it refers to the first goddamn class i had w/ my crush (im a sap)
this is literally me getting rid of the last of my dignity lmao

but yes! if you know me well:
[1] i have a thing for 'falling in love' and doing it over and over again for the same person(s)
[2] im quoi-panromantic, which kinda means i have no idea if it's friendly or romantic love (and then refer to 1)
[3] the quoi part comes and goes as it pleases (hence the title, love is complex and beautiful at the same time, and sometimes the first is a good thing)

cover art: photo taken by me

happy listening!

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