How do I describe this starverger Length 396 playlists Updated April 21, 2020 playlists featuring bpd, mental illness, and emotional abuse music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete you handsome devil by godsighs you handsome devil by godsighs 196 29 12 tracks god complex violent impulses demon son lux iamx gold I'VE GOT NO CHOICE by HITMAN BOYFRIEND I'VE GOT NO CHOICE by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 663 197 14 tracks bpd mental illness brainweird violent impulses psychosis gem FUCK 'EM UP KID by ribfizz NSFW FUCK 'EM UP KID by ribfizz 271 83 11 tracks oc mix violent impulses childish gambino mindless self indulgence angst gem BERSERKER by goatse BERSERKER by goatse 294 71 10 tracks violent impulses intrusive thoughts fight you told me we could last forever by gurorabbitboy you told me we could last forever by gurorabbitboy 96 15 18 tracks dpd dependent personality disorder mental illness sad personal ♡ by j-ekyll ♡ by j-ekyll 52 12 8 tracks bpd hyperromantic infatuation obsession gold the god delusion by hunterio the god delusion by hunterio 2113 252 21 tracks x . gold pa pa pa pa paranoia by schizotypals NSFW pa pa pa pa paranoia by schizotypals 899 117 12 tracks mental illness tw: self harm tw: trich and derm this is a fucking mess Borderline Backlash by QuarterClaws Borderline Backlash by QuarterClaws 390 47 12 tracks bpd borderline personality borderline personality disorder mental health borderline (i won't be holding on) by Macabrr (i won't be holding on) by Macabrr 128 28 9 tracks chillwave vaporwave bpd crystal castles psychosis ʟღᴠᴇ Yᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ by noctt NSFW ʟღᴠᴇ Yᴏᴜʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ by noctt 657 72 10 tracks npd bpd narcissistic personality disorder borderline personality disorder narcissism DON'T STOP LOOKING AT ME by sucy DON'T STOP LOOKING AT ME by sucy 206 28 8 tracks histrionic hpd bpd npd remix im sorry im so fucking broken by 2x3dent im sorry im so fucking broken by 2x3dent 114 25 12 tracks bpd hpd npd gem by irlkillua by irlkillua 80 25 16 tracks bpd npd sorta?? for me at least its simple im incredible by dandeyugie its simple im incredible by dandeyugie 84 15 8 tracks npd brainweird narcissism narcissistic personality disorder Alone n Sublime by grantairee Alone n Sublime by grantairee 84 28 10 tracks npd narcissistic personality disorder narcissism mental illness gold ADORE ME by Vampboy ADORE ME by Vampboy 606 114 9 tracks npd narcissism actuallydivine violent impulses psychosis gem My Ego Is Bigger Than My Heart // Hello I'm a Young God by goregory My Ego Is Bigger Than My Heart // Hello I'm a Young God by goregory 327 98 11 tracks narcissism npd bpd bad bitch rap IT SERVES YOU RIGHT FOR KISSING LITTLE GIRLS by ladyregina NSFW IT SERVES YOU RIGHT FOR KISSING LITTLE GIRLS by ladyregina 212 44 8 tracks csa abuse revenge gold everything you say hurts me by HITMAN BOYFRIEND everything you say hurts me by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 1289 177 10 tracks bpd anger abuse abusive relationship dependency KING OF KINGS by murkoff KING OF KINGS by murkoff 173 57 8 tracks npd actuallydivine mania religious delusions mental illness childhood illness by turntechgoddamn childhood illness by turntechgoddamn 690 59 10 tracks bpd abuse child abuse vent gold ♥ sweet hemorrhage ♥ by victimized ♥ sweet hemorrhage ♥ by victimized 1367 110 10 tracks violent impulses guro yandere dont know what im feeling but im feeling it crush gold Fuck shit UP!!!! by Pumpkin-Spice Fuck shit UP!!!! by Pumpkin-Spice 743 124 10 tracks violent impulses bpd brainweird narcissism №thing ✖➄ by boy-pig №thing ✖➄ by boy-pig 289 29 15 tracks science experiment abuse original character dissociative identity disorder dissociation Divinity by Camilla Macaulay Divinity by Camilla Macaulay 368 72 12 tracks divinity holy saints sinners gold ILL BE GOD by apophis NSFW ILL BE GOD by apophis 621 105 16 tracks religious delusions brainweird divinity actuallypsychotic gold Life ain't so hopeful. by toolshed Life ain't so hopeful. by toolshed 836 146 8 tracks bpd brainweird negative personal gold I'M A GOD by sycko I'M A GOD by sycko 2437 315 16 tracks narcissism god complex brainweird psychosis rap/hip-hop LOVE HIGH by EddieGluskin LOVE HIGH by EddieGluskin 447 94 12 tracks bpd obsession unhealthy dependency age regression caretakers so i have every right to kill you by cpdogwolf so i have every right to kill you by cpdogwolf 495 51 14 tracks anger abuse violent impulses violent urges i was alone by cpdogwolf i was alone by cpdogwolf 256 60 12 tracks emotional abuse personal abuse trauma brainweird UNLEASH HELL by 8millionscorpions UNLEASH HELL by 8millionscorpions 660 87 12 tracks brainweird mental illness schizophrenia violent urges gold it coulda been worse by EddieGluskin it coulda been worse by EddieGluskin 427 141 13 tracks self harm cocsa csa child abuse ddnos have a habit of ruining everything by fnv have a habit of ruining everything by fnv 519 76 11 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder brainweird violent impulses gold PURGE THAT URGE by mchunted PURGE THAT URGE by mchunted 796 200 10 tracks violent urges mental illness intrusive thoughts indestructible ✧ here. by thirteenth ✧ here. by thirteenth 155 12 12 tracks mental illness bpd brainweird dude my brain is numb again gem animal impulses by fnv animal impulses by fnv 337 97 14 tracks psychosis delusions intrusive thoughts violent impulses brainweird gold ★ в ι т є ★ by Asteriia ★ в ι т є ★ by Asteriia 1536 161 12 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder upbeat personal gold sweetest condition by cyberfuneral sweetest condition by cyberfuneral 2441 263 13 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder mental illness splitting psychosis platinum dancing on the borderline by lyssajulia17 dancing on the borderline by lyssajulia17 7287 1168 18 tracks bpd mental illness manic depression alternative gold made me impure by victimized NSFW made me impure by victimized 1327 205 16 tracks csa rape flashbacks sexual abuse first tracks arent for him but for me gold my body is made of diamond, sacred and strong by messier17 my body is made of diamond, sacred and strong by messier17 1323 178 11 tracks psychosis bpd borderline personality disorder mental illness brainweird puke in my mouth~♡ by belimai NSFW puke in my mouth~♡ by belimai 441 63 19 tracks vocaloid edm hypersexual nsfw disgusting gold not sorry I released myself by fxrdpines NSFW not sorry I released myself by fxrdpines 2094 230 13 tracks manic violent urges self destructive brainweird gold i am not enough by critrole i am not enough by critrole 4742 539 23 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder vent brainweird mental illness baby i have limits by stardrinker baby i have limits by stardrinker 261 27 12 tracks dpd dependent dependent personality disorder settle down by murkoff settle down by murkoff 94 9 10 tracks dpd bpd brainwierd dependent personality disorder codependency i wanna sit in and die by sharpsharpteeth i wanna sit in and die by sharpsharpteeth 349 49 9 tracks dysphoria genderfluid afab wishing they could present as more masculine why by mkxl why by mkxl 536 51 9 tracks sad crybaby i feel like ripping my skin off mental illness KILL YOUR DOUBLE by Jaguar King NSFW KILL YOUR DOUBLE by Jaguar King 1096 94 8 tracks disassociation mental illness did brainweird multiplicity gold YOU'RE DEAD MEAT by kingly buck YOU'RE DEAD MEAT by kingly buck 582 173 8 tracks hotline miami brainweird bpd mania r o t t i n g by zephyrr r o t t i n g by zephyrr 806 88 11 tracks brainweird derealization mental illness unstable psychosis i had a dream where we were happy by intergalacticplanetary i had a dream where we were happy by intergalacticplanetary 536 55 15 tracks ptsd abuse abusive families abusive friendships child sexual abuse gold Something went wrong. by 358days Something went wrong. by 358days 1412 175 8 tracks psychosis violent impulses personal negative gold i think something's wrong with me by buttersstotch i think something's wrong with me by buttersstotch 1661 167 9 tracks personal mix brainweird abuse suicide ment at one point?? idk this mix is a mess gold WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by EddieGluskin WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by EddieGluskin 2079 358 9 tracks manic brainweird bpd pop upbeat fast music closure by meadowns closure by meadowns 702 78 10 tracks abuse toxic manipulation emotional abuse verbally abused gold worst;best by boy-pig NSFW worst;best by boy-pig 973 127 13 tracks brainweird csa sexual abuse mental illness go fuck urself by goreish go fuck urself by goreish 547 58 8 tracks violent impulses angry bpd gold mind*leakbrain*leak by rolling.cone mind*leakbrain*leak by rolling.cone 1218 100 8 tracks delusions mind brainweird bpd psychosis gold fleshwound by victimized NSFW fleshwound by victimized 917 127 13 tracks bipolar bpd violent impulses im taking kill your rapist to a whole new fucking level in fact i think i'll just kill everyone i'll kill everyone gold maybe im no good inside by ghostyawn maybe im no good inside by ghostyawn 2395 267 13 tracks abuse emotional abuse anxiety memories personal gold egotistical delusionist by fizzing egotistical delusionist by fizzing 2072 277 14 tracks delusional egotistical selfish psycho psychotic CONFUSED FEELINGS? by exhailing CONFUSED FEELINGS? by exhailing 1283 99 9 tracks mental illness bpd bipolar disorder border line personality disorder ftw gold okay by marxxism okay by marxxism 1443 173 14 tracks mental illness depression spoken word gold [ i didn't dodge all your bullets just denied that they hit me ] by disappearance [ i didn't dodge all your bullets just denied that they hit me ] by disappearance 1587 128 10 tracks abuse sexual abuse ptsd S̨͚̭͎͍̰̙̦͍̗̪̤̟̤̹̟̮͋ͫ̈́̈́ͪͩ̉͐́̃͆͢C̸͙͔̱̩͖̟̱̘͇̘̱̮̭̮̮̜͙̹̓͒͐ͦ̀ͯͨ͊ͦͥ̉͂̽͌ͮ̚͡R͕͇̭͈͉̝̟̘̯̪̉͑̏̀ͣ̾̈ͯͩ̔̏ͪ͢͢͠Ȩ̢̛̦̖͙̠̬ͥ̄ͭ̆A̡̒̉̊ͬͩ̅̂ͣ́̎̑͛̚͏̝̟̜̺̖̪͍͖͔M̛͚̰̥͙͕̤̺͚̯̠̱̼͒̑̾̈ͦ̈͝ͅ by xelos S̨͚̭͎͍̰̙̦͍̗̪̤̟̤̹̟̮͋ͫ̈́̈́ͪͩ̉͐́̃͆͢C̸͙͔̱̩͖̟̱̘͇̘̱̮̭̮̮̜͙̹̓͒͐ͦ̀ͯͨ͊ͦͥ̉͂̽͌ͮ̚͡R͕͇̭͈͉̝̟̘̯̪̉͑̏̀ͣ̾̈ͯͩ̔̏ͪ͢͢͠Ȩ̢̛̦̖͙̠̬ͥ̄ͭ̆A̡̒̉̊ͬͩ̅̂ͣ́̎̑͛̚͏̝̟̜̺̖̪͍͖͔M̛͚̰̥͙͕̤̺͚̯̠̱̼͒̑̾̈ͦ̈͝ͅ by xelos 587 78 12 tracks dissociation brainweird mental illness manic electronic gold it's h a p p e n i n g by gayszler it's h a p p e n i n g by gayszler 1116 150 11 tracks intrusive thoughts violent urges psychosis bpd WHITE KNUCKLES by bitterpriestess WHITE KNUCKLES by bitterpriestess 589 73 8 tracks mental illness ocd anxiety adhd self harm gold My body is a cage by divinedog My body is a cage by divinedog 1627 194 19 tracks self hate eating disorder depression dysphoria abuse gold i'm struggling by Sparkly Trash i'm struggling by Sparkly Trash 1555 134 8 tracks relapse mental illness brain weird bpd depression existence.... is tricky by transgeiszler existence.... is tricky by transgeiszler 521 59 8 tracks dissociation unreality gold Who am I? Who is doing this? Is that me? by Solivagants Who am I? Who is doing this? Is that me? by Solivagants 1129 154 8 tracks depersonalization anxiety mental illness schizoid personal gold hypersexual ///// sex repulsed by supergay NSFW hypersexual ///// sex repulsed by supergay 262 131 9 tracks hypersexual bpd borderline personality disorder sex repulsed mental illness gold I AM JUST A FREAK by HITMAN BOYFRIEND I AM JUST A FREAK by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 878 149 10 tracks bpd mental illness intrusive thoughts violent impulses violent urges gold fucking hell by yokoni fucking hell by yokoni 992 185 14 tracks psychosis violent urges bpd abuse npd gold what are you . what are you . by cartilogenophobia what are you . what are you . by cartilogenophobia 3114 537 16 tracks personal nonhuman mental illness psychosis gold .it's only you now. by sycko .it's only you now. by sycko 742 141 15 tracks bpd violent impulses abuse brainweird gold i dreamt of blood by pariahdaisy NSFW i dreamt of blood by pariahdaisy 1173 140 10 tracks violent impulses violent urges brainweird this slow descent into madness could be worse i suppose regret me by mouthblood NSFW regret me by mouthblood 446 68 8 tracks abuse revenge violent impulses gold Unsafe by EddieGluskin Unsafe by EddieGluskin 1795 205 10 tracks bpd brainweird trauma ptsd sexual abuse gold I'LL RIP THE SPINE FROM YOUR BODY by EddieGluskin I'LL RIP THE SPINE FROM YOUR BODY by EddieGluskin 1998 278 13 tracks delusions psychosis abuse divinity narcissism gold flesh&blood by vvasteyrself flesh&blood by vvasteyrself 2114 218 11 tracks thsi is gross codependency abusive relationship abuse let go by saturnbot let go by saturnbot 331 40 9 tracks monsterkin guro pretty stuff personal purity ring gold you can't even love yourself by epiczinnia you can't even love yourself by epiczinnia 2299 310 19 tracks personal self loathing violence unhealthy personalities negative realization by AHGEOFF realization by AHGEOFF 437 38 17 tracks mental breakdown breakdown upset done catatonic gold when you break by giyoreli NSFW when you break by giyoreli 1266 152 11 tracks brainweird violent dark self harm dissociation they won't stop screaming by raineyday they won't stop screaming by raineyday 438 71 12 tracks bpd violent impulses brainweird borderline personality disorder gold it's my party and i'll cry if i want to by softfawnling NSFW it's my party and i'll cry if i want to by softfawnling 924 101 21 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder mental illness brainweird pop gold dog teeth; by marissaperez dog teeth; by marissaperez 806 114 17 tracks bipolar disorder brainweird mental health mental illness mania gold im so sorry by marxxism im so sorry by marxxism 1680 225 8 tracks self hate self destruction dysphoria brainweird Neurosis/Psychosis by theabarataraba Neurosis/Psychosis by theabarataraba 237 32 38 tracks bpd borderline personality disorder brainweird actuallyborderline superb (suffering) by throwuped superb (suffering) by throwuped 427 65 15 tracks brainweird neuroatypical dissociation violent urges sick of myself by Princex-N sick of myself by Princex-N 120 11 8 tracks brainweird mental illness dysphoria self-loathing