get better, not really mephitine Length 19 playlists Updated June 23, 2019 the world has only ever been hell Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete BRUTUS NOIR by chaston_the_fake BRUTUS NOIR by chaston_the_fake 137 28 10 tracks abuse anger oc revenge detective there's a lot fucking happening right now by tarotcards there's a lot fucking happening right now by tarotcards 46 7 8 tracks synthpop garagerock dpd bpd God, Don't Let Me Lose My Mind by Chaoticjamison God, Don't Let Me Lose My Mind by Chaoticjamison 35 8 8 tracks ppd pyschosis dissociation guilt babydo҉ll ̧̀ by victimized babydo҉ll ̧̀ by victimized 731 91 9 tracks child sexual abuse neglect so many years of being fucked up made me confused and you took advantage of that personal fear DAXON by curio girl DAXON by curio girl 43 6 12 tracks cain cain and abel this is my oc equivalent of cain ok misery don't do this by iicky don't do this by iicky 630 76 8 tracks cocsa trauma abuse rape sexual abuse crying_tbh.png by compaq crying_tbh.png by compaq 1765 100 11 tracks sad sleepy self loathing alternative mellow inhuman by redridingwolves inhuman by redridingwolves 58 14 12 tracks dissociation depersonalization brainweird gold I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood NSFW I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER by mouthblood 1560 204 8 tracks abuse sexual abuse flatsound gold ?!?!? by pariahdaisy ?!?!? by pariahdaisy 4705 616 13 tracks mental illness for that feeling in the back of your head telling you the world is going to fall apart even if it feels solid under your feet brainweird gold you said he got his teeth fixed? by pansyseed you said he got his teeth fixed? by pansyseed 4582 409 10 tracks brainweird mental illness negative self hate gold mercy. by mchunted mercy. by mchunted 753 160 12 tracks abuse mental illness indie fill me up by imightbejehan fill me up by imightbejehan 849 65 9 tracks borderline personality disorder personality disorders personal gem i wanna get better by Jenbones i wanna get better by Jenbones 109 38 17 tracks abuse ptsd lapis lazuli recovery steven universe VOID by fnv NSFW VOID by fnv 412 78 10 tracks coping personal negative dark trauma i need you to tell me that i'm good by punktuna i need you to tell me that i'm good by punktuna 321 61 9 tracks bojack horseman self-loathing probably YOU CAN [NOT] MOVE ON - SIDE A by punghoul YOU CAN [NOT] MOVE ON - SIDE A by punghoul 212 12 10 tracks abuse breakup anger moving on for myself by divinedog for myself by divinedog 423 43 24 tracks personal myself mentally ill i need help these songs are really out of order but its just because they are things ive been listening to on repeat lately gold i'm struggling by Sparkly Trash i'm struggling by Sparkly Trash 1555 134 8 tracks relapse mental illness brain weird bpd depression trying my best to be a good friend to you by prospitdreamer trying my best to be a good friend to you by prospitdreamer 284 34 10 tracks friendship broken friendship friends personal