vent rapturousblue Length 212 playlists Updated November 11, 2020 yikes Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete romanticize my headfuck. by andrew minyard romanticize my headfuck. by andrew minyard 26 2 13 tracks mental illness abuse vent mix MY THERAPIST ASKED IF YOU MAKE ME HAPPY . by cirava NSFW MY THERAPIST ASKED IF YOU MAKE ME HAPPY . by cirava 55 7 8 tracks love hate vent WHAT IS INSIDE OF ME ??? ? ? by nightvalve WHAT IS INSIDE OF ME ??? ? ? by nightvalve 82 6 11 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder bpd feels vent abuse sorry sorry sorry by konyan sorry sorry sorry by konyan 9 4 13 tracks trauma vent easy way out by goreish easy way out by goreish 1 2 12 tracks midwest emo vent a mix about being overworked and overwhelmed while also wanting to die but then moving on and leaving your situation gold THE WORLD'S A SCARY PLACE by andonuts THE WORLD'S A SCARY PLACE by andonuts 1725 163 8 tracks self hate paranoia mental illness vent gold dear god, i hate myself. by astrosoda dear god, i hate myself. by astrosoda 3171 423 12 tracks mental illness vent anxiety stress Not Your Year by Floraprince Not Your Year by Floraprince 139 34 11 tracks depression vent tw: suicide self hate recovering gold wicked. by nyazawa NSFW wicked. by nyazawa 2810 417 18 tracks panic attacks negative vent bpd personal empty by deviantrk200 empty by deviantrk200 16 9 8 tracks vent sad gem learned helplessness by shape shift learned helplessness by shape shift 10 8 8 tracks abuse vent I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU by hushabye I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU by hushabye 40 14 10 tracks abuse vent vent mix idc by robotplants idc by robotplants 123 21 8 tracks vent fanmix yourself mental illness gem no one's gonna save you from yourself by skaias no one's gonna save you from yourself by skaias 63 27 10 tracks popee the performer ptp popee the clown vent trauma some days you just regret by aureaurora some days you just regret by aureaurora 15 8 8 tracks vent mix venting abt me abusers sad will you love this part of me? by mouthblood will you love this part of me? by mouthblood 7 0 11 tracks personal vent gem and i wish you never touched me and i wish you hurt me worse by silencvs NSFW and i wish you never touched me and i wish you hurt me worse by silencvs 12 14 11 tracks csa trauma sexual assault vent indie skullbash your friends by viscerally skullbash your friends by viscerally 195 36 13 tracks bpd borderline splitting self hate gem Beware by theabarataraba Beware by theabarataraba 167 62 12 tracks brainweird violent impulses mental illness ptsd ocd gem FREE FROM YOU. by sycko FREE FROM YOU. by sycko 195 37 10 tracks anger abuse violence brainweird violent impulses gem the protector by aurev the protector by aurev 142 48 15 tracks dark child grooming child abuse codependency soft gem N0153/N0153/N0153 by Maskednano N0153/N0153/N0153 by Maskednano 87 25 8 tracks mental illness bpd brainweird noise songs that are mostly noise i disassociate to gem MORE OF ME by EddieGluskin NSFW MORE OF ME by EddieGluskin 176 63 8 tracks bpd trauma osdd fuck brain static by EddieGluskin brain static by EddieGluskin 28 4 9 tracks osdd trauma gem self induced by gh0stt self induced by gh0stt 46 21 12 tracks ghostkin dissociation brainweird splitting 101 by EddieGluskin splitting 101 by EddieGluskin 30 5 9 tracks osdd bpd trauma abuse gem Alone! by EddieGluskin Alone! by EddieGluskin 208 65 12 tracks paranoia psychosis osdd bpd abuse u n r e a l i t y by EddieGluskin u n r e a l i t y by EddieGluskin 322 58 11 tracks unreality osdd psychosis dissociation personal nearly impossible to cry. by stuntchica nearly impossible to cry. by stuntchica 42 7 18 tracks csa osdd1b osdd did abuse gem break by angelnurse break by angelnurse 202 94 8 tracks psychosis dissociation derealization depersonalization gold oh god no by ki_inu oh god no by ki_inu 1099 143 8 tracks dissociation sickness trans personal dysphoria rome is also built on ruins by vespertones rome is also built on ruins by vespertones 17 6 10 tracks ptsd indie folk cptsd recovery trauma part II: the tempest by yusesya part II: the tempest by yusesya 60 17 10 tracks abuse abusive mothers anger angst aggressive THROW YOUR STONES by avpdatsushi THROW YOUR STONES by avpdatsushi 21 6 11 tracks emotional abuse survivor abuse homophobia religious abuse gold To all the children raised by wolves by withershins4 To all the children raised by wolves by withershins4 875 105 100 tracks wolves child abuse coming of age into the wild storytelling (Part B) The Mother by MutedMoth (Part B) The Mother by MutedMoth 18 2 8 tracks abusive family abuse mother manipulation lies gold maybe i don't want heaven by rubs maybe i don't want heaven by rubs 466 180 11 tracks corruption youth religion adolescence gold How dead do you feel? 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Dead by mlked 2199 411 8 tracks i feel like shit the worst playlist ever anxiety gold repetition by goreadult repetition by goreadult 2443 277 9 tracks ptsd abuse mental illness akfdg;ljfadfkdls im in fukcin ghell ✄ STOP ✄ by Less_fails_again ✄ STOP ✄ by Less_fails_again 168 34 10 tracks anxiety depression ptds mental illness paranoia We love you so much by EddieGluskin We love you so much by EddieGluskin 449 61 11 tracks hallucinations brainweird ddnos psychotic STRINGS & ZIPTIES by between2and22 STRINGS & ZIPTIES by between2and22 39 11 11 tracks cptsd ptsd abuse recovery relapse recovery if i hear your voice i think it'll split the scars by newport100s if i hear your voice i think it'll split the scars by newport100s 654 67 12 tracks sexual abuse mental illness stockholm syndrome abuse survivor flashbacks gold behind these bittersweet bars by pandorasocks behind these bittersweet bars by pandorasocks 1380 180 10 tracks stockholm syndrome codependency creepy haunting "You're not gonna leave me" by Johnnythreedicks "You're not gonna leave me" by Johnnythreedicks 24 3 16 tracks emotional abuse sexual abuse physical abuse cocsa stockholm syndrome eat you whole by dolica eat you whole by dolica 277 40 12 tracks bad relationship stockholm syndrome alternative/indie vore see your love and run candles by smallhymn candles by smallhymn 524 75 8 tracks abuse csa sexual abuse neglect gem ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴅʀᴏᴡɴ by fnv ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴅʀᴏᴡɴ by fnv 90 44 19 tracks abuse whatever gem im not angry anymore (well, sometimes i am) by deercutie im not angry anymore (well, sometimes i am) by deercutie 37 13 13 tracks trauma breakup abuse i guess if ur listening to this u should probably see a therapist. i thought i was supposed to come first by brujite i thought i was supposed to come first by brujite 82 11 9 tracks dysfunctional family abusive parents mom mental illness personal I am not your doll. by thealogy I am not your doll. by thealogy 129 22 10 tracks asuka langley soryu nge emotional abuse abusive parents gold everything a parent fears by kayleebird everything a parent fears by kayleebird 545 186 17 tracks trauma homophobia self harm depression anxiety YOU put me through HELL. by fullcowl YOU put me through HELL. by fullcowl 45 2 10 tracks abuse religious abuse child abuse Mothers always right. by Melancholy_Exaustion Mothers always right. by Melancholy_Exaustion 44 17 10 tracks abusive parents abusive mothers emotional abuse abuse narcissism gold theres no other witnesses by stardrinker theres no other witnesses by stardrinker 3433 345 9 tracks abuse ptsd sad mother mother gem im safe im safe im safe by rancidrotting im safe im safe im safe by rancidrotting 119 50 9 tracks csa sexual abuse ptsd cocsa gold i didn't deserve it by EddieGluskin NSFW i didn't deserve it by EddieGluskin 446 110 13 tracks cocsa csa abuse emotional abuse ptsd gold it coulda been worse by EddieGluskin it coulda been worse by EddieGluskin 427 141 13 tracks self harm cocsa csa child abuse ddnos gem that's what you are. by EMMAFR0ST that's what you are. by EMMAFR0ST 75 41 14 tracks toxic relationship unhealthy relationship csa sexual abuse child abuse abusive family by mephitine abusive family by mephitine 811 97 17 tracks abuse abusive family abusive parents trauma emotional abuse family by cinnamilk family by cinnamilk 74 22 10 tracks child abuse emotional abuse neglect verbal abuse gold ... by Slave Boy NSFW ... by Slave Boy 1000 135 28 tracks child abuse flashbacks ptsd sexual abuse recovery but i won't rot, not this mind and not this heart by ghostofapoet but i won't rot, not this mind and not this heart by ghostofapoet 476 52 16 tracks emotional abuse anxiety depression child abuse sad gold YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS by dizzysodas YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS by dizzysodas 1036 236 11 tracks child abuse ptsd csa guro violent impulses @ me, mom. by offyours @ me, mom. by offyours 61 14 11 tracks nero's day at disneyland mental illness angry mommy issues bringmethehorizon two sides of the same coin by aurev two sides of the same coin by aurev 38 8 16 tracks werewolves child grooming codependency dark IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU by ufo345 IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU by ufo345 26 2 9 tracks abuse verbal abuse I WAS A DAISY FRESH GIRL AND LOOK AT WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME. by mephitine I WAS A DAISY FRESH GIRL AND LOOK AT WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME. by mephitine 43 5 11 tracks abuse parental abuse abusive parents toxic family incest housebroken. by critrole housebroken. by critrole 88 22 19 tracks parental abuse abuse physical abuse child abuse ptsd good reasons to freeze to death by HITMAN BOYFRIEND NSFW good reasons to freeze to death by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 494 93 12 tracks abuse trauma parental abuse mental illness child abuse oh, mother by mormegil NSFW oh, mother by mormegil 20 4 12 tracks abuse parental abuse idle by ovrwatch idle by ovrwatch 158 43 11 tracks this isnt abt anyone who could see this abuse emotional abuse hurt parental abuse gem crosses - moral orel mix by stardib crosses - moral orel mix by stardib 562 61 17 tracks moral orel orel puppington also the rest of them but i have the most feelings 4 orel poor bby you'll be positive though it hurts. by donotfeedtheartist you'll be positive though it hurts. by donotfeedtheartist 121 14 8 tracks moral orel christina posabule indie kinda abuse-centric?? gold the blessing i've got coming by body farm the blessing i've got coming by body farm 899 131 8 tracks moral orel orel puppington gem precious only ever by mallgoths precious only ever by mallgoths 285 52 8 tracks fanmix moral orel clay puppington we share the same wilting fingers by NGC1705 we share the same wilting fingers by NGC1705 23 5 10 tracks neon genesis evangelion shinji ikari anger no longer able to be stifled parental abuse classical "dead daughter" by kasvava "dead daughter" by kasvava 133 23 9 tracks dysphoria transgender ftm anger parental abuse asdfghjyt67655hhhh by sanster NSFW asdfghjyt67655hhhh by sanster 49 5 8 tracks rape cptsd gem why dont you still love me by hyperandrogenism why dont you still love me by hyperandrogenism 64 25 17 tracks stockholm syndrome bpd cptsd trauma daddy nothing i do is ever good by schizotypals nothing i do is ever good by schizotypals 58 7 9 tracks selfie mix kinda cptsd paranoia attachment and trauma and communication and isolation YOU'RE THE COMEBACK KID by schizotypals YOU'RE THE COMEBACK KID by schizotypals 48 14 8 tracks cptsd ptsd recovery? art by arijandro gem soft broken child by VirulentIgnis soft broken child by VirulentIgnis 79 32 16 tracks cptsd trauma ptsd bpd I'm a real person by Mommagranate NSFW I'm a real person by Mommagranate 1 7 9 tracks moral orel nurse bendy csa cptsd haunting admitting isn't fixing (so then what is it worth) by zacharyspencer admitting isn't fixing (so then what is it worth) by zacharyspencer 128 31 10 tracks emotional abuse healing ✖✖✖✖ by EddieGluskin ✖✖✖✖ by EddieGluskin 616 64 9 tracks abuse ptsd abuse relationships emotional abuse suicide exit plans (when you're feeling bold) by actioncat exit plans (when you're feeling bold) by actioncat 304 60 10 tracks child abuse emotional abuse gold im numb by goreish im numb by goreish 1239 103 9 tracks abuse emotional abuse manipulation brainweird Let it Decay by EddieGluskin Let it Decay by EddieGluskin 261 33 11 tracks sexual abuse emotional abuse trauma toxic gem filthy &&. rotten by murkoff filthy &&. rotten by murkoff 49 28 10 tracks csa abuse emotional abuse neglect mostly instrumental gold get out of my head by glue-for-brains get out of my head by glue-for-brains 2969 359 10 tracks emotional abuse abusive relationships why cant i get rid of you? god what is wrong with m e a̛͚̤͈̩̮̟͙̝̣̺̓̂́̌̔́̽̐̿ļ̛̲͓̹̠̯̲͉̼̳̅͋̾̔̑́̅̅͠l̡̡͇̲͉̰̗̙͚̙̑̄̔͋̄̋̋̇̃͝ ̢̥̳̹̱͓̣̱̩̺̉͐̓̐̎̍͐̚͠͝ĩ̦͉͕̼̬̬͖̳̲̰̔̑͆͌͒͌̔͌̚s̡̯̣̜̼̣̥͕̰̘͗̄̋͂̀̓͛͘̚͝ ͉̜̳̟͈̞͈̻͇̭̊͂͋́̋̂̏̽͆̕w̧̛̲̲̬̟̘̩̘̪͔͂̋̊̿̈́̿̈͝ę̛̻͚͔̦͇̪̱̤̻̄̑́͂͆̈́͗͌̓l͉̦̘̹͇̤̻͍̫̣̄̓́̀́̊͒̀͛͝l̨͓̞̳̲̥̫̻͔̮̋̓͑͑͊͒͒̋̂̽ by dramaqueening a̛͚̤͈̩̮̟͙̝̣̺̓̂́̌̔́̽̐̿ļ̛̲͓̹̠̯̲͉̼̳̅͋̾̔̑́̅̅͠l̡̡͇̲͉̰̗̙͚̙̑̄̔͋̄̋̋̇̃͝ ̢̥̳̹̱͓̣̱̩̺̉͐̓̐̎̍͐̚͠͝ĩ̦͉͕̼̬̬͖̳̲̰̔̑͆͌͒͌̔͌̚s̡̯̣̜̼̣̥͕̰̘͗̄̋͂̀̓͛͘̚͝ ͉̜̳̟͈̞͈̻͇̭̊͂͋́̋̂̏̽͆̕w̧̛̲̲̬̟̘̩̘̪͔͂̋̊̿̈́̿̈͝ę̛̻͚͔̦͇̪̱̤̻̄̑́͂͆̈́͗͌̓l͉̦̘̹͇̤̻͍̫̣̄̓́̀́̊͒̀͛͝l̨͓̞̳̲̥̫̻͔̮̋̓͑͑͊͒͒̋̂̽ by dramaqueening 331 66 8 tracks domestic abuse child abuse emotional abuse depressed abuse you're rotten inside. by loali you're rotten inside. by loali 100 22 8 tracks abuse emotional abuse mental illness sad negative gem drowning by stoplightbros drowning by stoplightbros 103 42 17 tracks abuse gaslighting emotional abuse cptsd gold C O N F U S E D by softallure C O N F U S E D by softallure 1216 340 16 tracks emotional abuse bpd abuse anxiety mental illness gold you destroyed me by palepurplesky you destroyed me by palepurplesky 688 144 8 tracks emotional abuse csa child abuse physical abuse gem you made me like this by systemexit you made me like this by systemexit 186 63 8 tracks abuse emotional abuse bpd vent fhsafdklasjdfjsadfs gold I never thought we were that bad by toyherb NSFW I never thought we were that bad by toyherb 525 168 8 tracks this is about family not a romantic relationship which lol romantic relationships emotional abuse abuse dont read too much into it