dem disorders and stuff (listen later) wyder Length 257 playlists Updated June 05, 2021 playlists featuring autism, actuallyautistic, and stimming music. Play all Share Edit Save Cancel Delete Why can't I be happy? by Lavenderrose_Thorns Why can't I be happy? by Lavenderrose_Thorns 11 4 12 tracks sad sad songs depression dissociation dysphoria It's ok to be afraid by crypticmilk It's ok to be afraid by crypticmilk 188 21 11 tracks oc original character sad fear i am in school by Clairesha i am in school by Clairesha 15 2 16 tracks school blues fuck my life I no longer want to exist. by prettybat I no longer want to exist. by prettybat 168 38 12 tracks spoken word poems sad death gem Kurt's Playlist by fairyling Kurt's Playlist by fairyling 235 83 55 tracks nirvana kurt cobain punk rock flipper led zeppelin for kurt by vomithearts for kurt by vomithearts 50 8 46 tracks kurt cobain punk grunge alternative rock dear boddah,- by happycheeks dear boddah,- by happycheeks 723 49 35 tracks kurt cobain nirvana grunge punk punk rock Under The Covers In The Dark by Samdamage Under The Covers In The Dark by Samdamage 6 0 25 tracks kurt cobain sonic youth peter gabriel the church covers This room's gonna be my grave, and there is no one who can save me by fubuking NSFW This room's gonna be my grave, and there is no one who can save me by fubuking 22 10 10 tracks schizophrenia borderline personality disorder mental illness bpd Am I good enough? Or am I just too much? by Lyrikx Am I good enough? Or am I just too much? by Lyrikx 138 38 11 tracks atelophobia negative depressed anxiety brainweird Kanashii by menti.cide Kanashii by menti.cide 125 5 21 tracks depressing sad dark alternative pain Monster by RompWhale Monster by RompWhale 210 5 11 tracks sad stay away regret never. drinking. again. by sprinklerthief never. drinking. again. by sprinklerthief 34 3 15 tracks hangover quiet mellow chill no numb by fxckraven numb by fxckraven 526 62 9 tracks numb depressing i am not me by crownedsiren i am not me by crownedsiren 55 13 8 tracks dissociation depersonalization mental illness personal derealization zero zero zero by sockmoth zero zero zero by sockmoth 265 20 10 tracks brainweird schizoaffective depersonalization abuse personal gold disintegration by ghostcult disintegration by ghostcult 1129 189 13 tracks depersonalization dissociation brainweird personal problem child by mothsavior problem child by mothsavior 35 1 10 tracks multiple personalities oc disconnect by fxthers disconnect by fxthers 62 9 14 tracks disconnect anxiety idk how to tag this its a gentle mood playlist i guess gold Kingmaker by Azalea0428 Kingmaker by Azalea0428 1309 175 27 tracks transgender ftm trans transmasculine gold run on for a long time by machiner run on for a long time by machiner 792 120 11 tracks transgender ftm transboy transman dysphoria dysphoric by rowangaladriel dysphoric by rowangaladriel 212 21 10 tracks gender dysphoria movie musicals broadway musicals disney pixar bi, nonbi, and low bmi by sharpsharpteeth bi, nonbi, and low bmi by sharpsharpteeth 219 25 16 tracks bipolar disorder bulimorexia nervosa gender dysphoria fanmix your fucking chemical imbalances Dysphoria and Loneliness by JesterTheTear Dysphoria and Loneliness by JesterTheTear 240 25 9 tracks transgender gender dysphoria dysphoria lonely sad gold d y s p h o r i a by marxxism NSFW d y s p h o r i a by marxxism 679 115 10 tracks dysphoria gender dysphoria self hate self harm mind-/-body by flyspies mind-/-body by flyspies 43 5 11 tracks dissociation dpdr did brainweird depersonalization am i here? by smallspacekid am i here? by smallspacekid 298 46 14 tracks derealization personal i guess gold in the act of observing others, you may recognize yourself by woonons in the act of observing others, you may recognize yourself by woonons 2729 407 9 tracks evangelion neon genesis evangelion dreamy depersonalization mental illness Nihilists With Good Imaginations by boiledfruitjuice Nihilists With Good Imaginations by boiledfruitjuice 139 14 8 tracks childhood identity gender indie eclectic Displaced and In Pain by Alithiosphere Displaced and In Pain by Alithiosphere 30 2 9 tracks pain confused sad three days grace Midnight Carousel by iristhegiantess Midnight Carousel by iristhegiantess 114 9 14 tracks confused indie hurt unrequited love gem watching myself by ihavecontrol watching myself by ihavecontrol 417 55 11 tracks depersonalization ghosts lost calm background 11 by letscheckshoes 11 by letscheckshoes 109 16 14 tracks death trapped (thank god there's) no place like home by jdrewz (thank god there's) no place like home by jdrewz 116 6 13 tracks hometown trapped there's that fear again by awholelotofnothingiv there's that fear again by awholelotofnothingiv 47 2 9 tracks death depression flatsound numb mellow Float by christinerax Float by christinerax 37 0 8 tracks float dream numb sleep soothing soon i'll be dead and we will both be happy. by cosmicdusttea soon i'll be dead and we will both be happy. by cosmicdusttea 61 8 14 tracks dead existential im tired teen suicide mother mother bury the dead where they're found by HITMAN BOYFRIEND bury the dead where they're found by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 354 73 12 tracks ghostkin ghost dead lofi quiet I can't breathe by Casey704 I can't breathe by Casey704 1372 58 9 tracks calm sad lonely afraid crying Its ripping me apart by Casey704 Its ripping me apart by Casey704 2277 66 8 tracks calm crying sad love idk poets who cry themselves to sleep by angst.een poets who cry themselves to sleep by angst.een 34 5 8 tracks thinking sad calm late night sorrow everything will be alright by roses&jacks everything will be alright by roses&jacks 22 1 17 tracks calm stress sorrow despair I just wanna fall asleep (Ambient Mix) by Tωisted I just wanna fall asleep (Ambient Mix) by Tωisted 513 26 8 tracks ambient sleep slow calm dear "dad"! by divinedog dear "dad"! by divinedog 455 57 17 tracks abuse child abuse personal vent you killed me gem mommy by fnv mommy by fnv 100 46 15 tracks child abuse abuse grooming vocaloid personal Break in case of Internal Bleeding by drowningophelia Break in case of Internal Bleeding by drowningophelia 188 14 24 tracks female vocalists female vocals sad songs child abuse abusive relationship gem im not angry anymore (well, sometimes i am) by deercutie im not angry anymore (well, sometimes i am) by deercutie 37 13 13 tracks trauma breakup abuse i guess if ur listening to this u should probably see a therapist. The reason why I can't breath by pixelade The reason why I can't breath by pixelade 247 31 10 tracks csa ptsd trauma child abuse rape gold GET MAD by orgrimmar GET MAD by orgrimmar 1393 166 9 tracks child abuse violence pent up anger murder sexual harassment Reminders of Then by thegaylists Reminders of Then by thegaylists 65 13 49 tracks ptsd abuse trauma child abuse personal Beaten Bloody by actualsprout NSFW Beaten Bloody by actualsprout 29 11 9 tracks child abuse sexual abuse child sexual abuse depressed bruised gold my beloved smother by lycanns NSFW my beloved smother by lycanns 910 122 11 tracks emotional abuse abusive parents child abuse abuse abusive mothers ugly childhood by EddieGluskin ugly childhood by EddieGluskin 133 20 11 tracks personal abuse child abuse trauma Family Sins by synystermoxley Family Sins by synystermoxley 144 27 9 tracks csa child abuse child sexual abuse i'm still a little girl by gutsoup i'm still a little girl by gutsoup 94 25 13 tracks csa ptsd trauma child abuse sexual abuse gem NOTHING LEAVES THIS HOUSE by mephitine NOTHING LEAVES THIS HOUSE by mephitine 27 19 10 tracks abuse child abuse cocsa incest trauma pt i. i died when i was a kid by vespertones pt i. i died when i was a kid by vespertones 404 75 10 tracks trauma abuse child abuse dear judy by sickie dear judy by sickie 161 36 8 tracks csa csa tag child sexual abuse child abuse trauma gem repetition by murkoff repetition by murkoff 192 79 8 tracks abuse neglect emotional abuse mental illness anxiety sing praise to your worthless god by monsterkin sing praise to your worthless god by monsterkin 43 11 8 tracks neglect abandonment dpd depended negative what have we become? by deckardwizard what have we become? by deckardwizard 43 12 23 tracks abandonment neglect lost love coping abuse two for flinching by thinmintprince NSFW two for flinching by thinmintprince 366 74 9 tracks abuse violence cocsa neglect i tell myself that it wasnt that bad but it still fucks me up imsorryimsorryimsorry by palepurplesky NSFW imsorryimsorryimsorry by palepurplesky 312 49 13 tracks emotional abuse verbal abuse physical abuse anxiety neglect drown by intellectualshock drown by intellectualshock 75 26 10 tracks parents expectations angst cue tears cry I wish you loved me more by AltarGuts NSFW I wish you loved me more by AltarGuts 164 25 10 tracks neglect trauma child abuse growing up parents invisible bruise by ladymixalot invisible bruise by ladymixalot 11 6 8 tracks self harm cw parents abuse mention cw love hurt families were made to be broken by punkarsenic families were made to be broken by punkarsenic 381 16 12 tracks broken home family broken family parents tracy beaker gem pressing rewind by heroiic pressing rewind by heroiic 49 21 8 tracks abuse parents self hate negative x i have a self destruct button x by ponywiki x i have a self destruct button x by ponywiki 156 18 10 tracks bpd dpd mental illness psychosis self hate i cant know youre a terrible person by spaghettieddie NSFW i cant know youre a terrible person by spaghettieddie 65 20 15 tracks obsession love bad love self hate emotional abuse don't take my side by brappzannigan don't take my side by brappzannigan 524 36 11 tracks self hate self loathing emo orchid tapes lo-fi Ugly, Unloved, Bastard Son by Shawski Ugly, Unloved, Bastard Son by Shawski 180 31 10 tracks hatred depression indie self esteem self hate gem My Own Worst Enemy by SynthpopPrincess My Own Worst Enemy by SynthpopPrincess 279 81 11 tracks self hate self deprecation apathy depressed leech boy by CaptainSkicc leech boy by CaptainSkicc 44 4 10 tracks self hate self loathing idfk sad stuff personal What is life? What is being young?? by Dreadsupreme NSFW What is life? What is being young?? by Dreadsupreme 122 13 8 tracks angst self harm rick sanchez twenty one pilots the mountain goats 5 YEARS by marxxism 5 YEARS by marxxism 52 9 8 tracks mental illness personal self harm {{Recovery}} by laceysoftball14 {{Recovery}} by laceysoftball14 303 32 13 tracks recovery depression self harm self love sleep gem FUCK YOU by grenades FUCK YOU by grenades 268 66 8 tracks suicide bpd mental illness self harm did Stupid Piece of Shit by TheRabbitFollower NSFW Stupid Piece of Shit by TheRabbitFollower 89 23 14 tracks abuse psychosis ptsd self harm mental illness until your breathing stops by fridaycaliban until your breathing stops by fridaycaliban 169 10 10 tracks death dark sad punk rock gloomy kitchen sink(ing) by deletehomestuck kitchen sink(ing) by deletehomestuck 29 11 8 tracks brainweird brain weird transgender anxiety depression gem Bad thoughts by Colamiilk Bad thoughts by Colamiilk 82 42 12 tracks transgender ftm electro vocaloid gem gay optimism / trans resilience by radicalstripes gay optimism / trans resilience by radicalstripes 152 52 15 tracks gay transgender pwr bttm hopeful gold mirror of the modern man by ScoutPilgrim NSFW mirror of the modern man by ScoutPilgrim 700 121 15 tracks transmasculine ftm transgender gender dysphoria angst Jesús Martínez by Lidya_Schattenspiel Jesús Martínez by Lidya_Schattenspiel 12 0 64 tracks simon curtis melanie martinez transgender bravery You're So Funny When You're Mad by professor-snickermore You're So Funny When You're Mad by professor-snickermore 22 4 11 tracks oc original character transgender futakuchi onna monster girls Use Real Butter, There's No Margarine For Error by professor-snickermore Use Real Butter, There's No Margarine For Error by professor-snickermore 21 1 13 tracks original character oc dragon wizard transgender gold you get so alone at times that it just makes sense by HITMAN BOYFRIEND you get so alone at times that it just makes sense by HITMAN BOYFRIEND 1424 264 12 tracks trans ftm transgender dysphoria I can hardly stand the sound by Princex-N I can hardly stand the sound by Princex-N 721 97 10 tracks nonbinary gender dysphoria transgender gender genderqueer short and stout by nonary short and stout by nonary 420 53 8 tracks dysphoria transgender personal gem trans stuff by TyeDyePapaya trans stuff by TyeDyePapaya 187 79 18 tracks trans transgender transmasculine ftm dysphoria water off a ducks back by johnreeses water off a ducks back by johnreeses 31 3 9 tracks transgender agender personal contemporary jazz bossa nova transgender bullshit and life by carine-m-65753 NSFW transgender bullshit and life by carine-m-65753 26 2 15 tracks sad love songs cigarettes transgender lonely mental illness trans and winning by kerwyn05 trans and winning by kerwyn05 330 47 8 tracks trans transgender transman transwoman gem You'll always be my little girl. by jellyplant You'll always be my little girl. by jellyplant 218 65 8 tracks trans transgender dysphoria poetry だいじょうぶ by emmacchi だいじょうぶ by emmacchi 181 17 10 tracks utaite uttatemita japanese 感情がない、感情がない by linshambles 感情がない、感情がない by linshambles 990 95 16 tracks utaite vent male vocals ashikubi mafumafu back2school by dandeIion back2school by dandeIion 134 22 9 tracks vocaloid utaite school its negative songs mostly syndrome by piori syndrome by piori 400 55 19 tracks utaite vocaloid michan kradness