I ask myself what it is about me that makes this man return. Is it because I'm pathetic, helpless & completely dependent on him? Or is it my sense of humor, my willingness to tease him, to joke my way into painful secret places? Do I help him understand himself? Do I make him happy? Do I do something for him that his girlfriend can't do? Has he fallen in love with me?
As the days pass and I continue to heal, my body knitting itself back together, I begin to allow myself to think that he has.

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