a playlist regarding the obsessions of a delusional bipolar + the past that just keeps creeping back to haunt them.

'i still think of you and you're the only one i'll ever love even if it was all just delusions whenever i think of you i feel whole and fluffy i could fly but once i see you again its just not the same and it never will be because it was never the way it is in my head if i saw you again would you hold my hand if i saw you again could i fall asleep in your arms if i saw you again could you stab me in the chest cause that'd hurt less than this feeling; if i could just live in my dreams then you could be with me and everything would be okay'

maybe those times were never as good as i remember them being.

(dont tag as kin/me for rena ryuugu please)

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