I'm so tired of having to be everything for everyone and having to play so many parts. I play the responsible daughter for my mother. I play the caring friend for the people I actually talk to. I play the healthy person for my doctor so she doesn't suspect anything. I keep it all in because that's the safest place. Everyone thinks I'm so mature and so calm. They think I have my shit together and that I'm so level-headed and the truth is, I'm not! I don't have everything under control like I like to think. I can't take care of myself as well as I like to think.

(Sorry, I just really needed to vent. I don't expect anyone to listen to this. It's probably too long with the new restrictions anyway.)

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