ★ω★)ノbloodヽ( ★ω★)ノ by DivineCreature 953 99 9 tracks guro gore yandere violence realization by AHGEOFF realization by AHGEOFF 437 38 17 tracks mental breakdown breakdown upset done catatonic gold I AM DIVINE by DivineCreature I AM DIVINE by DivineCreature 2625 294 15 tracks unreality divine brainweird mental illness gold Death Wish by Slave Boy Death Wish by Slave Boy 929 113 16 tracks morbidity personal mix death suicidal day dreaming gold wait by stardrinker wait by stardrinker 1069 141 14 tracks bpd paranoia paranoid psychosis brainweird i don't want to remember by 12090118 i don't want to remember by 12090118 368 29 8 tracks personal mental illness ptsd abuse gem they're staring (they hate me they hate me) by plagues they're staring (they hate me they hate me) by plagues 784 91 8 tracks paranoia mental illness bzzzt by pompompompurin bzzzt by pompompompurin 83 10 8 tracks . ..