A weird mishmash of songs I listened to in my inbetween. To make a long story short, I made the mistake of dating my best friend. And then she just broke up with me out of the blue. But she tried to still be my 'best friend'. It was conflicting and confusing. I was hurt, I'm still hurt. I went through many phases of trying to fix it. Then when I finally decided to tell her I was done with this game, she panicked, asked me out again. And my dumb ass said yes. So now I'm confused and conflicted again. And these songs got me through 4 fucking years of heartache. Now they belong in a weird inbetween space. Where my feelings are still are hurt, but things are better?? They're also not really better, but we're trying.

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