honestly, i'm not sure what this mix is to me. it's more like this overwhelming feeling like if i'm somewhere where there is a ton of people, and there's loud music and laughing i could be having a great time, but the next moment i feel alone and i feel like crying in the bathroom or leaving. the music becomes over bearing and it's the only thing i can focus on. everything else is going so fast and i'm numb. these songs might not make sense to you, but to me they do.

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