post mind-control-break runner 5
details my 5's feelings coming off the mind control, starting with realising that moonchild was using them, still somewhat tender but realising what she did to them.
Then it moves to rage, anger at how she didn't care about their consent even while acting loving.
Then its about re-establishing their own autonomy, then resolving to stop her, then vengeful anger and determination as they hunt her down.
Finally after her death, a distinct feeling of loneliness as they realise they can't connect with the people they were closest to before the mind-control as they move on while they are stuck on trying to move on and even the other survivors of mindcontrol don't really connect to them so much as look to them as they did to moonchild

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