I. I ᴡᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ғɪʀsᴛ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇᴀᴄʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡᴀs ɴᴏᴛ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ᴀ ᴡʜɪᴛᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴀ sʜɪᴘ ʟᴏsᴛ ᴀᴛ sᴇᴀ.

II. Oɴ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀsᴛ ᴅᴀʏs, ᴛʜᴇ sᴋʏ ᴡᴀs ᴀ ғᴇsᴛᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅɴ’ᴛ ʜᴇᴀʟ. I ᴅɪᴅɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ.

III. Oɴ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀsᴛ ᴅᴀʏs, ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴡᴏʀᴅ I ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ sᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴄʟᴇɴᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ғɪsᴛs.

IV. I ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴅɪᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, I ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴ’ᴛ ᴄʟᴀᴡ ᴍʏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ɪᴛ ᴘʀᴏᴘᴇʀʟʏ.

V. Nᴏɴᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴀs ʏᴏᴜʀ ғᴀᴜʟᴛ.

VI. I’ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ I ᴡᴀs ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪɢʜᴛʜᴏᴜsᴇ. I’ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴ’ᴛ sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ʀᴏᴄᴋs ᴏɴ ᴍʏ sʜᴏʀᴇ.

( a two-part mix for akane and junpei. tracklist and link to side b can be found here: http://handdrawnfantasma.tumblr.com/post/165510331860/love-was-not-always-a-white-light-to-a-ship-lost )

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