Something rises in his chest -- it’s something he’s held close to himself for a long time. The desire to be useful to someone - to be allowed to stay at the dropship, to not be banished again. Even with Emori -- he was useful to her, in their con. If he could be useful to the Commander -- useful to Clarke --

fanmix for "I'll Be Good" by sirfeit on AO3
http://archiveofourown.org/works/6115399/chapters/14016832

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